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• 2004-12-14
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• school, drawing
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• Umm...we'll stick to Faye

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• drawing better than last year?
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• 4th grade
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• Oh come on! You expect me to choose?
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• finish my comic (Twenty-Two) ~ well, actually it's been put back under reconstruction so I guess getting to college is the next best thing.
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• DRAWING(shimer shimer) & collecting swords or other sharp objects (glimmer glimmer)
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• drawing anime




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Friday, March 4, 2005

   I WANT TO QUIT!!!!!! :(
I never told my parents that I joined theotaku.com and some how they found out. It's not bad or anything it's just...wierd.

Enuways, the McD's job I got is definatly not a job wurth the hastle. I get payed tomarrow and it's only 60 somawd $. Then again I only worked 4, 3 hour, days. I have good intuion about what makes me happymor what I'll do well in and this job I'd rather give to someone else.

I finally told my dad last night that I'm gunna quit. He seemed cool with it. This morning though...1st this my mom said coming down the stairs was, "What's this I hear about quiting your job? I want you to stick with it! So Deal with it! We'll talk more about this tonight."

Yeah, that was my mom's 'good morning' to me. She doesn't know how bad this job makes me feel. I feel like Sh!t !!!!!! I mean Holy Crap I cried myself to sleep last night because I'm feeling so trapped with this Sh!t job. I never realized how bad I wanted to have a jod with art in it. Cleaning and screawing up front counter/drivethrough orders is not the kind of job I ever wanted.

Normally my mom & I are on very goods terms with eachother but I have a feeling that I'm gunna be missing a head when I go to the final fliming for a school project tonight. She seems pretty P.O.ed.









I reach out for air
For freedom for happiness
All I find is that invisible
BARRIOR
I never knew how worn I was
Until the battle began

Old scars are painful once again
My feeling may never mend
How will I win a fight
That I've already lost before
Flaming tears of burning passion
F
A
L
L
Down my flush face
What have I ever done
To deserve such scorn
To deserve such enslavement

My hands are clamy and shaky
As the mind drowns in the ink waters
Of depression
They say there are angels
But how can they save you
What people think you're one?

As I sit ALONE
In the midnight of my room
I wonder
I wonder

My eyes are dark oceans of sadness
Slowly falling to the pillow
Everything bottled up absentmindedly
Begins to surface or some air too
What did I do to deserve such scorn
To deserve such enslavement?

I reach out for air
For freedom for happiness
But all I find is that invisable
BARRIOR
I never knew how worn I was
Until the battle began
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