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Thursday, October 18, 2007


Why?

I guess you could say this is a tribute to a friend of mine, who I find scary and intimidating because he got inside my head so quickly...leastways the last stanza is about him.

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Why.
Probably the shortest question you can ask
A question I find myself asking every day
Why is that?

Why do I feel like such a screw up?
Why do people care?
Why do all my closest friends live in different states?
Why do I even have friends?

What do people see
In this personality I let them see?
Why am I so afraid
To let people in?

This is why I hid
I'm not ready to let anyone see the real me
Your the closest friend I see each day
And your the closest to see the real me

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Alright folks, here's the deal, I switched my site to only show one day on the main page so that you won't have to scroll as much, my text box is really weird and I have no idea how to fix it so yeah, whenever I update will be when I have a few poems so promise me you will look through at least all the poems on the main page.

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Faking Suicide

I wrote this on Monday when I was worried and depressed about some stuff...I feel better now though so don't worry.

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Faking Suicide

Maybe I should fake a suicide
To see who really cares
To see who really didn't care
To see who'll stare
When I 'come back from the dead'

Cuz honestly I don't know
If anyone really did care
Or if anyone still cares
Probably no one would care
If I fake my own suicide

I'd be just another
Emo kid craving the attention of others
Attention I probably have already

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Secret

I keep a notebook
Teh uber notebook
I can say what I want
And be who I want

Teh notebook will never find out who this is
It doesn't have eyes
It can't see who writes on this page
All it can feel is the pen writing on the page

The holder of the pen?
A mediocre person
Mediocre grades
Mediocre looks

This person?
Can't say how she feels
Doesn't trust anyone
Though they seem to trust her

Either way the writer has
Her secrets
The notebook has it's
secrets

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I wrote this about...two weeks ago? I tried my best to have a rhyme scheme...

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Monday, October 1, 2007


Constructive? Unconstructive?

Apparently writing mindless rant is bad for your health. Just as long as it's constructive is okay but not is bad. When you think about it though, most writing isn't constructive.

What real purpose does writing have other then to just entertain the person writing or the person reading the writing? Isn't whether or not a person is entertained irelevent?

However, just as long as it entertains someone, does the constructiveness of it really matter? I mean think about it, spam messages and chain mail letters serve no real purpose, but they still get continued. Why? Because they amuse/entertain people.

It doesn't matter just as long as someone is getting something out of it right?

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Anime Alone - Also freeverse

There you sit
Writing poem after poem of stuff you've read in fan fiction
A quiet kid
A rather weird kid

What is this emotion?
Love.
Ya hear me?
A girl like you has only seen this in anime

NaruHina
HaruHika
HaruTama
ShikaSaku

You think no guy could ever love a crazy otaku like you
Or at least as far as you can tell
You don't even know if someone has
Knowing you, you probably didn't notice your just ditzy

You think no one loves you
"You need to just go out there and ask."
You need to take that advice child
God isn't the only one who loves you

Take the chance
Go out and love
You know you wanna
Love isn't something in anime alone

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Yeah, this poem sucked...'-_- I liked the last one better.

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Sunday, September 30, 2007


Adorable Nerd - Kind of Freeverse

Hatori-sensei forgot a type when she created Host Club
Adorable nerd type
Sweet like the prince type
Smart like the cool type

Obnoxious and sarcastic when not needed
Sweet and kind when needed
There to be a shoulder to cry on
Though not the best looking in the bunch

Easy to talk to
Easy to listen to
Though stubborn in their ways of thinking
Still a sweet bunch

Though half the time they're playing card games
The other half annoying the heck out of the femle gender
They're the type that's just there
Probably the easiest type of boy to befriend

Yet they're the easiest to ignore
Your always clowning around
Not noticing a particular closeness to one or two
Hope you notice before the chance is gone!

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Hi

Just testing my post box.

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