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Friday, February 29, 2008


   Getting Over It/Skiing Review
Listening to: Taking You Down by Egypt Central...They're okay, but...not the best.
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So, I'm...kinda fed up with Celina...she seemed to get happier once she got her hair cut shorter...kina like Sakura...
We call her "Sasuke" now, 'cause she has spikes in the back, short and then long bangs...it looks weird after she gets outta the pool...then she always says, "I'm gonna go ask a preppy for hair gel..."
...I really didn't need to know that...
And then, she was complaining about how "fat" she was when we went swimming, and I said, "Hey, I'm fat too!"...not really...I have a tiny bit of a gut, but you...really don't notice it because I have a weird body type that sucks it in around the ribs and has it puff out slightly at the belly...Really, not that big of a deal.
And then, when we were lining up to jump off the boards for an exercise the teacher wanted us to do, she said, "Maybe we could go on a diet sometime..." I know she probably never meant it...that way, like she just wanted someone to diet with, but...it kinda...hurt...
It's weird...because after I read what BJ sent me, I stopped crying. I...really don't shed a tear anymore unless it really hurts me...I mean, it does, but I just have to be...braver, hold it all in. I get angrier more than I cry.
So...maybe she just wants attention, maybe she just hates us...she really is pretty, and she needs to realize that. D:
Aleicia's been able to deal with her problems a bit better...she doesn't cry as much, but she's been going to the nurse to sleep for about an hour more frequently...Her cousin and his girlfriend fight a lot, so she doesn't get much sleep, I guess...She told me that when they were running around the house, throwing everything at each other, breaking stuff, she took her baby cousin into the bathroom, locked the door, and turned on the fan, playing with her so she didn't cry or hear anything...she really cares! <3
She gives me hugs when I'm tired, or when I'm not feeling good...secretly, I love hugs! D: Especially now, it's nice to know someone cares! *shrugs*
We have this new kid, Tyler, who says he has an Otaku, but I'm not too sure...he said it was "oober man" or something along the lines of that...I think he has his friend list off or something...*shrugs*
He's nice, but we think he likes Leicia (<- nickname for her), because he always asks for hugs from her, and sometimes from Celina and me...mostly Leicia.
So I went to the counseler Monday, when I stayed home sick (threw up), and...she seemed...kinda cold, like she had nothing better to do. She made a couple of jokes, but...I tried my best to keep eye-contact with her...*shrugs* She just makes it feel...like she's so...what, politcal?...smart?...educated? I dunno...she just makes me feel...dumb...
It was hard for me not to cry, but I just let my voice waver a bit, that's all. I held it in, and my mom brought me to Coldstone Creamery (<3)...she's been real supportive of me...even if she's forcing me to go to this thing called "BLU" or something for 4-H this weekend instead of Leicia's B-Day...happy B-Day, sis! <3
Anyways, ski report...
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Yes, we finally went skiing Wednesday, after 2 cancellations! I can't tell you where, because it's revealing of my location...But it was for a school trip...Most of us just had to pay $20. D:
BJ and I hung out all day, never really losing sight of each other, going on the same trails as each other...we got split up from Aleicia and Celina a lot...mostly Celina, because she kept going on the wrong route...
Anyways, I'm gonna tell you about an accident that happened.
So I was skiing down the short-cut on Bear Claw, and this retarded dude that thinks he's all that named Brennen is snow-boarding next to me, and when we turn, I thought he'd notice me and turn, but NUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU! He just had to jump and ram right into me! One of my skis popped off, and Ski Patrol came over and helped me back up. I was okay, just pissed. I kept threatening to ram a ski through Brennen's head! >3
And still to this day, whenever I pass him, "I still f-ing hate you for that."...makes me laugh...
Anyways, that's it. It's late. Want more? PM me, please...or at least leave a comment! =)
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