Monday, October 8, 2007

Hey this is Ryan's Friend Dan umm He asked me to tell you that he is going to be sleeping over at his moms house and she has no internet..Peace Mansex and Many more for prosparity yeah im hyper ^^ hay maby i should get an otaku hmmmmmmm Tell Ryan if i should get an otaku k? Shanks Yous Im hyper ok No Da. I like some anime too just don't like Bleach very much... Naruto is cool Inuyasha is cool Umm Kingdom Hearts Rules Im on the seconed game but i havn't beaten it yet Also Final Fantsy is cool and a good video game is Sly Cooper. Do you like making fun of little kid shows i think thats fun. Yeah. Should i make a site?
Dan
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Friday, October 5, 2007

Am i Cruel?
Cruel

You all think I’m cruel and heartless don’t you for what I did with Jessica. But I can’t stand cheaters, liars,…or beggers

Well let me take you back three years ago let me tell you what changed my life forever.

First day of high school I was fourteen years old and I couldn’t wait to start. As I walked around the corner I spotted her. She was Tall, beautiful, and she seemed way out of my league. As I watched her, her boy friend came up and they both started arguing about something I couldn’t hear. She saw me looking at her as her boyfriend stalked off looking angry. “hello!” she said to me enthusiastically.
I remember stammering hello back to her and she laughed. Through all her beautiful aspects her laugh didn’t suit her. It was high pitched and had an angry sound to it.
“I’m Carly Durham”
“Ryan Greenwood” I said back to her

From that day on we hung out together for four years and we eventfully started dating. On my last year of high school that’s when things started changing. Every time a date came around she said that she was busy and couldn’t make it. I believed her. That was until her birthday came. She didn’t invite me over that day which is what she used to do every time her birthday came around. I was 15 then and I went to surprise her. When I knocked on her door there was still no answer so I foolishly pushed the door open and started walking to her room. I started hearing strange noises coming from her closed door and what I saw nearly made my heart stop. There she was naked in the bed with nun other then her ex boyfriend the one I saw her arguing with the first day of high school. Without thinking I pulled a metal bat that I saw laying behind her door with a mean to kill on my mind. She begged me to spare her life along with her ex and I did. I remember dropping the bat and walking out of the room. I died that day.

Ryan
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My thoughts with what happend today to me.
Love

As Jessica comes toward me,
I can’t think. I tilt her head back too kiss her gently on the lips but I don’t.
Is this I love? I thought as she leaned in too kiss me.
Then Mizuki’s face burst clearly into my mind.
No! I thought as I pushed The Jessica off my chest.
“sorry..” I say
“but I’m already in love.”
I see the look of hurt in her face but I do not turn back.
As I leave, the bottom of my kimono trails noiselessly on the ground
Behind me. I smile to myself as Jessica bursts into tears. “would my friends still
Like me if they knew how cruel I was?” I murmured to myself still smiling
“I Think not.” the smile slid off my face as quickly as it came. I feel something wet trickle down the side of my face and as I raise my hand to brush it away and I realize they are tears.
“That’s strange...” I thought to myself what reason would I have to cry and then I realize why.
Every person I come in contact with I end up hurting in some way.
Would I end up hurting Mizuki-kun? I remember when I first had someone who I loved.
It was the first time I had ever loved But the girl had cheated on me…
Ever since then I have not loved
I laughed without laughter
I hurt without emotion and
I never loved.

When Mizuki-kun walked into my life
Meaning seem to flood back into me.
I find my self laughing at everything she says and i realize how gratefull i should be to her. She brought me back to life.
I look back at the still sobbing Jessica and feel for the first time, three
Certain words come out of my mouth.

“I’m sorry… Jessica"
And I walk away.

Ryan
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Thursday, October 4, 2007

Im so sorry i havm't been on yetserday and Today
Hello sorry for my absence ive been real busy lately Im geting ready for wedding preperations its happening on sunday. And My mom in my opinion probobly only married my dad for 3 reasons

1. Sex

2. Money

3. ME!!!

She has baring staring at my chest a lot lately and its creeping me out. She always calls me "Honey" Yech XP. She always wears these Overly reavealing dresses that shows her panties when she bends over i try not to look. She waers a LOT of maskara nd probobly even moe lipstick. 0.o Too much makeup.

Any way on another note I am very pleased to announce that i am in love i won't tell you who untill she tells me i can. It makes me very happy to be able to love again ^^. I will talk to you later

Ryan
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Monday, October 1, 2007

A descriptive physical description of my self
1. Very pale

2. Kind of Blondish Hair Its very light almost white

3. Very skinny yet very fit not exactly a 12 pac more of a 10...

4. Blueish Green Eyes

5.Short hair covering my eyes

6. I wegh 110 punds and am 6 ft 7

Ryan
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What are you going to be for holloween
Im going to be a bondage prince. Leather pants whith chains no shirt and a spiked collor whith spicked braclets and a chain attached to my coller. yep that pretty much it.

Ryan
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Happy October Everyone With Holloween coming up our teachers are asking us to make holloween decorations for tthe classrooms. Im bringing in a gravestone made out of cardboared and a tree with blood oozing out of it.

Ryan
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Sunday, September 30, 2007

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Saturday, September 29, 2007

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