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Sunday, August 14, 2005


I could never have been strong enough ...
I could never have been strong enough ...
My fists collide ...
with feelings inside ...
My being has died ...
until the sun raise ...

I could never have been strong enough ...

And its so hard to see ...
through mine eyes wich bleed ...
But I must succeed ...
its some thing I need ...

I could never have been strong enough ...

Nothing I can do or say ...
could ever change that feightful day ...
Still every night I cry and pray ...
that it was a dream and things arent this way ...

I could never have been strong enough ...

I know it sounds just like a myth ...
but by what beats inside my chest ...
Even untill my very last breath ...
I will defeat the cursed death ...

I could never have been strong enough ...

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i suppose this came from a feeling of hopelessness ... lately i have been doing very poorly because of these pills i must take ... the side effects have probly crashed my immunity system quite a bit ... i keep getting sick on and off ... and i do believe i now have an eating disorder thanks to it ... -_- but there are other reasons as well ... i just ... feel alittle down lately i guess ... but something will happen that will cheer me up alittle ... like always ... its just an endless cycle ... i think i am just looking at it the wrong way ... never mind my ignorance ... i hope you all have a good day ...

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