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Birthday
• 1989-02-23
Gender
• Male
Location
• The States
Member Since
• 2005-05-10
Occupation
• Collage
Real Name
• David

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Achievements
• Surviving
Anime Fan Since
• 1995
Favorite Anime
• Inuyasha, Wolfs Rain, FullMetal Alchemist, Naruto, Fruits basket, and other Animes
Goals
• To become the best at a lot of things and to make up for past sins...
Hobbies
• Playing vid games, snowboarding, working out
Talents
• Soccer, some school work, having women attracted to me (sadly), so on...

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Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Welcome to today.

Late short post. Going to post tommorow. Been busy and alittle lonley. Thats why I like seeing lotz of comments, makes this place seem bigger and full of people. So if you are on and don't have alot of time just high five me. ^^

See ya when I see ya

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Monday, August 2, 2010

Welcome to today.
Listening to:
Feels: tired

To make a post is odd. I need to be in the right state of mine to type or else I will just be typing what happened in the day without much detail. Recently I have been in that state of mind but not around my computer so when I get back I forget about it.

Thinking to the game I played yesterday it made me remember, one thing I want in life is to go down in a blaze of glory, I want to die an honorable death. That need was only overshadowed once by the love I felt for a woman, that was a wonderful feeling that…its hard to describe. I am not a morning person but I got up an hour earlier (which was 5 am) so I could answer all of her messages before going to school. It was a wonderful fulfilling feeling that made me feel I could do the impossible. But when it went away it felt more emptying than I could ever feel, sadly the last time I left her, I cannot remember why but I think I was afraid of being close to someone and having a life with someone. Anyways we are still friends. And also anyways back on the first topic; I would hate to die of old age or some average death; I want to die young, in my prime, and in a beautiful death. To put it into perspective have you ever seen movies of books or something about WWI airplane fighter survivors? You usually hear that they are left to grow old and wither from their prime days of the war while they wish to have gone down in a blaze of glory with their friends. Ok, I have only heard it twice but there are not much things about old WWI pilots. Just a thought.

On the political news; when Obama said he will not raise taxes, well…they are planning on raising taxes and letting tax cuts expire which is the same as raising taxes. Oh, and more politicians (even the ethical and tax administrators) have not been paying their taxes, and since Obama is in power a lot of those people are democrats. Seriously, politicians make too much money and now they do not pay their taxes, we need smart and ethical people in power.

I went to see dinner for shucks and it was a really funny movie. I have to say my favorite part was the mind battle at the dinner.

And once again as I try to post shortly after midnight and the MyO goes down at that time.

Is it me or are there less people visiting me? A week ago I have 7 a day and not its 1 or 2, and people are commenting less. Did I piss someone off? 0_o'

Question(s) of the day(week)!!!

Anyone have any questions for me?

Questions to me:

See ya when I see ya

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Sunday, August 1, 2010

Welcome to today.
Listening to: some game music
Feels: tired and alittle lonely

I have so much to say but cannot think of anything.

Something bad happened and it could have gotten worse but it didn’t.

I made my secret family recipe. And I finished it and it was alittle liquidy but it was a good tasting food. I am a great chief, and a damn good looking one too. ^_-

I worked out hard but I am surprised that I can still move; I guess I will be sore tomorrow.

I had some time to myself and I think that I had problems is that I just don’t like getting really close to people. Love is some nice dream from a long ago past, I guess that is where is should stay. But doesn't mean I can’t still dream of it. ^^

Something that does tick me off is this scot engram vs the world. What is that movie about? Seeing him make out with someone adds to my movies of not the best looking guys getting the girl. I dunno; It just bothers me alittle. We hot guys who can cook and have a good personality and a dark side need lovin’ too. T_T

One thing I find odd is that even if I have been trying to fix things in and out of my world there is still plenty to do and a lot of things that I have already done need to be done over since I did not do them right. One thing I do not like about myself is that I have my head in the clouds when I think of love and am not pessimistic of it; really sucks. -_-‘

The new fullmetal alchemist episode was interesting. There is a strange show afterwards that has to do with cubs and spirits, odd.

