Ok, So more on the Farewell dance... (Sorry I didn't post before \=)
I did dance, just not with the guy I wanted to. ): Sadly. If only Addison was there to make him jealous.....:P
That's it about the Farewell dance.
Yesterday was the last day of school though! It was kinda a really depressing day. I was crying the whole time, lol. I said goodbye to all my friends like 10 times before actually leaving the school premises. XD
The guy that I asked to dance with me (Who I used to like) gave me a hug. ^^ I was like crying because I wasn't going to see him for a long time, but happy at the same time because he hugged me. ^^ He's so cute. Lol. When I hugged him, I was like "JAKE I LOVE YOU!" Lol.
It's funny though, because everyone that left I'm pretty much going to see again this coming Monday, because all the band students (GEEK! :D) are going to Cedar Point in Ohio. [: If you're around there, LOOK FOR ME! Lol.
Then, a few of my friends came over and we had a like a pool party. One of them didn't have a bathing suit, so she wore my other one. When she came out, I was like "LOOK! CLEAVAGE!" HAH! She kept getting made because everyone was looking and making fun of her. :P
That's it really. I just miss all my friends, even though I'm gonna see them on monday. :D
It was fun. Everyone that wasn't in 8th grade was staring at all the 8th graders because we were all dressed up and everything.
And then, all the girls started crying while they were dancing to "Graduation" lol. I was going to, but then I was like, "I'll cry on the last day of school."
Hey everyone.
As of today, there's only three-and-a-half days left of school. \=
I'm not too excited for the ending. ]= I'm going to miss all of my friends that're going to different high schools [like James for instance.]
I'm really anticipating high school though. I can't wait to start anew. :D Well...Somewhat anew. At least I'll have all you guys on here. ^^
Anyways...I still have a few finals that I have to finish. I still don't understand what we're doing in my advance math finals, and I should be studying right now for them again, but I don't feel like it because I don't like studying. xD ANd then I have a Langauge Arts final, but that's going to be easy beacause I read a lot and I remember a lot.
And then, in band, we get to do nothing! YAY *celebrates*.
And then...I don't know what I'm going to do. My father lost his job. ]= I might have to move to like...Nevada or Arizona or something.
Hey everyone!
How are you all?
I've been fine, a little sick, but still, fine.
As you can see, I've re-done my site again. [= It's all...yellow...and it matches. :D It took a long time to do it, I don't know why at all. XP I added a new song too, so yeah. Nothing really different about it /=. It's just plain and boring like.
The myspace song I also got from my MySpace. ^^
Anyways...I'm not letting James post anymore. He can go post blogs and stuff on myspace, lol.
I can't believe it's almost the end of the year too. Our Farewell dance is this coming Tuesday, and I don't know what to wear. ]= It has to be school appropiate, sadly. I'm so scared for the end of the year. I don't want it to come, yet I want it to end right now. =\ Stupid mixed emotions.
I also asked my friend (who I dated once) if he would dance with me once. He was just like "why?" He didn't give me an answer. T-T I think he's going to say no though. He probably is, haha...
So I guess I'm out now, because I don't know what else to type.
So James and I have decided:
We're going to let him have a column for the rest of the year in my post. :D Because....he can't play in gym because of his broken elbow (which he tries to scratch but nothing happens XDDDD)
SoOoOoOoOo...James is thinking of a title thing for his part of the...posty thing... XDDD
You know what? Screw the title. Lol. Here he is. :D
James says:
Idk wat to talk about. So today i will tell the people my theory of how the universe started. A long time ago... in a dimension far far away... there was a society of superhuman clocks. u see they were in the fourth dimension which we all know is the dimension of time. Back to the story. One day, king clock was ringing and vibrating his heart out. he was so obnoxious that he opened a portal to the wat we now know as the third dimension. Now u ask me.. wat does this have to do with the universe starting? Well it does. When the portal was opened a watchling went spiraling out of control and was sent into the third dimension. NOw this was an old watchling so it was covered with dust. As we all know falling objects gain 9.8 m/s^2 acceleration due to gravity. So at a max speed of 200 mph the dust particles started to fly off the watch due to the third law of motion which states "for every action there is an equal and opposite reaction." ok so these dust particles floated around the third dimension for about 100 million years. One day when it was dust mating time two of the dust particle met at a strip club and decided to get it on. There for creating the first Big "bang". In an instant the whole universe was created. Five billion years later on a distant planet called nebulonatron. The dominating species were the most advanced life forms in the universe. Now my God was their leader. Nebulonatron was starting to become a society of mad people. God was disgusted at wat his planet had come of. So he vanished one day, and came to a spot between venus and mars. This was the perfect spot to start a new society. So God took seven days to create our world, with a vision of perfectedness. Now this didnt last long because adam and eve disobeyed him in like the first year (wat dicks). Now God was disapointed but there is nothing he can do so he has to live with the fact that he failed and there is no such thing as a perfect society. Finito.
Okay........
That was weird, but funny at the same time I guess...
Anyways....It's almost the end of the school year. ^^ YAY. *celebrates*
I think I might be going to California this year again. :D I don't know though, I might get grounded again. XDD Knowing me, I get grounded for every single fucking thing that I do. =[
So.....Yeah.
I'm writing a new story. It's about someone's girlfriend getting kidnapped. Lol, I don't know whats wrong with my head at the moment. It's kinda just fucked up right now. =\
I guess thats it, because James' silly part thingy took up most of my boxy that I put in my post styles.
