Thursday, February 14, 2008
Happy crap Valentines Day (PG-13 cause of language)
My day was not the best valentines day. When is it good though?? I started off well, and my bf was a real sweetheart! I love him! Then first period came along and I found out I didnt get the part I wanted in the play. I got someone else I didnt even know about. Yeah, so I dont know who I am, what I say, or what I do. Then from there, my friend Carlee goes home crying cause she didnt get the part she wantsed, so I was alone in my last two classes of the day. My biology test SUCKED! I didnt get it because I'm an idiot and dont study or do anything else with my life. Then I came into language late and missed all the fun stuff. Then I have to walk home in the cold because my bus drivers retarded and I would get home faster if I just got off at the first stop and walk. When my mom comes home she brings up the valentines I made for my bf and another friend of mine, and now she thinks I'm some sort of hore. Well, she always thought that, but now she thinks that more then usual, and I'm NOT!!!
so I may not be able to see my bf on monday, cause she doesnt know hes my bf just that hes a friend, till she found the valentine and now shes freaking out, and if he cant come over I'm going to be more pissed off then I am now. I need a lock for my room!!! She always goes through my stuff without asking. I cant leave anything out, and even the stuff locked up in my closest, she goes through all that too. I think the only thing she doesnt know about is this site, and if she ever DOES find this site, I'm gonna have to leave it because she would be checking what I write everyday. I HATE HER!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!! I dont go through her stuff unless I ask, what gives her the right to go through mine?? Gosh Dammit!!!! I HATE THIS!!! I NEED I FUCKING LOCK!!!