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Sunday, April 13, 2008


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updates-

with my seizures...ive been diagnosed as an epileptic so now they have me on medication which i have to take twice a day and since ive been taking them i havent had a seizure yet which is good.

now on life...well its the same pretty much.its been a bitch but i'll try to deal.

my parents saw all the scars on my arms and kept bugging me about what happened and bla bla bla and what i really wanted to say was "idk and why the fuck do you care?! just leave me the hell alone" but i know i couldnt so i just told em some bogus story about how my brother scratched me and now they left me alone.

i hate when people bother me about the scars on my arm and always tell me to take off my coat and shit.it gets quiet annoying and this post will be my complaing post.

my crush...well old crush at that he is such a fuckin ass.i made a joke about getting me a jello shot and some wine or i'll shoot him..and my friend told him and i told her to and i was just messing around and he got pissed.

she told me that he told her- "i dont owe that fuckin bitch shit! tell her to stop being so fuckin thirsty"

yep thats what he said and that literally pissed me of..first of all im noones god damn bitch and a guy calling me a bitch...haha nice knowing ya.

i told her to tell him-"thirsty for what?realli thats what i want to know...i mean he dont got nothing and if he do im sure its no bigger than a inch"

then my friend was like "ooh damn! you didnt have to get that grapic and i mean come on your telling us that you seen "it"

and i was being sarcastic and said "yep i sure as hell did" so yah



yeah i know he'll get mad but i dont give a shit.i mean he should have never called me a bitch and if he thinks im a bitch.i'll show him a real bitch and leave a fuckin hand print on his god damn face.


i called him to and i asked him if my friend told him about the whole jello shot thing and he was all like "huh?idk" i mean hes a idiot...hes so boring over the phone to.

then i was like how old are you anyway and he was like "15 bout to be 16" hes kind of young and also he acts so immature.like a baby immature and he gets pissed off easily and thats what i hate about him.

then i seen him a day after words and he was up at the school i was in class and he was outside and one of the girls in my class was like theres someone...and i hit her becuase i so thought she was joking and i hate when people do that.

she was serious though and i kept apologizing...then i seen him and he just kept staring at me not saying anything...i just had to scream when i seen him though and let my anger out some and of course he heard me but i didnt care...but he just kept staring...it was awkward...i just keep looking at him like he was crazy..i mean he just kept staring not doing anything....then the girl was all like "you can go now damn!" lol it was kind of funny.i told her to stop being so mean though but he did deserve to get yelled at...even though he did

then on friday i was in class and it was a rocky day.one boy kept talking shit and i got pissed then another guy that acts all weird around me was talking stuff and i asked for a hug and he was being an ass and say no! and then i was like "okay!wth is your problem"

and then i just stormed out of the room and went outside for a bit and then my friend asked me what was wrong and that pissed me off and so i went to the bathroom and just threw things around until i felt somewhat better.i like to break things when i pissed off.i perfer to break any type of glass object though.

yeah this is just an emotional outlet and i feel better writing this out.

it sucks that my mood always changes so fast..first im in a good mood and then im totally pissed off and then next im depressed.

its not like that all the time but its like that alot...

yeah i'll tell ya the rest next time...well if anyone even read this doubt it though

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i want to get those piercings..they look so awesome but its pain bearing X]

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