There are like.... 8 1/2 days left of school (according to my friend James. :P He's really smart :] and I'm really black too
Lol, he typed that last part. ^^;
Anyways.... I'm bored out of my mind. =[ I don't have anything to do, and James is on blocked sites again. XD. But it's not like...porn or anything. He's watching it in his head. XD
I think he should make his own MyOtaku so I can stop typing for him. XD Unless he wants to type something himself on mine. And he does. Uno Momento. :D He's typing now.
FROM JAMES:
Dude i broke my elbow on memorial day. It sucks cause sometimes it itches right on my elbow joint (where i broke it) and then i try to itch it and nothing happens. Now it is painstakingly hard to type and i just might give up on life. I want to go to heaven because nick is there. Even tho i never met him or really even knew he existed until that fatefull day in first hour. He seems like a cool guy that i would like to meet and get to know better. idk anyone else in heaven cause all my family and friends went to hell. They were all robbers/murderers/manslaughters/Nazis/molesters/rapists/neglecting parents.
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Okay, I stole the keyboard back from him. Everything that he typed was true, except that part about his family going to hell...Actually...I don't know that....XDDDDDD he want's to type again. Wait, nevermind. He just says Hi Now. XDDD
So...That was a waste of time. =P
Oh, and James is a jokester, apparently. I forgot to put my phone on silent, (the volume was really low though, thank god. XD) And then he FUCKING CALLED ME. xD
My phone started vibrating and I almost screamed...but I didn't. I should've hit him, but I don't hit handicapped people. :D (AKA Awesome people, according to James.) Comments (0) |
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Friday, May 30, 2008
Oh, and just an update....that thing about Jake in my last post.....It was a joke. XDDD
But the same thing happend again today... I'M SO FREAKING CONFUSED WITH LOVE. DX.
I hate it. T-T
And I made a card! YAY.
It's the same picture that I used with the thing on Nick, but I don't care, it was a nice picture XD Comments (0) |
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So I broke up with my boyfriend on Wednesday, but that's the least of my worries.
Nick passed away that morning.
So I was in my first hour class doing what I normally do (Make some slides, go play games, etc.) My friend James was ther with me too, because he broke his elbow the Memorial Day weekend.
Well he was on the computer playing games that were blocked while I checked my MyOtaku. (XD)
As I logged in and everything, I saw that so many people had updated. (I only have my good friends on my list.) I clicked Sayoko's first, because she's my best friend, and she always comes first. (=P) My heart fell instantly when I read the first line of the post. Rest in peace Nick; 2/15/1990 - 5/28/2008
My mouth literally fell open, and I could've sworn my heart stopped for a second or two. I couldn't breathe as the reality of Sayoko's post gripped my heart. James was wondering why I wasn't talking (Or responding to his question, either.) Me: One of my best friends died.
And everything pretty much got siletn as I just started thinking about Nick and how short his life was. It just wasn't fair that his life was taken from him so abruptly. It's not fair at all.
Correct me if I'm wrong, (and I mean it) but I don't think he got out of high school. (Tell me if I'm wrong and I'll edit it.)
So I was just sitting there, staring at the computer when I started crying. Sure, I never met him and I didn't know him like Sayoko did, but he meant so much to me.
So James, being the sweet guy he can be, gave me a comforting hug. (He's watching me type this, XD. He says hi and that he's awesome. How vain is he? XD
I still cant' believe it though: Nick's life was taken by something he couldn't control himself...
I've had enough tears from me this week though! D= I've beenc rying the whole week, I swear. Plus, I'm gonna cry again at the end of the year when I say good bye to all of my friends who're going to a different high school. =( Some time for some...Happy stuff?
James kept making me feel better throughout the day. He kept singing the chorus of Bad Day by Daniel Powter, and it made me feel better each time for two reasons:
1)He was singing to me XD
2)His singing was horrible, so I joined in with him, and we sucked together. XDDDD
There's this guy at my school, who I've liked literally...since I met him three years ago named Jake. XDD Even if I was going out with someone, I knew that in the back of my head I still liked him. He's cute, ya'know? Dark brown hair, highlights..uh...pretty eyes (JUST LIKE JAMES XD) Lol.
Well I was walking with him and two other people (One is my ex, and the other one is my friend's ex). I forgot what we were talking about, but I remember that it somewhat pissed me off, so I walked to the door at the end of the hallway.
Me: *In a whiny-like voice* I hate you guys! All 3: Why? Me: Well everyone but Jake.
I don't think Jake heard me though because....
Jake: Well that sucks because I was gonna ask you out.
My heart fluttered, XD I dunno why, but it was just the way he said it, the fact he said it, and that it was comming from him. XD But then I thought Don't get your hopes up. I didn't know what to do!
Why?
Well...there's a few reasons for that.
1)Jake's a silly person. Sometimes he says things he doesn't really mean as a joke.
2)This same thing has happened to me before when I thought he liked me, but he didn't.
3)Jake could've been telling the truth, because that whole thing about asking me out came from no where.
GRAWR. I dont' know what to do anymore. )= Help me? =(
So...I guess taht's it for today's post. Sorry it's so long, but I appriciate it if you read and comment. =D
Hey everyone. How're you?
I've uploaded a video on youtube of me singing! X3. It's okay, but I don't really sing that well. The high parts kinda suck, and you can hear me typing in the background. XDDDD
It's Only Hope, by Mandy Moore. Yes, it is currently my MyOtaku song. X3
Please comment me on it and tell me how it is.
Don't be mean about it though, or it will make my friends very mad. ._.
