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Thursday, January 6, 2005

   Everything beautiful eventually dies...
Pain...Pain is all i fear right now..his father does not approve...and so it causes them to fight...because of me...because i am Wicaan and not Christian...because i live hours away...they believe i only like him because i desire escape...that hurts...immensely...tears...cut...bleed...cut...bleed...Release...relief...tear...smile...beauty...pain...scar...badge...content...seemingly life is always revealing that all people who step into the realm of love with me will never survive...them or those around them will love only part of me...never the complete...either the love the dark and despise the light...or the love the light and despise the dark...i am stradling the line of darkness and light...but that is who i am...i fit within neither world completely...i shall always remain labled an outcast and never fully loved and accepted...*teardrop*...ooo i should just roam in this pain becuase every time i am saved from it i end up plummeting back into the darkness...






And the shadows yet again take hold of me...their chains coiling around my throat and digging into my flesh...*screams*...*teardrops*...here we go again...the darkness has come to be soverign lord temporarily...how long shall this spell last...???...who am i to make such a prediction...all i know is it shall take immense talent to pull me out of this well...yes i am the Mistress of Misery....it follows me in every turn i make in every path i follow...









Look The Innocent Demon is traveling the road of rotting corpses looking for some salvation...sifting through the broken souls hoping to find a golden heart..."Does no one have a heart...?...some hope that will not shatter me...perhaps some spiritual glue to piece me together...





Yes my star is fading and falling into invisibility...there is no longer anything for me to wish upon...my shining star has burned out...




true...everybody needs somebody...but it does not necesarrily mean they shall receive it...not all dreams come true...







I have to leave...somewhere...where shall i flee...???...i have no clue as to where i shall roam...i believe i shall go drown myself in tears...Farewell...

~The Innocent Demon~
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