Sunday, February 3, 2008

   So far it's a good day...
I mean...I guess it's a good day. I miss Andrew like crazy...I cried to much yesterday.
And I couldn't stop thinking, "Why? Why did it have to be Andrew?" He was 17 years old, a sweetheart. HE was fucking Wallkill's Superman...

Superman could do it all and so could Andrew.

But you know what? People always say, "Superman never dies." Well, Andrew most certainly did. And I don't give a damn if someone says, "Well, Superman isn't real anyway." But you know what, Andrew was definitely real to me and everyone else in Wallkill...

[[RIP 2/2/07]]
Long Live SUPERMAN
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Saturday, February 2, 2008

RIP 2/2/07
[[LONG LIVE SUPERMAN!]]

Love you, Andrew..
[["Gone, but not forgotten."]]
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Tuesday, January 22, 2008

It Wasn't So Bad...
The midterms weren't so bad. The english kind of was, though, because I didn't understand exactly what we had to write about.
I'm going into school either tomorrow or Thursday... I have to call Tyler to see when he has tests. Either in the morning or the afternoon.. I have no idea.. He wasn't there today because he has testing tomorrow and thursday..

Well...I <3 Tyler!!

~*~Shadow~*~
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Monday, January 21, 2008

Midterms tomorrow
Tomorrow starts the IS Regents week. And I have two middterms. And that's alright, I guess. Aside from the fact that both my midterms are at the same time tomorrow. So, my global teacher said to come in before the rest of his class and he'll let me take it before the others. Then I have the Eng. 10 test. Bleh..
I hope I gbet to see Tyler!!!
<3
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Saturday, January 19, 2008

Jay's Rap
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
Mother mother fuck. Mother mother fuck fuck. Mother fuck mother fuck.
Noise noise noise.
1 2 1 2 3 4
Noise noise noise.
Smokin weed, smokin weed.
Doin' coke, drinkin beers.
Drinkin beers, beers beers.
Rollin' fatties, smokin blunts.
Who smokes the blunts? We smoke the blunts.
Rollin' blunts and smokin um'

15 bucks, little man, put that shit in my hand.
If that money doesn't show then you owe me owe me owe.
My jungle love.
Oh e oh e oh.
I think I wanna know ya know ya ... yeah, what.

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Sunday, January 6, 2008

Fridaay is my 16th birthday!
Nothing really exciting about it.
But I'll be sixteen.
And my freaking mom keeps saying, "He got you something amazing." And she won't tell me.
Come on. I'd still act surprised.
lol
But yeah.
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Tuesday, January 1, 2008

New Pics(yes mike..I know..they're from myspace.)


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Wednesday, December 19, 2007

Cuts and Burns
I cut myself to feel the release
I feel the burn as my blood pours down my skin
with the razor, I free myself,
Don't try to stop me.
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Sunday, December 16, 2007

December 16, 2007---Goodnight.
Well, I'm getting ready to go to sleep.
I'm really tired and..well...among other things. ^_~

Night, otaku!
~Alyssa~
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Alone...
I feel alone
As the Darkness consumes me
I am not afraid
But I wish someone could help me.
I feel numb and cold
I can feel my heart slowing,
my breathing becoming less there.
Am I dying?

Help me, please.
I don't want to die here.
...I don't want to die in the Darkness...
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