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Saturday, May 26, 2007

   I Hate Myself For Lovin you!!!!!
To start off, if you're wonderin wut the heading is all about, its about cuz i had that song in my last post. I'm listenin to it now...=))) And logically, i do kinda hate myself for lovin the guy that i do. guess that cant b helped though..i went to a bazaar with him last night and my best friend sarah. i was rly miserable half the time....and it was so awkward he was all upset cuz i was depressed and he put his arm around me. then i just sat there like, "stop touching me. stop freaking touching me." then all of a sudden its just like, 'wait, what the hell am i thinking??' but im tryin to get over him too. i luv it when he does touch me like that, since we're so close whereas EVERYBODY thinks we're going out. thats not y i like it though. yes, it sounds corny, but his touch makes my skin crawl, and i luv that feeling, i nvr want it 2 go away. or wen i think of him it just gives me a headache i luv those feelings it always made me wonder if he felt the same way. idk...it hurts sometimes.

~& no, im not perfect.
all i'm asking for is a chance.
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