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Wednesday, May 17, 2006




Yo!!
How are you?
6 days left.
I got my hair cut today. It looks nice. I went to the tutor, I have a pre cal quiz today, I think she is too crazy.
During class we has a fire alarm. We stood outside for so long. Those fire alarms are sooo loud, I mean its loud enough to make a deaf or dead person jump out of their pants.
This is a funny conversation that was on tri gun. "I could have killed you 3 times right now. During this conversation I could have groped you 4 or 5 times."


Are you a hermaphrodite?
what?
Do you tie string to your teeth?
no
Do you bite yourself?
when I have an itch or something
See ya*howls*

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Tuesday, May 16, 2006




Yo!!
How are you?
I have 7 days left of school.
I lost my watch some time ago and I found it on the exercising machine. God has his way of tormenting me and making me feel better, just wish he would unite me with my love.
I heard about the Halo movie and saw a preview of the Halo 3 game.
I’m going to exempt pre calculus, pre ap chemistry, and English 3 class.
There was school voting today, one guy balanced a checkbook…on his nose, he should have one, haha. XP Some people didn’t have competition.
Some time ago one of my friends wasn’t at school for the 5 man project, apparently he had mono, ie. The kissing disease, I wonder why he was gone for so long.
Another thing about my life. I never thought I would fall for someone. I was a warrior like person, I thought “why have relations at the teens, it wont go anywhere” but…I fell for her and from what I have seen I love her more than how most guys love girls and, heh, I am not even around her, think of what it would be like if I was with her *day dreams*. As a warrior type person I really never let people in, not even my family. Overall race I disliked, people are so-so, friends are ok, family like-hate relationship, then I met her and now I’m more open, especially with her.
I’d even face my fearsome Godly father, he is kind and nice yet…he seems to have like a god thing. ie. if things are ok he is ok, if things are bad he is mad yet doesn’t do much, its like he can strike fear with nothing. Like some respect. He hasn’t grounded me in years time, he hasn’t given me a curfew, he hasn’t scolded me since forever. Its like I’m afraid of what he could do and what he didn’t do. He is nice yet…has some aura. Anyways I will face him so I can be with her.


Obsession with Pirates?
no
Obsession with Corny jokes?
no, whats with these odd questions?
Are you a virgin?
yes
See ya*howls*

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Monday, May 15, 2006




Yo!!
How are you?
Its the last full week left. We have exams this week. Good luck to everybody. I'm abit sleepy but I am ok, summer is comming and I can get all the sleep I want. XP
I can't say much cuz I have to leave in awhile.
See ya
Love you Wolftrest! : )


Obsession with Penguins?
no
Bald people?
no
Midgets?
no
See ya*howls*

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Sunday, May 14, 2006




Yo!!
How are you?
I have a head ache. I thought I got enough sleep.
I did drop my father and big sister to the airport. He will be back next week.
Not much is up today. My sister brought with her Mothers angel cookies, they taste great.
I want to meet Wolftrest so badly, Id want to give her a hug and then a necklace. I dislike it that I love someone and we are not together, well...atleast I have found someone to really care about, just wish I could give her stuff and protect her and be with her.
I think its funny that if I met har and tried to kiss her out of know where she would be freaked out and smack me but then say sorry (or something like that). I think she is cute like that. : )
I put a new VG Cats up, it seems to be odd, but the fast moving baby part is funny.
Rome is nice. I should have visited the last Pope before he died, I think he might have not been there. They had alot of ruins and paintings there. Also the hotel had cats in it, they looked nice.
Here is a secret, my families bloodline has a signature ear thing. That’s all I’m going to say, and that my bloodline has sensitive noses.

Obsession with Poison?
no
Obsession with Knives?
kinda but not an obsession, I like swords
Obsession with Cheese?
no
Whats your bloodline trait?
Sencitive noses and a point on the ear and such.
How would you prove you love someone?
I don't know, being with them, protecting them.
See ya*howls*

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Saturday, May 13, 2006




Yo!!
How are you?
Its the weekend and anime night!
Second thing, go visit Wolftrest's site, if its just a visit, a comment, a signiture, just visit her site and say hi.
This weekend going to sleep, play, exersise, and just hang about.
My mussles are recovering from that major work out so I'm going to do 50 by 150 work out. It makes me loose stress and gedt stronger.
My father and sister are going to Rome today. I would go to the airport with them but I'm to tired, I'v been studying all week and I can berly get up. Well, I might go if I can get up. Ok, im going.
Anyways 3 tests at school.