I was playing this game called Ace Combat. It’s an aircraft fighter game where you are against impossible odds, super weapons, and the like and are seen as an ace pilot supernatural hero for your fighter abilities. Then I go play on the net and get my ass handed to me.

I would have posted this earlier but MyO s down…AGAIN!!!

Question(s) of the day(week)!!!
What do you not like about yourself?

Anyone have any questions for me?

Questions to me:

See ya when I see ya

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Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Welcome to today.
Listening to: scary music 0_o'
Feels: tired

We got new groups in class and I got two foreigners. That wouldn't be so bad if they seemed a little smarter to help the group of we get stuck, and if they were less shy, and especially if one of them didn't have terrible breath. He has breath so bad it took my breath away. >.<’

I got a 74 on my exam; could have done better but it's a pass. One question really screwed me over, it cost me roughly 14 points.

Not really much else to say so I will go on a rant. I find it odd how nuclear weapons would probably make the guy who invented the gatalin gun happy. Reason is because he invented that gun to make war so horrible that people would not want to wage war. While he failed the nuclear bomb makes nations think twice before waging a war.

What I find interesting about the saw movies is that it's a movie where it’s not the person that is that made the stuff that directly kills them it's the traps and stuff that kills them, and it’s like ‘what if you were in that situation thing’, rather spooky. Speaking of creepy isn’t it odd when you are along in a dark room and you hear an odd sound. ^^

On my chest hurting its nothing; I think its just a mental thing and I believe I know what is the cause. Can’t be helped.

My answer to the question below: For me it would be an okami on the counsel games, freedom fighters, and that's all I can remember.

I really should make these posts earlier in the day, I just can’t think too much during the night, plus I yearn for my bed.

Question(s) of the day(week)!!!
What game have you played that you want someone to make a sequel of?

Anyone have any questions for me?

Questions to me:
Faroe
Maybe you should try to bring yourself up to a positive attitude with yourself and women?
I’ll take that as a question. I am at heart a pessimist but I try to look on the good side of life. On being here and seeing experiences with women I feel that if there is anything that seems flirtatious to me then they probably are not flirting with me. I just can’t really seem to see women interested in me no matter how good looking or nice I can be; just have gotten used to it and tend to ignore things. Most women are taken, not interested in me (probably), or have a big problem between us (long distance, not enough interaction, not my type); the last one is the least often problem since it never goes past the first two.

See ya when I see ya

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Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Welcome to today.
Listening to: -
Feels: full

CrystalFlute, please stay with us. You are a good friend & we like reading your posts and comments.
And to Faroe I don’t think she did; and it had nothing to do with her.

For some reason my chest is hurting again.

I cannot believe how people comment on here. By that I mean I go to someone’s site ad answer their things in short sentences responding to their post; but when I read other people’s comments they sometimes are as long as the post itself. 0_o’

There are some games I cannot play. When I played kingdom hearts it gave me a sense of yearning that a year or two later was the need for something and that need was filled with the love of a woman. That game in particular made me think of her and still does; and because of that I can’t play the first or second game because it makes me think of her and so it makes me feel bad. It sucks because it is a good game, but its fine since I have many other good games to play

I finished the exam and I am not sure how I did. Some questions were very easy like calculating resistors on a parallel wire resistors and some were really hard like calculating the capacitance of two different sized spheres. I hope I got above a 70. After the exam I played games some more, drank some beer, and gorged myself on good pizza. Now I am wallowing in my own crapulence; crapulence being sickness caused by overeating or something like that.

I have been trying to watch this show called ‘Twin Peaks’, its an odd show and it has something to do so far with a strange FBI agent going to a small town to investigate a strange murder of a woman. It has influenced several things I have seen; like Deadly premonition which is a bad looking game but has a great personality is cheap and oddness to it.

Question(s) of the day(week)!!!
What do you do in your free time?

Anyone have any questions for me?

Questions to me:
alphonse13:
so your studying Geological engineering? what got you interested in wanting to study that?
Yes; I don’t know why, I am still not sure what I want to be.

