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Birthday
• 1985-09-29
Gender
• Female
Location
• Philippines
Member Since
• 2004-08-14
Occupation
• Student
Real Name
• Fuuko Kirisawa

Personal

Anime Fan Since
• forgotten
Favorite Anime
• Rekka no Honoo, Angel Sanc, Onegai Teacher, SK, DBZ/GT, Gensomaden Saiyuki/Reload, Get Backers, HikaGo, Initial D, Karekano, Mahou Tsukai Tai, Noir, Slayers, Taiho Shichauzo, Tennis no Oujisama, Wolf's Rain, etc.. it might got cut again. -_-;
Goals
• to be live simply with my loved ones
Hobbies
• reading books, playing video games, writing fanfics, surfing the net, editing photos and experimenting/learning with html
Talents
• cooking...i guess.

myOtaku.com: fuujin-sama

Tuesday, October 5, 2004

back to one's self.

wow. watta change of attitude. honestly, last time, i'm really suicidal. i wanna die then. lolz. but i don't want to get hurt. ^__^ if i got hurt, raijin-sama and a lot of friends will get mad at me. ^__^ and i promise not to because i almost did the same thing 3 years ago. luckily i got to vent over someone and i am very very indebted to that 2 person. ^__^ although i rant a lot, they still and will still understand my feelings. thanks mark and jie... ^__^

as raijin-sama said to his comment, we sorted things out. i went to their house, i don't know how. honestly, i don't want to go there because of the fight. but for some unknown reason, my feet just dragged me there. -_-; the face the danger of going there 'coz whenever i'm problematic, i'm an accident prone. -_-; i don't look at where i'm heading. o_o;;

when i get there, he's still sleeping. ^__^ honestly, he sleeps like a baby. XD he sleeps like gokou. XD then after he did his stuffs, we talked about everything.

i admit my fault. it was my fault. i just feel too confident about our relationship. because he love me that much, i became too abusive of it. as what chona-chan said, i already got someone i love and someone who loves me too and i still do things that i used to do when i was still single. i don't act my age and my status, that's all. my atchi mi told me "watta girlfriend are you." -_-; yeah i know, i'm not that good of a gf to raijin-sama, and that's why i'm so sad and ashame of myself. getting carried away with my feelings. damn. *whacks herself* x_X;; i didn't get contented with what's on my hands and asked for more. maybe the reason i don't get along pretty well with others eventhough i'm friendly. maybe i'm just trying too hard? o_o *shrugs*

anywayz, it's our 11th monthsary today. ^__^ honestly, it's 10/6 here. but i don't know about the time here in myO. o_o another month and it'll be our anniversary. ^__^ how time flies! XD

i really really appreciate all of ur concern, advices and comments! *hugz everyone* i'm glad ur not like some of my so-called friends. at least, you got an open-mind. some of my so-called friends blame raijin-sama whenever we have fights eventhough i clarified that it's my fault. o_o;

thanks to ryu-chan, brooke-chan, sachiko-chan, ami-chan, sweetz-chan, chona-chan, youki-chan (for the comment and pm. ^__^), panda-chan, maris-chan and last but not the least, raijin-sama, for everything. ^__^ *hugz again*

ok, that's all for the mushiness. XD it's getting late and i might not make it to all ur sites. oh yeah, i submitted another greetings yesterday. hope they approve it. ^__^

again, thank you minna!!! ^__^

ja ne~

me loves raijin-sama! ^__^

EDIT: baka baka! i almost forgot. -_-; HAPPY 11TH MONTHSARY RAIJIN-SAMA!!!!!

this is a clip from the manga Rekka no Honoo aka Flame of Recca. i really love this scene. XD fuuko-sama's chibi form is so cute!!! XD
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