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Tuesday, October 4, 2005


Im...not too happy...
Well im not too happy right about now because the wind is blowing and all. You all dont know what happens whenever that happens...well some of you anyways. To put it simply the wind drives me insane and i cant sontrol my movement sometimes. Well I'll get to the point of this post...i went out of control tonight and my heart just lept on pounding really fast, and it was like it was right next to my ear. I fell to the ground and i tried to calm down but i couldnt i started to cry...i thought about the one person i love more then anything and it still didnt help. I stood up and couldnt control my body and i herd these voices and they said "you must die, you are worthless theres no reason for you to be here alive." So i went into the kitchen and grabbed a knife and slit my wrist and passed out...i thought i was going to die but i woke up in the hospital. I was a little scared and didnt know what to do, my mom said i had slept for a day and im like OMG! And so now at school everyone looks at my wrist and stares at me..i have gotten introuble by so many teachers...and counclers -_- so yea my post is probibly freaking some of you out but thats what happend and yea...bye
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