Thursday, February 9, 2006

hey! quick post. i have chamber concerts tonight from 6-8 and i have to play all three of my events. my mouth is gonna be so tired afterwards! i'm getting a bit nervous now tho, but i just have to take a deep breath and calm down...might help to eat as well. lol. which is what i am gonna do right after i finish this post. so yep. i just hope my knee won't start hurting during the middle of one of my performances or anything. this saturday as well. (solo&ensomble is this saturday and i have to be there at 8 in the morning). well. i better go. i just wanted to let you guys know that and that i won't really be on much til after that cuz i really have to practice. yeppers! okies then, byes!

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Tuesday, February 7, 2006

hey again! i watched the halftime show sunday, and i have to say, i think i just wasted my time watching it. yeah. it was kinda sad. i'm sure that it was fun for the ppl there tho. question about the superbowl(well...not really about the superbowl): if you watched it, what commercials did you like the best? i liked the magic fridge, the fedex one, and the burgerking one. lol. MAGIC FRIDGE!! lol. i won't be on much today cuz we are going shopping. i need new shoes cuz mine are worn out for one and also they aren't good for my feet (i have partially flat feet so i have to get specific kinds of shoes...pretty much none of the nice looking ones. lol.), and also i need a new bed. i have been sleeping on an air mattress and it is now deflating (probably from the cats jumping on it and maybe their claws poked a hole in it). so yep. i will be gone again for a while. uhh..i will try to visit later but house and ncis is on tonight from 8-10, so yep! gonna be watching those shows. okies then, i better get going now. byes!

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Sunday, February 5, 2006

well. today is the day of the superbowl. anyone gonna watch it? i'm not. just the half-time show, but not the game. gonna be watching anime that i had taped this weekend. i wanna watch it now, but then i won't have anything to do during the superbowl. heheh. sooo...thats about it right now. have to go play my clarinet for 1/2 an hour b4 i do anything else, so i better go. no other homework tho!! YAY!! lol. byes!

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Saturday, February 4, 2006

i'm sorry about yesterdays post. i was having a really bad day and i just couldn't really look on the bright side of life at that moment. i just had to let it out. i'm better today tho. so i'm really sorry about that. *bows deeply* well. other than yesterday being bad, i am having a great day today. i just watched "la Petite Cossette" and that was one messed up but awesome anime. i loved it and so did my sister. then we watched "kamikazi girls" the live-action remake of the manga. it was really good. tho at times we were questioning it a bit. lol. but overall it was good. then i was just reading XXXHolic by CLAMP. i have read up until the end of book 3 and i am hooked by it! ^^ lol. so yeah. now i am just watching trailers and i was gonna watch the trailer to "Juon" ("The Grudge" original from japan) but i got about 10 seconds into it and had to turn it off. *shivers* it was just so creepy!!! but i think i will try to watch it again soon. heheh...lol. well. i better go now. have to take a shower and then at 7 we are going to be watching a film at a college. the film is "Nobody Knows" and it is a Japanese film that looks really good. you guys should check it out. i will let you know how it is tomorrow if i get on. okies. gotta go now!! btw. i think that The Guild is pretty much over saying as Eula-san hasn't even come near myO for a while and i am horrible at managing The Guild. so yeah. all those who are friends with Eula-san, she is still around and still has a comp, but i guess she just got bored with myO and The Guild...yeah. okies. byes!

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Friday, February 3, 2006

ever feel trapped by the world around you? like your whole life is being planned without your consent. that you are forever going to be stuck doing a 9-5 job or going to school? or just that you want to break free of you body or your family for a while? well, that's me right now. i feel trapped by the life i have been stuck with and everything is being ruled by someone else that is not myself. i hate this feeling. it usually comes around this time of year when we have to plan our next year of school. then i have to take into account what the grad requirements are and what the application requirements are for college. it sucks. and i feel so trapped that i just want to free myself somehow, anyhow, just to get out of this life for even a moment or a day. just to get a break from the 9-5 (or 6-3 in my case) job/school and from this whole, "You have to get a good paying office job to earn a living and support yourself" kind of attitude this whole country has. i want to travel, but can't because i don't have any time, don't have a drivers liscense, and my family doesn't work well together for that length of time. *sighs* i just wish that things would change in that aspect of life. well. as you can see, i'm somewhat depressed right now. i just hate thinking about my life in the future right now. i can just see my life ahead of me, and it isn't very exciting. well. thanks to all who read this. i just had to get that off. sorry for all the ranting about life. bye.

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Wednesday, February 1, 2006

[EDIT: (it won't let me modify my other post)i can't really walk at the moment so i will prob be on for a while. lol. my knee is now affecting my muscle and it hurts to walk. so yeah. owchies. ^___^']

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well. i found out something interesting today (from overhearing it). the guy that i was talking about before (the one i have a crush on) is in the dominican republic right now! O.O' i thought he was just sick or something cuz i haven't seen him this week, but i guess he isn't even close to here right now! lol. so i will have to hold off on telling him anything. T_T lol. i am still trying to figure out if i really do have a crush on him. it might just be that i have an admirition (would that be the right word?) for him or maybe a crush. dunno. but i will try to let him know that as soon as i figure stuff out here on the home front (wow...never used that saying before. just kinda random and i don't even know if that would be the correct way of saying that either. lol). well. i'm getting hungry (just got home from practicing my duet for solo&ensomble fest and i haven't had a snack yet). so i better get going! gonna play runescape after that. lolz. (btw. my runescape accounts are: eida giffon or hitomi72) okies! byes!

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Tuesday, January 31, 2006

the art class was fun! i actually didn't do much, but they were just getting to know me so it was fun anyways. lol. but i can't stay on long right now cuz it is before class but thought i would stop by...oh teach is here. byes!

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Monday, January 30, 2006

hey! felt like updating finally. it's pretty late so i doubt many ppl are going to be on tho. lol. oh well. ^^ the tests went well last friday and i have a math test tomorrow which should be easy. yep. i think that's mostly it on the school stuff. going to an art lesson in about an hour (it starts at 8pm and ends at 9pm). should be interesting. lol. i don't know what i am going to do there, but maybe i will get some help with getting over this artist block with drawing. lol. yep. i better go now. been on the comp for quite a while. okies then, byes!

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Friday, January 27, 2006

  

hey! it's a free read day today. lol. luckily since i am soooo tired right now. ZzZzZz...i can't wait til i can sleep in tomorrow. soo..yeah. i have a science test and a history quiz today that i am really not looking forward to. *grimaces* well. i can't think of anything else to say really, so i am gonna go now. byes!!

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