See ya when I see ya

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Monday, July 26, 2010

Welcome to today.
Listening to: Happy music
Feels: Happy

Well I am friend again with an old friend and I am happy. I do have alittle bit of catching up with her though. Also I made up with another friend so I am happy with that too. Things are getting better slowly.

I got alittle drunk last night and posted something. I deleted it because it was too odd to show and I didn’t want anyone reading it. But someone did; someone I never thought would read my stuff cuz she never comments and things have been rough for while.

Played Ace combat all day, it's a fun game. And ate two big burritos, won’t have to eat for a few days now. ^^’

On Fullmetal alchemist brotherhood I did not see what happened on the last episode coming. 0_o’

I have an exam today so wish me luck! Also its odd; I had a lot to say but I did not put as much detail as I usually do. Well I should sleep early (before 2 am) for the exam tomorrow. ^^’

Question(s) of the day(week)!!!
Why is it people like the top bunk of a bunk bed better than the lower bunk?

Anyone have any questions for me?

Questions to me:
alphonse13:
#1 what are you studying in college?
Geological engineering.
#2 where do you like to go or want to go on vacations?
Germany, or someplace cold with snowboarding or someplace warm with a nice uncrowded but somewhat populated beach. And of course lots of beautiful women. Also someplace where I can see the stars without light pollution.
#3 Do you like amusement parks?
Yes; especially since I started rollercoaster’s
#4 whats your favorite holiday?
Christmas
#5 where would you like to live?
Someplace cool; like golden Colorado. Its close to the city and also far enough away to not be there.

See ya when I see ya

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Sunday, July 25, 2010

I'll post tomorrow, promise.

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Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Welcome to today.
Listening to: I’m Alive
Feels: pissed off, depressed, and calmed down alittle later

Alright; so I am not in too good of a mood today because I am thinking about how stupid love and the like can be.
But alteast my mood is helped by the cloudy and cool weather; hey, I like it cold and not a lot of sun most of the time. But it’s going to be a long day. -_-
Yah; I just stabbed my hand with a toothpick my accident, it’s going to be long.

On my scars I have 4 major ones and a bunch of invisible ones. I have one above my eyebrow where my skin is slightly darker, one on my right shoulder minor, and two scars on my left male chest in the form of an x, kinda odd how it got that way.

Faroe, sorry ahead of time for this, I know you are trying to help me but telling me you have a lot of relationships and had sex several times doesn't really make me feel better. It kind of makes me feel jealous especially since you are two years younger than I and I am still a virgin male in a collage that has more sausages than a German sausage fest and has fewer women than group therapy for testicular cancer. Especially when (even though I feel like a wolf) I seem to have a rabbit’s libido, that and I desperately yearn for physical contact. Also I am single, I do not have a girlfriend. And I am older than toy and you are saying it’s your time to settle down and I need to date lots of people when the only people I could date here are gay guys. I guess in relationships I am like a wolf that never met another wolf and then got a mate and barely had her and then lost her. Never been on a date, am cynical, I do not understand people or how to act when being with someone, I just don’t know human contact. Its kinda odd; you would think that someone from a broken family and with lots of money would be a male whore but I seem more celibate than a priest; but I guess I could check that up to wasting 5 years doing nothing but sitting in a room waiting to go back home. I just want physical contact and to feel the that I have had a life and fill this hole in my chest or just grow numb as my hole gets larger.

Even though it was cloudy and cool and slightly raining I felt bad, my emotions have been falling like an airplane without engines. And of course I feel a mixture of sadness, wanting to kill myself, and wanting to kill others because I am pissed off. Actually before I felt sadness but as I am typing this I feel angry. I just do not like my life, some the fault of mine and some the fault of others and no matter what I do I don’t get a second chance on experiences, like I will never have a sweet relationship. If I get a relationship right now it would not be likely that whatever we do would be her first time and she will not be shy; whatever we do she will probably be professional and know the ins and out while I would know shit, so all m relationships she will either be serious or just wants sex. I am sorry for picking on people who were trying to help by telling me about their relationships but it still ticks me off. Like if any of you wanted to travel to France and I said that I have been all over Europe and described to you how France has good food and England has a nice environment and Germany is fun and x,y,z. I have just been in a bad mood today for many reasons and no reason. Sorry again.

