Monday, January 14, 2008
I don't even know what to say.
AS I sit here, typing away; I want you all to know just how much tension there is around me. I. Need. Help.
My Step Dad and I are fighting. A girl has threatened to beat me up/strangle me/get people after me. My Best Friend told me that she made out with my Ex on the weekend while I wasn't there. And I had feelings for him still. My Ex told me he never really loved me when we were going out. My best friend and my Ex are going to get together. EVERYONE has a boyfriend, or at least someone who thinks they're pretty or something, and I have no one. One of the guys I thought was my friend hates my guts. I can't stop crying and I don't know what to do anymore. I'm scared and I can't talk about to anyone and I even if I did have someone, I don't know what I could ever say. I wish I didn't exist, and by all right I shouldn't because my Dad lives in the U.S. and My Mom was a little too stupid in University.
I feel as if I should just go away and never come back... But where could I ever go? I don't know what to do.