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Wednesday, June 1, 2005


   Scared
I'm in really deep shit right now and are scared to death about what could happen to my life. I'm still struggling with bulimia after all these years and I 'm starting to throw up blood and have heart pain. I'm worried for my life and I don't want people to abandon and keep their distance just because I'm sick. I really want to be held and comforted and not be lonely. I was crying all day yesterday because I'm just too scared of everything. The only person I feel can lift me back up is my lover, but I don't want to make her worry and get depressed, becuase I want her to be happy. When she's happy, I'm happy. I'm gonna get help soon tho, because I don't wanna end up in the emergency room again.
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