myOtaku.com: Ebony

myO Still <3's You

Vitals

Birthday
• 1990-12-08
Gender
• Female
Location
• Alaska
Member Since
• 2004-03-19
Occupation
• Student...rawr X3
Real Name
• Haley

Personal

Achievements
• Picking my nose on a rainy day.
Anime Fan Since
• Back to the days when Escaflowne first came out and Pokemon XD
Favorite Anime
• Advent Children, FLCL, Escaflowne, Rurouni Kenshin/Samurai X , FMA, Angel Sanctuary, Inuyasha, Naruto, Vampire Hunter D, and Yugioh.
Goals
• Get better at drawing, baby. And...finish all of my hopeless stories that I abandoned *cries*
Hobbies
• Drawing, reading, writing, painting, sleeping, attempting to locate anyone with albinism (found 2! yay!)
Talents
• SCARING people! >8D

myOtaku.com: Ebony

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

Fuck me, fuck you, fuck pee, fuck poo!
I'm baaaaaaaack. Well, actually I was back yesterday, but I was too tired and lazy to post.

This post is rather long. Deal with it.

We didn't get anything while hunting, but it started snowing. Hard. So we packed up and high-tailed it out of there. And guess what? The snow followed us X3

I got a little stuffed owl at a gift shop. It's cuter than your grandma's kitten. I asked my dad to name it ('kuz...y'know...he was drunk one time and named a stuffed cow of mine "Potbelly Willy" ) he just glared at the owl and went on about his...stuff he was doing. Heh.

It's been raining for about a month straight.

Literally.

Massive floods are causing people to evacuate their homes, and are making electrical towers and such fall over, and it also caused rivers to wash away bridges and roads. We never, ever, ever, ever have had floods. Ever.

No floods = no flood insurance. *dies*

Luckily we live on a big, fat, beautiful cliff...Yessssssss!

Today was muh first day of school...Here's my schedule! ^.^

Chemistry
Math 2
World History
English 3
Symphonic Band
Japanese 1

All classes are year long X3

I barely have any friends in muh classes, which greatly devastates me. I can't even talk to some of them during lunch 'kuz there's split lunches and they eat during a different time than me *cries*

Ah, well.

OMFG! In chemistry I saw a pickle light up like a lightbulb XD

It kicked muh ass all the way to Xena, it did!

...woohoo.

No pics. Instead a random POEM OF DOOM! I wrote it in about 30 min, so it's rather craptacular XD

Untitled for now! XD

Those beautiful, pink lips
Taking careful little sips
From the cup in those hands
Ra, take me back to the sands

For I am about to commit a sin
That will wear that body thin
As I cry out in freakish glee
And make it moan beneath me

I move forward and take the cup
Causing those eyes to look up
To meet my own blood red gaze
Which holds nothing but a craze

It stares at me in question
As I begin my tainted session
Toying with silver locks
As it looks for any clocks

No, no, I tell it
For I have a little wit
You shan’t visit your friends today
Because we are going to play

Doe brown eyes look up at me
And I recognize a simple plea
That won’t be regarded in any fashion
Simply because I’m full of passion

As I began to remove it’s clothes
The pretty thing just up and froze
The pitiful creature was shy and scared
Because of this, my want only flared

Clothes lost and gone
It looked just like a swan
Body so elegant and smooth
A little something I wanted to sooth

It was still stiff beneath me
I began counting to three
For it to move and squirm
As if I was a germ

It did so meekly
And stared at me weakly
As I unbuttoned my pants
And talked to it in chants

Croaking and loud, just like a crow
It screamed at me No No!
I ignored it’s words and desperate prayer
And gave it a harsh, bitter glare

Though I perfectly fit
It sobbed as I took it
I ignored it’s aching cries
As blood coated our inner thighs

It squealed and howled in pain
But I didn’t know: I was no longer sane
I was in a world of pleasure
That came from a pale treasure

It felt so good, so right
Almost to the point where I saw white
Better than any woman or girl
This thing was unique; a pretty black pearl

I desperately picked up my pace
As if I were running a race
I felt my climax coming quickly
And I moaned, heavy and thickly

The white seed sown within
I gawked down at my twin
Hands were in it’s pretty face
Sobbing with disgust and disgrace

I got up from it, not wanting more
And left it sniveling upon the floor
I went and took a mournful shower
Knowing I had ruined a flower

Curse me and these sinful needs
These evil, gluttonous, wild deeds
What is wrong with me? I asked myself
Has my intent fallen from the shelf?

There’s a poor creature crying on the floor
It’s mind broken, it’s body sore
Is it for my pleasure, my gain?
All this sorrow, all this pain?

Is it truly an ‘it’, or an actual being?
Are my eyes to clouded to be seeing?
Ra, that creature has a gender and name
That goes with that pale, slender frame

He is a boy
Not some ‘it’ or toy
His name is Ryo
And he had said no

I had ignored him
My mind had been dim
I had ripped him apart
Breaking his heart

I was a fool and a pompous freak
My actions, I do not wish to speak
I grieved a long time that night
For I had tainted a beautiful light

The light will never be pure again
It will always be dragged by a hideous chain
I cannot forgive myself in a thousand years
Never ever, no matter how many decades, how many tears

My poor Ryo, I am so sorry
For making your eyes so blank, so starry
I’m leaving now, I’m taking my life
With a shining blade, a beautiful knife

As my life leaves me I feel joy
That I will not be able to destroy
A beautiful, exceptional angel such as you
You were my last thought, as my world became a dark hue

It's long.

Pfft. And it rhymes...most of the time XD

'S it!

TTFN, babes.

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