Saturday, September 24, 2005

   im back...
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Thursday, July 28, 2005

Untitled
Not feeling whats left inside,
not feeling what is pure
you say you'll stay beside me
in what i must endure

You say you speak the truth
you say i can trust you
with my neck around the noose
theres so much you can loose

careing is what you do
love is what you fake
because of what i knew
made my whole being shake

Innocence is for the foolish
lieing is for the weak
you thought i was a whore
making things so bleak

sitting in front of the toilet
crying up tears
huddled in the corner
hiding from my fears

pills scadderd everywhere
blood drops at my feet
the blade in my wrist
my mind...not here...not anywhere

What were nightmares
now becomes reality
for i am not here as though it seems
wishing this feeling...was a dream...
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Monday, July 25, 2005

Good news everyone (who has AIM)
My brother has just moved out, that means i'll be online more often, plus i get his room ^__^
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Wednesday, July 13, 2005

more quizzes

Black/grey Youre heart is empty and your mind is
filled with basically nothing but morbid
thoughts of death and nothingness. Youre a
loner, and thats ok for you because you dont
like people and have little social skills to
none. Like Purple youre very deep and
thoughtful and often spend your time at your
computer or alone in your dark room,
reading/writing anything that is around. Youre
alone and maybe you want that to change but
than again maybe you dont (rate me)


What color is your mind? (Anime Pictures)
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What Saiyuki Bishounen Are You?


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Quizzes...

Your Hidden Power Is Dark
Angel

You have a Evil and Demonic Soul. You use your
hidden powers for the evil of hell. You are in
constent war with the heavans for you want to
destroy the pathetic humans were they want to
save them. For all people see in you is that
any emotion expecially love is a waste of your
time but your so mysterious that people don't
know you do have a shy emotions that are kept
locked within you.

Gem Stone:Black Pearl, Eye
Color:Black,Hair Color:Black with
Grey Streaks that is down to your waist pulled
in a braid

Quote:You said you read me like a book
but the pages are all torn and frayed


What Is Your True Hidden Power? .::Beautiful Anime Pics::.
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   Nine...
I have fallen from grace.
The happiness i cannot embrace.
Lost in my empty mind,
Count the scars in my heart...nine...

I lay on my bed.
Being so close to the dead,
Bleeding.And come to find.
I bear scars of nine...

Leaving the tainted soil of earth.
And aiding the womb in giving birth.
The silence contains the word,
In which my neck is around the cord.

Drops of blood run down my face.
Bounded by the wrists with lace.
Captured by the demon Andariel,That bathes in blood of 1,000 virgins.
A trance i become to be.
Hands and feet bounded, fallen to my knees.

Poison fills my body and in my viens, As they hold me by there choking chains.

Holding tight never letting go.
Tieing me tight to the sacrifice table.
Shadows flood around me, chanting and cursing.
Fear begins surfacing from me.

Finally, the time has come,My whole being grows numb.
Daggers fly within the air.
One more breath before i die,
At last stabs to the heart...nine...

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Monday, July 4, 2005

^_^
well, acualy if you like to RP all around...PM me...AND YOUR CHARACTER DISCRIPTIONS AS WELL and i'll give you mine...
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An idea
If you like to RP (in wolf or werewolf RP's) give me a PM...im bored -.-...the idea is to RP on PM's...^_^ i know it's crappy...but...i...am...BORED!!
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Saturday, July 2, 2005

Quiz...es

Ur a lonely person who feels like they never have
anyone to love or be loved by. Please
rate/message


Personality Quiz ( gurls only ) ANIME PICS
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You need understanding.
In your life there has been many people that
could never seem too comprehend your
personality. Now you have either become an
out-cast because of their narrow minds or you
have adjusted yourself to them, and never
letting them see who you are deep inside. You
now think that no one will ever understand you
and you hate that fact. Though you are scared
of what the effects might be if you would
decide to let someone in so you keep a safe
distance that you both curse and bless.


What Do You Need in Your Life? [dark pics]
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Friday, July 1, 2005

The Funeral
Yesterday was the sadest day imaginable...the funeral for my greatgrandmother...it didnt look anything like her...but what scared me...was...when the preacher reading from the bible...(i never read the bible in my life)the secound letter from timothy...it was scary becuz...i knew all about it and as the preacher read it...i quietly was reciting it...the same time the preacher was...i knew all about it...another thing that was scary...my...mother cried...for the first time in my life...i saw tears coming from her eyes...that...broke me up inside...i myself didnt cry...i didnt even see my great grandmother before the closed the cascet...the only thing i got...was a rose...
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