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Monday, July 10, 2006




Monday, July 10, 2006 1:20 am

This might be my last post... i don't know... i'm depressed. my heart was just broken... i feel so fucking weak. i can;t do anything about it either... now that i don't have her i have nothing to live for... she says its better for me... i guess she's asking me to kill myself... oh well... i never really was that important in life anyway... if i die the world will just move on without noticing one more human being is lost... i feel so fucking stupid. i can't do anything but sit here and type this damn post wit every ounce of strength i have... which isn't much... my hands are shaking... like someone's whose been out in the cold for too long and had their limbs numbed by the frost... it's the most teribble feeling in the world... i don't want to exist anymore.. i just want to disapear... i'm not worth anything... no one will ever love me... i'm just a worthless piece of shit with a paranoia problem... i'm too short, to weird, non athletic, physically disabled, not that smart. i'm a fucking nobody... i'm such a loser that i'm typig ever thougt that's crossing my mind now onto this post... and still i don't hit the backspace button... i must be crazy... but i don't want to be known as crazy when i'm gone... i just want to be forgotten about... i don't wanna hear anyone's voice... i just wanna fade away into the darkness... please God... forgive me... I'm sorry... I'm so fucking sorry...






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