Do you eat a lot?
yes
Do you get excited over cameras?
yes
Do you have a strange obsession with pickles?
no
See ya*howls*

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Friday, May 12, 2006




Yo!!
How are you?
Me and Wolftrest are boyfriend and girlfriend again.
Sorry about all the site changes.
I had three tests today and I’m very tired.
My big sister came over from Nebraska, she is in collage. I think she is taking a trip to Rome with father. He seems to be able to go to anywhere.
8 Days left of school. There are good and bad parts to it. The good, no more school. The bad, I can’t talk to Wolftrest on the internet, *sob*, unless she calls.
I’m planning to meet Wolftrest in collage, but hopefully I can sooner.
That odd girl I talked about some time ago was sitting next to some guy and whispered in his ear “I’m not wearing any panties”, the guy was freaked out. We don’t know what’s wrong with her.
Go visit Wolftrest's site. She is back.

Belt size?
dunno
Have you ever gotten anything amputated?
no
Do you have a calendar from 2001 hanging in your room?
no
See ya*howls*

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Thursday, May 11, 2006




Yo!!
How are you?
I think I’m back with Wolftrest (bf and gf wise).
I have three tests tomorrow.
My collar keeps on breaking, it easy to fix but it breaks again.
I'm getting a parking space

How many pairs of underwear do you own?
15
Jeans?
4
What ring size are you?
dunno
See ya*howls*

