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Wednesday, February 13, 2008

----------------I Can稚 Forget----------------
It was my fault and it's vital that I remember that and everything that happened. I need to hold tight to it. I need that so I don't get careless, so it doesn't happen again. I need to remember my place. I need to remember what I am. I値l never rid myself of this because this is all I am. I might as well be dead. I am so much of an embarrassment to everyone. I知 sorry I made him mad. I知 sorry I cried. I'm sorry I was so weak. I知 sorry I wasn't much fun. I知 sorry I was so small. I can feel him in my blood. He's all around me. Inside of me. But I let him in. I let it happen. He said he needed me, and I guess he did, but I wish it just hadn't been me. I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I知 confused, yet in a way, I know exactly what痴 wrong. I feel the need to always be on the defense. Never rest. Never stop. I have a problem with everyone. Either I will fear them, or I'll hate them with a passion. Most of the time it's just hate. I知 just being violent to everyone. But mostly to myself. How far is too far? I have so much rage in me I hold a force I can not contain. What the hell is wrong with me? God I'm sorry. I'm sorry...
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