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Sunday, February 24, 2008


Why do I feel this way?
blue catWhat love do I have?
What type of escape?
The lies that I say
The risks that I take

My future in unknown
The paths that ahead lie
The walls that decay
The tears that I cry

The pain I feel inside
The friends I have lost
My bleeded out heart
Much too high is the cost

My blood keeps flowing
Though it appears I am dead
This hatred thatís growing
The disease that has spread

I lock myself away
As they pound at my doors
Silently weep
Slashes come in fours

I lie in the dark
Lay against my bed bars
Watch myself bleed
Count my scars

I do it to prove
To my self and all the others
That I am still alive
Cry under the covers

The face I hide
The masks Iíve made
Never to show my true self
I'm too far in to save

The knife that penetrates my skin
To butcher my body and heart
This pain that canít be denied
Where am I to start?


What love do I have?
What type of escape?
The lies that I say
The risks that I take

Death is upon me
The secrets that I hide
The secrets to my soul
Just look at the cuts down my side

What do I say?
To my mother who already knows
To my friends who have noticed
The blood bubbles that arose

This pain inside
To great to hold back
Shown in my body of wounds
Shown in every blood covered crack

If I could run away Iíd do it
If I could fight back and scream
If I could go into the dark
Fall into a permanent dream

What love do I have?
What type of escape?
The lies that I say
This life that I live is only a fake

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