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Thursday, April 13, 2006




!!!WARNING!!!: This is a really long post and it is odd. Its like a short verion of my life. A day thing is under the movie but if you want to know more about me then read the long biography.
Ok, here is a clearing of my life. I was born in Alaska. Mt parents divorced when I was 3 and my father married his Spanish wife Belinda when I was 4. I can’t remember my past because…well…I’m unique. My family consisted of me, my father, my mother, and my older sister by two years. My family had a half sister, she is ok. My family is…privileged. My father invented an engineering thing and he is world renown. I want to be better than him. If I wanted an object he could get it for me without much fuss. I suppose he is kinda like Holinhime of light.
I like wolves a lot, even felt like I was more wolf than human. I have looked down from humans from above and saw them as filthy creatures, like cockroaches(hard to kill) or rabbits (multiply). I have looked at humans as selfish stupid creatures that disobeyed his law and was punished. Sadly I cannot say I’m much better. Its funny how all humans are born with tails, but I…well that’s a need to know basis.
I have been privileged with abilities. I can see in the dark though its in black and white. I get stronger at night and more active. I can see the future though the future is random and not to far so its about oh…me eating or what is on Tv. I can also smell the rain before it comes (mothers side of the family), a …scary power than when angry makes me stronger and mindless. Being mindless and only thinking about pain is not fun, the pain comes back and…well another need to know basis. Our blood can be seen in a flaw in the ear, there is like an elf point in the ear, wolves have pointed ears too. I have it on my left ear and my mother has it on her right. Well, I feel I have more to come, it would be grand to be able to change my body to become a full wolf.
I feel that I have committed a sin…a sin of being born for what I am…and for that I have to repay God, humans, my kind for what I have done. I give money to the things at school (charities I think they are called), I sometimes do those things um…what you go to orphanages (that was once). I hate being all “oh look at my good deeds”, it makes me feel like I’m digging a deeper hole to hell. I want to get into Heaven, it is one place I might be able to belong but *sigh*, my kind and family blood has longevity in it so I have to wait longer than humans. Hech my mothers Grandmother saw the Wild West and astronauts in her life, I’ll probably see the apocalypse and so on, though to my sources it’s not far away *sigh* he is probably the last one and he has his foot in the grave, you all just hope he (an important person) lives for more than twenty years.
I felt like I was born light, my mother said I had a heart of gold, I can actually remember. Well a few things here and there and a 5 year island prison (not really, just over doing it) turned me dark and left me with emotional and physical scars. I have never had a nightmare and it makes me think…”what am I”, humans have nightmares but I have never had one. I have had dreams about the future, family, wolves, my love, random things and unknown things mixed with pain…no fear. I have lost fear in my life, time and again forced to face my fears…God, air craft (flying), death of a loved one, the darkness (now a friend)…so on…
My mother and father split me and my older sister up. I have a hidden dislike of them, even hidden from me. Double mind, as in the usual me is well, you know me. the other me is typing this, he is me but knows more than anybody can ever forget or know, he thinks its unwise to tell me much. Very stingy, he doesn’t give me the answers to a test, well one ore twice maybe. We have a relatively same personality but is IQ is very high, because of him I got a metal for being smart when I was little.
My father left to Texas them my mother left to Iowa then Omaha. Later Belinda, father, my half sister and I had to go to Trinidad for a business work. For 5 years I rotted on that island, not knowing about the world and loosing my life. In Trinidad women wanted me and some tried to kiss me even though I wasn’t with them. The teachers didn’t teach well and I lost my mind. So long on that island I found Otaku and stretched out to the world. When I came back to the United States things were very odd. There were electronic things which I have never seen. I forced both my parents to tell me why they divorced, they had different stories so I don’t listen to ether about the past.
I have two dogs and two cats. My cat is black and doesn’t like people much, like my mother, he doesn’t like my mother. apparently they are all guys. We ahd three dogs but we had to put him down. I was with him when the injection went in and he lost his balance and took his last three deep breaths. I feel I did the right thing being with him at his last moments.
I have taken different sports. Soccer, archery, karate, and something with a Frisbee. I love tag, I love the thrill of chasing and hunting humans its…exhilarating. I was the best and could catch anyone. Though five years tied up has left me weaker yet still deadly.
I believe in God…a lot. That’s why I cannot kill humans. I have a fear of him, reading the writings before you can see why. I don’t go to church or know a lot about God and suck yet I do. Wolftrest is my better half on this subject.
Food? I like meat, I’m a carnivore. I have had a taste for humans though I only bit someone when I was little. I have no idea why. I dislike candy, chocolate is ok.
On a normal Otaku day I met this unique woman and guy. The woman was Wolftrest and the guy was ArcticFoxDemon (then known as FoxInuAlex). Me and ArcticFoxDemon became close friends and Wolftrest…I had an odd feeling about her. It made me feel sick…but in a good way…and…afraid. I felt this feeling for her that I had never felt before, I didn’t understand. I don’t know when but it snapped that I was in love (strong words egh). I had so many reasons to say no and run. Unbenonsed to me she had the same feelings for me but I am too dense. Later ArcticFoxDemon found out and so did some guy here. After some encouragement I wished Wolftrest would find her someone but…that I hope it could be me. She said yes, she would love me to be hers. After that day I felt so many emotions, thoughts…feelings…life…all of it was passing through my mind.
We just grew closer and closer, I gave her my cell phone number and we talked to each other. Heck, we both know what we sound like so we can now trust each other more. One day I had to tell I…I love her. It was fast but I just had to tell her and she accepted. I felt so happy, I cared about someone else and they cared about me. I thought I would drink in my life but Wolftrest didn’t like alcohol so I never really started. Life was good, well…then her f. mother (as in Mr. Mrs.) overheard and we were in trouble. They made an agreement that she could not have relations with me because I was over the internet. I was very sad but life had hardened me so the pain was like getting shot a few times instead of being hit by God. It felt really bad but I bet it was worse for Wolftrest.
We still have feelings for each other. That is why I talk kindly about her and help her. We decided to meet in collage, but…she is a 4.0 GPA and I’m a 3.4. I want to get into the best one for a better life and to meet her. She is very smart and talented thus forcing me to evolve to be better. In the future I hope to meet her and be with her for as long as I can, maybe…heh, too early to think.
Wolftrest has helped me continue with my life. I want to be with her and have her being happy. Its funny how much crap I have taken yet I am willing to take more to be with Wolftrest. I just wish I could be better for her, its like God spend a howl day with her or more (he took a week to make everything). I…just the sins of man put together and disguised, but I have evolved. I feel like I just want to lay in her arms and never wake up, or at least sleep for a long time.
Don’t worry. Tomorrow I will forget all of this and feel slightly imparted, just…forgotten. I can already feel doubt and forgetfulness growing again.



I’m lonely today. Even though it has only been a day, it seems like forever since I'm not with Wolftrest. I wonder what she has done and thought about today. I have decided to write a biography about the things in my life.
I remembered my first dream about Wolftrest. It was before we became bf and gf.
I was on a ship and so was a bunch of other people. I then saw the best looking woman and she had a wolf shirt on, she was Wolftrest! I went to her and really wanted to kiss her, I tried to but I couldn’t. She then leaned into me to kiss me, I couldn’t move, but she hesitated, she tried again and hesitated again. Wolftrest blushed and walked off, I then grabbed her hand as I blushed too, and then I woke up.

PS: don't forget to visit Wolftrest's site because it is her birthday and I want alot of people to say it to her.
PS2: I love Wolftrest, we just had to break up because her f. mother (like Mr. or Mrs.) said so. We want to get back together.

Brush or comb?
comb

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