Sunday, February 11, 2007

Time: 3:58pm
Mood: sad
Listening to: Invisible, Clay Aiken
Quote: "All this time you were pretending, so much for my happy ending."
Avril Lavigne



Wow, it feels like my life is falling apart right before my eyes. My dad got mad at me for no reason, one of my friends deleted his site off myO, school sucks, and I'm getting weird urges to cut agian (or inflict some type of pain upon myself) *sigh* but I guess thats life. I have to go finish homework so I will hopefully get to your sites tonight. later
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Saturday, February 10, 2007

Time: 1:38am
Mood: hurt
Listening to: Don't Want To Think About You, Simple Plan
Quote: "This time I know I don't want to think about you."
Simple Plam



It's amazing how people can hurt other people with out knowing it. *forced laugh* But I swear I will not *eyes turn red* let him off that easy *insane laughter heard around the room* I refuse to be hurt again!!! He will soon see that his backstabbing, and double crossing me does not go far in my eyes. I have ways and I will use them... just wait... he'll see... I'll hurt him like he hurt me...

on a different note
I'm sorry I wasn't able to go to everyone's sites yesterday. I'm not sure if I will be able to today either but I'll try.
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Friday, February 9, 2007

Time: 2:39pm
Mood: AAAAHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
Listening to: Keep Holding On , Avril Lavigne
Quote: "Most people give up just when they're about to achieve success. They quit on the one yard line. They give up at the last minute of the game one foot from a winning touchdown."
H. Ross Perot



Hey !!
I am so dead!! I had a group speech today and I wasn't at school!! I got food poisoning or something. So I stayed home. I feel so sick!! Well I have to go write my speech ^_^ later
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Wednesday, February 7, 2007

blah I'm bored
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Monday, February 5, 2007

Time: 12:00am
Mood: depressed
Listening to: Invisible, Clay Aiken
Quote: "Where once was light now darkness falls, Where once was love, love is no more."
Gollum's song



Hey, sorry for the post yesterday. Thanks to everyone that commented. *hugs* you all are awesome!!

Well I think I am going to stop telling people how I feel. It just makes my friends worry about me. So I am just going to keep it inside like I used to. I've come to the conclusion that everyone is too busy to hear anyway and that no one really cares in the first place.

Well I have to get some sleep for another long and lonely day at school.
Sorry all my posts are my compliants and stuff, and that I havent had a chance to comment on ya'lls sites.

later
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Sunday, February 4, 2007

Hey...

I hate my life

Have A Great Day :)
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Monday, January 29, 2007

Hey, sorry I haven't been on in like forever. but I've been having a rough school semester. Things were fine at first but then they got weird and messed up. First off one of my best friends meets a guy online, no problem there right? I mean I talk to you guys and all so thats cool. But she meets him on Myspace knows him for about 2 days then decides to meet him at his request. uh... I'm thinking mistake in progress! hello! I've never been one to be big on the whole meet people online and then actually see them face to face thing anyway, I've heard to many stories and had to many friends hurt that way. So she tells me she's going to meet this guy, I'm like what on earth! so me along with a ton of other people advisor her not to go, she assures us that she won't go and everythings fine. right well okay, the night she was suposed to meet this guy I call her house her mom answers and I find out my friend is still on campus. Problem! I had already looked all over campus and she was no where. so I'm thinking, this is a problem, she wouldn't dare. so I call the guys house. yes evil me I got his phone and IM address. anyway, I called him, dun dun dunnnn, his mom answers,
"Oh kenny? he's not here right now." I'm thinking this is not good. so okay, I spend 3 hours freaking out and walking all over campus then, I see her. *I attacked her(well not really but yeah)*
"Where have you been!?!?!"
"oh *nervous glace* I've been with a friend in the girls dorms *fake smile*
Me: uh huh.... "DONT SCARE ME LIKE THAT AGAIN!!!!!"
her: okay ^_^

later that night
(IM conversation)
Kenny: yeah I met her tonight
Me: O.O WHAT!!!!
Kenny: yeah she's great
Me: *thinking* ok.... so she DID meet him *eyes flash red*
Kenny: it was great I picked her up and we drove around,
Me: oh really
Kenny: yeah we decided to start dating too, she's a great girl
Me: *thinking* he's already said that....
Kenny: we even kissed too
Me: O.O dude!!! she could get killed by her parents and kicked out of school for that!!!
Kenny: oops...
Me: *rolles eyes* yeah, oops!
so to make a long story short...

At our school to be alone with a guy could get you exspelled and to kiss even more so.
I told my parents about what happend and that she lied to my face. she is still at school and the first offence you dont get in trouble for. and at the same time all my other friends go crazy and won't talk to me. so yeah thats alittle bit why I haveny been on. sorry people!! I miss you guys a lot and I don't blame you if I'm not your friend anymore!! but I have to catch up on homework and all so. *hugs* thanks for listening to my ... lifes story? later
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Friday, January 12, 2007

Time: 9:00am
Mood: tired
Listening to: classical stuff
Quote: "Me? I'm dishonest."
Captian Jack Sparrow



Hey Friends!!

Sorry bout the post the other day. But I was really stressed. The administrators had totally messed up my schedule and I had to get my books that day.

Well, nothings new, I dont have a class until 2 but I had to drop my sister off at school so I stayed on campus :P
well sorry I didnt get to ya'lls posts to leave comments
later
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Wednesday, January 10, 2007

Time: 9:21am
Mood: stressed
Listening to: Complicated by Avril Lavignine
Quote: "Why'd you have to go and make things so complicated?."
Avril Lavignine



Hey Friends!

Well I checked in yesterday.... twice cause it wouldnt take my card the first time. My life is soo confusing and complicated! I think I'm going to go hide in a hole until I feel better ....

laters friends
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Tuesday, January 9, 2007

Time: 12:08am
Mood: tired
Listening to: Detecive Conan Episode 10
Quote: "But why is the Rum gone?."
Captian Jack Sparrow



Hey Friends!!
I just finished cleaning my room!! I started to clean it at 1 this afternoon and just now finished and I still have to vaccum!! *sigh* I have to do that in the mornining. I have to register for classes today I hope things get worked out! well I have to get to bed! laters!!
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