Friday, June 24, 2005

GAWD, I'm tormenting myself AGAIN!!! Stupid! Stupid! Stupid! *walks off mumbling*

Yeah. Okay. So today, I learned some more things about myself. I get pissed off real easily and I have the tendency to be over-dramatic. I'm also extremely violent and aggressive in nature. And, my eccentric personality just screws everything else up cuz it causes me to see the meaning of things too deeply and go crazy! Where I learned this? I punched my brother in his back because he was torturing and making my sister cry her eyes out. I thought that that simple punch would merely numb his right arm and knock a little wind out of him. But, no... Instead, he's been aching on his shoulder blade too. And he frickin' cried too. Gah! I'm an idiot! Makes me wonder how in the world any being would want to talk to me. It's amazing. Guess I have to say thanks to the little friends I've held on to and beaten. But, still, Geez!!! I'm such an IDIOT! Quiz results for the day: You are a Khaos angel. You are different from all the rest. You are a special breed of angel, prone to suffer in the world that you are in now. No matter how much you try to believe that your not special, you are. There is alot that you want to do in this world. Khaos angels are very dramatic, we tend to have the ability to cheer people up no matter what the mood, and hold in your emotions. You should be proud, Khaos angels are very rare to find in this world of ours... (and yes. you are a completely different type. Hence the name What Different Kind of Angel are you...? ( Anime-ish pics ) brought to you by Quizilla Serious and Sweet...kawaii!! a very good friend! What type of anime girl are you? brought to you by Quizilla ~BRUNET OR BROWN~ My tpye of girl. You're the tough chick or the tom boy or game boy. You're more of the fighter. A person that like to pertect. You have a tough personality and aren't afraid of anything or what people think of you. What's your anime hair color? COOL PICS^-^UPDATED!!! brought to you by Quizilla Dark Beauty! You're mysterious and a riddle for everyone, and that's exactlly what people attract to you. You often wear a cold mask to not show that deep inside your soul is as pretty as your looks. What kind of beauty are you? .._..contains Anime pictures.._.. brought to you by Quizilla

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Wednesday, June 22, 2005

New Theme and Story

Well, yeah, I've been obsessing about Wolf's Rain. It's just that my other friends have already seen Wolf's Rain and that I have NOT!!! O.O So I bought the first two DVDs. Five more to go! Oh! I had so much fun IMing! It seemed that the whole time I was talking to someone else besides the person I thought I was talking to. Confused? I don't give out names unless I know they're in MyOtaku. I learned so much about my good friend! ^_^ It's amazing. And, I cry when I learned about how sweet he was. No, really! I was sniffing and crying! Ah well. Anyways, read this and see if you're interested: Young Miharu is a student in her high school with a tough life. She rarely sees her older brother because of his work. Her classmates ostracized her because of her abnormalties and constant daydreaming, and none of the teachers try to help her. With no one to turn to, her dark and deepest emotions bottle up inside. Then one day, a destructive tree sprouted rapidly in the center of the school, engulfing Miharu into its body. Years passed and Miharu's older brother, Setsuhen, returned to visit the tree that destroyed the school. There, he finds his younger sister, reborn from the flesh of the tree itself. And as a newborn Miharu, she knows nothing. The story of A Chance At Rebirth tells of how Setsuhen tries to re-educate his reborn sister about the current world.

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Saturday, May 21, 2005

A month of love and it ends...

Recently, my boyfriend and I broke up. Some things came up and I guess it was for the better. I'm not sad, really. I'm too strong for silly thoughts over such a relationship. He was sweet to me. He changed me so I could be more open to the people that I have feared for years. I have a lot to thank him. Though I am still scared to face those people, at least now, I am strong enough to walk. Thank you, my love. May the future bring us both fortunes. P.S. For those who actually know my boyfriend, sure as hell, you better not give him hell or you'll be facing me. Best friends forever, Kaoru-kun! ^_^

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Saturday, May 7, 2005

   Love Obsession

I'm so in love. So, I can't help but to rant on about my newfound boyfriend. We've been together since April 20 this year. He's so sweet to me, following me everywhere and making me laugh. I really love him so much. It's heaven to be with him. My sweet Kaoru-kun. ^_^ And, yeah, it's a definite obsession! ^^

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Saturday, March 26, 2005

   Relaxation!

Spring Break's here and I'm finally lowered on my busy schedule. Ah... Peace. Yes. The beauty of the winter's snow has faded yet the upcoming spring shall sing of the morning sun. Such peace. Such joy. Still, my head's been hurting a lot since the OGT (Ohio Graduation Test). It's been driving me nuts. But, I do have enough brain power to suffice into simple art. Oh, my beautiful children of my dimensions. I love you all! <3 Yes, I know. Obsession. But, I am so happy of these precious treasures! ^^ [EDIT] Got this from somebody: This is from kyo the kitty. She said to give it to all the girls you know. Pass it on! Warning: Read Carfully!! state police warning for online: please read this very carefully...then send it out to all the people you kno. something like this is nothing to be takin casually. if a person with the screen name of monkeyman935 contacts you, do not reply. do not talk to this person. do not answer his/her instant messages or e-mail. whoever this person may be,he/she is a suspect for murder in for the death of 56 women(so far)contacted through the internet. please send this to all the women on ur buddy list and ask them to pass this on!!!!!!!!!!!!!send it to boys to so they will contact girls.

