Friday, September 16, 2005

Tears of heaven pelt a wanderer.
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Leaful- *gives you a fail*

You lose! Good day, sir!

Sennen- She was kind of amusingly cute. Then again, I'm kind of eccentric so. You know. Might just be my oddness showing.

Another angle is that I've met alot of weird people at that mall. Weird people. I can't even begin to tell you about them, lol.

lit- Fugly is a beautiful word, yes. Irony never ceases.

Irish- Yes it is! You win a cookie. *hands you a cookie*

I'll send you a reply ASAP. I've been busy with some SAT-related items that continue to eat away at my mind. *stabs SAT* You will not conquer me, ravenous beast.

The real one was the mall one, surprisingly. I hang out at the mall by myself a large bit and that seems to invite weirdos to introduce themselves to me. As one of them put it "You look really approachable" whatever that means. Oh well, they are all uh.. interesting folks with fine talents I'm sure.

Eh. Sometimes I view the world as being one large ocean of melodrama. Everyone is screaming out that they are drowning and need help. I'm on my back, floating, watching the sky. It's really nice.

You should take a look, too.

Rox- *glasses flash over* Ermm..

It was a thread about overusing the slang terms "fag" and.. uh. *searches mind for other asinine term* I guess it was faggot. Oh well, that was the one. I guess it WAS deleted. Hm. That's kind of odd.

Anti- You do a lot of things purposely.

Emo? *opens one eye and looks at you* I have no idea what you are talking about, good sir. I've never been emo in my lifetime. However, I wouldn't doubt the part about the little girl, lol.

'Me and my syndicate will help you.' '... Your syndicate?' 'Yeah, man.' '...'

Theme Song of this Post: "State Of Love And Trust" by Pearl Jam.

Been writing a bit lately. I loathe the way I write. My friend indicated to me that I am a self-hating emochild whose writings are actually above average but, you know, I scoff in your general direction. I'm writing sort of a mini-novel or whatever- it's a story that had been drifting in my head for awhile, lol. It involves Gods, magic and other such fantasy things- what else would I write about? I'm not entirely sure what the goal of it is, it's not like I'd actually write a real novel but it's more like a long overdue practice session with myself.

My father, being off the anti-psychotics, is back to being rather.. human, lol. On the anti-psychotics he was mellow, obviously- melancholy to the core. Off of them he is back to being himself, which might or might not be good. Some infighting between my parents has returned but nothing major- "Things are back to normal at least" is what I said to my father. One of the problems with him being back to himself is that he back into being a pseudo-child o' technology. He used to be really into computers when I was a young tyke who knew more about Sailor Moon [zomg Queen Barrel is coming] than anything in regards to computers. Now he is back to tinkering with this machine and, sometimes, mine. I visit less-than-wholesome sites so I have to systematically clean out my history every evening before bed- effing irritating, really. Oh well.

I'm undecided on if I am a good friend or not. I have the viewpoint that sometimes it's best to let people fall into the flames than lift them out of it- pain is a learning experience. Does being a good friend imply you will always catch your friend, even if they could learn something from falling? If it does, then I suppose I'm not the greatest of people you could befriend, lol. It's not that I'm lacking in reliability- I just choose to let some people learn on their own rather than feed off of me. I've never entirely felt content with myself when I constantly help people. Altruism is not a cool hobby.

I saw Advent Children some days ago. The Japanese DVD rip was fansubbed and released on many a torrent site- hot item for obvious reasons. It was really quite awesome. I'm not entirely sure how much better Square can get at CG- this movie is disturbingly realistic as it is. The storyline was good. I'm not going to spoil anything, but the main undertone of the movie was Cloud trying to come to terms with the events that occurred in Final Fantasy 7. Of course, there is a dramatic "oh shit" story involving the destruction of the world- where would any Square Enix product be without such drama? I think Square did rather well for themselves. I found it to be more than satisfying [even with my lofty expectations]. Now, though, I believe there will be an even greater clamor for an actual sequel to the events in FF7+AC which might be a really big gamble for Square. Disappoint the fans and they will devour you like gd wolves.

My favorite character from FF7 was always Cid. Man that guy was awesome. Take him into the Temple of Ancients for the first time- it's worth your while. First time I played it I didn't realize you could buy items at all- I fought Jenova in the Temple of the Ancients with the fucking Nailbat of all things. But, I have an excuse- I was seven, I think. So, you know- naivety of young age and such. My first post on OB was even in an FF7 thread- I was rambling about KOTR ["Extreme monsters"- oh noes!] and uh.. something else. It was mostly incoherent and worthless if my memory serves me. It really was the first game that got me into RPGs and I've never stopped since.

I usually ask people to pick one moment in their life thusfar that defines what their life was/is. An event that sets the entire tone for your life to you- something good or bad, negative or positive. Just one event. I'd like you to do that for me. It's hard to do and probably rather inane, but I find it interesting what people choose. I don't really know if I can pin down one. I could try but, you know, that would take effort so fuck that.

Welcome home.

That's about enough of that. Scoot.

P.S. Oh snap.

P.P.S. My reaction to the Revolution's controller= ... 'Kay.

P.P.P.S. For great justice?!!
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