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Saturday, October 1, 2005


upset *advise plz*
well i havent had a lot of free time so sorry about not posting.i'm kind of upset and i havent really been affectionate 2 my bf because of it and i love him but it's not really showing right now and i think he's taking it the wrong way.well it all started when my mom married my dad *my mom is white and native american and my dad is mexican*.my moms family hated my dad because he was mexican and so they hate me because i'm half mexican and my dads family hates my mom because shes white and they hate me because i'm half and i dont speak spanish*their is no place for me to learn spanish*.my dads side only hates me now because i dont speak spanish and my sisters and my mom dus.well i had to tell you that to tell you this:my aunt in my dads side died and my family didnt want me their because they hate me and reminded me of how much they hate me*i try to forget i have a family other than my sisters and my parents*.so now i'm pretty bummed and i dont like to really tell ppl about my probs*well at least not face to face*because i get upset when i talk about it*it's not the fact that my family hates me as much as what they have dun to me in the past that makes me so upset.i dont wish to talk about what they did to me when i was young so plz plz plz dont ask*.i really dont know how to tell my bf this.i just dont want him to think i dont love him and i have no idea how to tell him.well sorry for venting this all on whoever reads this but i need to tell someone well advise welcome*i'm so busy i have no one to talk to*i have to go bye
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