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Sunday, January 30, 2005

   All in 3 weeks and my head's gonna blow

Ah heck! That sea slug bruise became a scar in only three weeks. Well, at least, midterms is over. I had a hell of a headache from it. As for anything good, I updated my site and am planning on my fanfic site. Don't know what to call it. Plus, I found my Kitty! Yup! The good pyro kitty whom I hug and adore so dearly in my high school life! She has a MyOtaku site. Here's the link: CLICKIE!!!

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Saturday, December 11, 2004

Nighttime. [SSB: Day 1]

^^ Ah well... During the day, I injured myself to the point where half my body was numb. It felt oddly good, though, because it was my first major pain in a long time ever since my parents and friends became over-protective. Anyways, the stupid thing was that I got a bruise that's the size of a sea slug on my hip and a few cuts on my elbow from tripping. Kinda silly, eh? Nighttime. I told my parents about it. They will find out about it soon, anyways, so why bother hiding? They were somewhat alright with it and helped me in an herb remedy. So, I'm gonna experiment something. This sea slug bruise seems too much to disappear soon so I'm gonna keep track of how many days it'll last. Sea Slug Bruise (SSB): Day 1

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Friday, November 19, 2004

   Tired

(Listening to Kenny G's saxophone pieces) =_= I still want a scanner. It's been bothering me lately. Right now, my head's a little foggy. I haven't been doing much except eat and sleep. And, I'm only posting because MrsTaraYuyMaxwell begged me to. Now to sleep...

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Friday, November 5, 2004

   My past days

Yeah... Haven't been here lately. It's been a pain, having someone love you but you don't love them in return. And then, your life is under the fear of being jumped by the guy. It doesn't bother me. Just seemed annoying. He should just give up, that's what I think. But, he won't. So, I am announcing to the world that I am going to fight him, to relieve some stress and to prove something to myself. Short post and I can't post to anyone else. Ah well... Wish me luck! ^_^

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Tuesday, October 19, 2004

   The Bomb Threat At Boardman High School

The words on the background are: Soft essences were what joined me to you Upon the pale petals of soft red anew The death that once you breathe had gone And yet, your red tears had grown fond Of the hourly minutes that tick life away Soon, this red love only became astray As our hearts began to fall adrift, These red roses shall hold us in the midst To keep what little red memory alive These roses shall never ever truly die Today, at school, was an exciting yet shaking event. For the first four classes, everything was going fine: working on classwork, chatting with friends, drawing, and all other else that I do for the day. It wasn't until the fifth class that things went berserk. After an English test on the book called Freedom's Children, the announcements came on, ordering us to head to our lockers, get our needed materials, and head out the doors towards the middle school across the street. That's what I did. All of my friends were freaking out. Onizuka was holding onto my backpack and jacket. Kaila was gripping onto my arm and backpack. Tony was holding my arm. I didn't know what was going on so I decided to go to this guy whom I've known. His name is Garret, a guy I had a crush on but later decided that I wasn't worth anything for him. Anyways, he told us that there was a bomb threat at the Boardman High School. Amazing... I was so happy! For the first time, I am in this crowd, experiencing this lucious fear that everyone has! It's so exuberating! This all good feeling went down the drain after we had found my other friends. I became cloisterphobic. I wasn't one to go into crowds. I began talking to everyone in a loud voice while smiling, hiding how I feel. As we entered the middle school gymnasium, I told everyone not to touch me. They didn't. It was good. Here I am, having a nervous breakdown in the middle of school. If anyone had touched me, I would've passed out. Eventually, I found more friends to hook up with. Earlier, Ashley was worried about Chiimaru so much. Luckily, we did find him with our friends, Jessey and Alishia. After that, he started clinging to me like everyone else was until I told them not to touch me. Yeah... Anyways, I finally was able to talk to Kenny. It's been a year since I last spoke to him. The guy actually grew his blonde hair out. He used to be bald. Now, his head is fun to pet. He was having a fun time. Because of the bomb threat, we were all dismissed. That's why he was cheerful. I got a ride with Tony, Kaila, and Onizuka. Outside, people gathered about, wondering what's going on. A firetruck was parked in the back. Police cars drove around the place. News crews like Fox Eyewitness News and other crews were about. And all of this on the haunted day of my life... October 19 was always the day that a friend of mine would die. It's happened plenty of times. That's why it's haunted me. The good news was that my grandmother came over today. She bought me a cute little watch that has a black band and silver face. It's also sky blue and has a cute window to see a moon or sun go by. Well, that's my day. I hope you all had a great day. I sure did... Somewhat. You are 'Silent Night'! You really enjoy Christmas, and you like your Christmases conventional. For you, Christmas is about family and traditions, and you rather enjoy the rituals of going to church at midnight and turning off the lights before flaming the plum pudding. Although you find Christmas shopping frustrating, you like the excitement of wrapping and hiding presents, and opening a single door on the Advent Calendar each day. You like the traditional carols, and probably teach the children to sing along to them. More than anyone else, you will probably actually have a merry Christmas. What Christmas Carol are you? brought to you by Quizilla Your soul is bound to the Glass Rose: The Fragile. "My heart lies somewhere between perfection and dust. And while my soul is a sight to behold, I shatter at the blink of an eye." The Glass Rose is associated with perfection, beauty, and frailty. It is governed by the goddess Aphrodite and its sign is the Looking Glass, or Tenuous Love. As a Glass Rose, you have a beautiful soul and naturally attract people to you. Love comes naturally to you, but it hardly ever lasts. Though you embody the perfect form of love, your own faults are your own undoing. What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To? brought to you by Quizilla You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and creativity, and usually are highly intelligent. Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs. What Type of Soul Do You Have ? brought to you by Quizilla

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