Birthday • 1989-02-23 Gender •
Male Location • The States Member Since • 2005-05-10 Occupation • Collage Real Name • David
Personal
Achievements • Surviving Anime Fan Since • 1995 Favorite Anime • Inuyasha, Wolfs Rain, FullMetal Alchemist, Naruto, Fruits basket, and other Animes Goals • To become the best at a lot of things and to make up for past sins... Hobbies • Playing vid games, snowboarding, working out Talents • Soccer, some school work, having women attracted to me (sadly), so on...
myOtaku.com: DarkWolfDemon
Friday, February 12, 2010
Welcome to today.
Listening to: personal song. : 3
Feels: stressed, tired, at rope’s end
Sorry for the long time, I have been busy.
Lets see. I messed up on two exams and got in another fight with Wolftrest, best week ever. -_-‘
I have been going downhill with depression and a really persistanct and hard head ache. But happiness comes back soon from insanity, not caring, and alittle things I will not tell. ^^
The woman I knew and loved is about a year dead. She was a wonderful woman. I loved her more than anything in the world. She was warm and kind and loving and…just perfect in every way. Now she is sarcastic and cold and close minded and…just, gone. She also demines and belittles me which pisses me off like no other. Guess it is best like this, never was meant to be with anyone. I miss how so was. I remember getting up at 5 am just so I had enough time to reply to her messages before going to school, and god I am not a morning person. I did a lot of things for her that most men wouldn’t do for their girl. As much as I want I can never get her back; I have as much chance on doing that as I do in turning back time and fixing my life. But life is not like that. The best I can hope for is an early death. It would be nice to have a purpose, just need to march till I am given orders.
I am feeling better now after getting that crap off and listening to good old war song.
The exams were brutal. I studed mechanics of materials well and when the exam came is was like the old one but with everything a lot harder. Not pipes for machines. And the geo exam I thought would be multiple choice and easy but it was not and for the love of god it was hard as hell. At least tomorrow I am going to work out till I cannot anymore.
