Sunday, December 2, 2007

   *sob sob....*
hey everybody...this friday was one of the worst momoents of my life wanna hear? Well, here it goes,it was going to be sooo great it was raining so hard and blackouts kept happing so that ment no pe today cause i have it first period which sucks in a way anyways my boyfriend thought thought that i was absent so he didnt wait for me which i didnt mind anyways we met back up in second period and my teacher mrs.molnar let us move seats so i sat next to my best friend clarissa,and my boyfrined well we were all workin together then a blackout happenend for like the rest of the period anyways the bell rang and my boyfriend albert walked me to my 3rd period class and we were holding each oters hand and he stayed by me talking until the 2 minute bell rang and then he held me and said bye then (skipping to lunch) during lunch he out with me like usuall he hung out with me and we were both were soaking wet because our high school was outside anyways wear we sit was like ttly flooding so we stood up and he kept trying to give me his jaket but i wouldt take it so he wrapped it around me and it almost fell cause i wouldt stop moving so i told to take it back and put it back on cause he was cold but he didnt he just threw it but so he held me and he brought back up that i wasnet stubbern and i said i was cause i am aywys he said fine i will make you a deal i said ok he said if you say your stubbern one more time were over so i didnt say anything and then he said something like honesty and trust and not to keep secrets and i said well its not a secret its about my life and he said well i should tell him anyways and i said no i dont wanna tell him cause then i start crying when i tell it and he said well i dont keep secrets from you and i said that its not a secret and he sat down and didnt say a single thing for the rest of the lunch period then the bell rang and then he got up and i did to and i said hey he didnt say anything i said it again still nothing and i finally said well what then is it over? he still didnt say anything and walked away then while i was walking my friend asked what was wrong with me and i started crying and i said i think we broke up and she gave me a hug and left then i called home to leave then i saw him walkin to my class and i started to walk and i was still kinda cryin and i wiped my tears away and then when i looked he was right in front me and he said well... is it really over i said i hope not but i didnt tell you because i have trust issues with guys and the one guy that i trusted with everything stabbed me in the back so im sorry then he didnt say anything so i walked in my class and then he said so what then... is it over? i turned around and said i hope not but im going home so no then we both walked away...that was the most worst day in my life and i dont even know if its over or not do you think its over or did me or him do something wrong please comments will be appreated.
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Wednesday, November 28, 2007

bored
hi i havent been on my site been douing other stuff but its all good... well today i saw my bf and like usual he walks me to all my classes like the sweet heart that he is....anyways...he showed me what he drew on his fingers he wrote that he loved me well.. he spelled my name wrong well whatev its the thought that counts and besides that all is good wtf i just sounded like a budda well i g2 finish my thailand project its due tomorrow...*sigh*
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Sunday, November 25, 2007

   my boyfriend
aww...mmy boyfriend is sooooo sweet i can wait till monday to see him again he makes me sooo happy but im like really nervous cause hes going to have dinner with me and my grand parents i hope all goes well
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Tuesday, October 30, 2007

   bad news
ugh.... my friend got picked on again man those guys can be so cruel.
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   jello
yo what up? im bored well i better go to sleep cause i got to go to school tomorrow ugh school sucks! but its a min. day YAHHHH!!!!!!
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Monday, October 29, 2007

   happy happy joy joy....
you will never guess how i feel HAPPY!!!!
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