I do have to say that it would be more accurate if I showed you a pictre of me to see how you would rank my looks, shirtless would be more accurate of my looks but I don’t really feel in the mood to post a picture tonight. I hope I will get all of my work done ahead of time so I can go work out Thursday, I really need it; blasting headphones to heavy metal and pumping iron and stretching all of my body to its limits is one hell of a high.

Question(s) of the day(week)!!!
This is a person question for me; do you think I should go up by increments of 10 or 50 or some other number when I blast sit ups once a week?

Anyone have any questions for me?

Questions to me:

See ya when I see ya

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Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Welcome to today.
Listening to: -
Feels: hungry and then oddly happy

I have been trying to comment on people’s posts, I’ve not been doing much of that lately. It’s good to do that so you can reach out to more people. Go visit the sites of people that commented on yours and then go visit the people that commented on their site, MyO is not going to resurrect itself on its own.

To the person that comments on my site ‘Corn’ I need to ask, does that guy from Naruto really say ‘penis’ in the manga and that many times?

Visiting peoples sites I see they are ether with someone or talking about their relationship. It makes me wish I had a normal life. You know, a girl that I would share a first kiss in late middle school to early high school and then date several different women (like it doesn't work out or I am feeling the field, I guess) and then have a longer more meaningful relationship in collage, or several sexual relationships. But to this I can only say that I have only had one girlfriend, an on off long lasting deeply loving relationship, but a long distance one to which I only was with her for 5 days and on the last day got my first kiss. I suppose the way to help me keep my sanity is to tell myself that I am unconventional and that I am not like everyone else and that if I was some guy in a story I would be the guy who only loved one woman and then don’t really feel like getting close to anyone else in that way and is kind of a loner/has a dark side, like Inuyasha or Cloud (FF7) or something. And it’s not like I am tossing it out here, I feel like I have a hot body and I know I am strong and fast so if this collage had some single women I might have women following me.

On that subject of how I seem I have several pros and cons. My pros are that I believe I look good, I have lots of money, I am athletic, I am loyal, I try to care and help out, intelligent when I want to be, playful, have some nice physical attributes, maybe funny. My cons are that I probably don’t make myself look good (like my hair isn’t the best or that I like having a little facial hair or that I am covered in hair, its genetic), maybe too serious, takes awhile before I get comfortable around someone , not enough self confidence, needy (attention, physically like hugs, information), competitive, stick my nose in other’s business and am too curious, maybe overly protective, maybe obsessive (that's what I felt she wanted to say) but I guess if I do not feel for the person I don’t care too much, I have scars which I thought women liked but apparently they don’t, fell for someone I doubt I would ever get to that much love so I might compare, hotheaded, ether too open about myself or not open enough, started with a open family so maybe end with one, used to be depressive. Actually when you look at it my cons more than out way the pros.

I am really hungry right now since when I poured milk into my tea it curdled so I went to buy some more milk and forgot to eat breakfast and also was late for something do I didn’t eat lunch. *later this day* Ok, I am sober and digested some of the pizza. Alcohol really does his you hard when you are running on empty. It was really empty at the pizzeria but atleast there was no line and good pizza. ^^

I have to say I am really liking summer collage, it’s more active and feels better than being with family and a hell of a lot better than the collage semester, have a lot more time and am less busy. I do miss my family though. I should go to bed since it is late and sleeping feels really good among other things. ^^

PS: I can't change me profile heading, is there something wrong or is is not accepting things worth more than 1500 characters?

Question(s) of the day(week)!!!
Once again do you women (providing you are female) find scars a turn on or turn off? (or nether)

Anyone have any questions for me?

Questions to me:
corn
What are you listening to right now?
As I am typing this I am not listening to anything; but I am hearing the humming of a refrigerator and two Middle Eastern guys talking in English and Arabic. It’s odd actually; in the middle of one sentence they switch their language.

See ya when I see ya

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Sunday, July 18, 2010

Welcome to today.
Listening to: -
Feels: tired

Celebrities being political. I hate that since what they know is being a celebrity and/or being on tv or a movie that they think they know the way of the world and how the government and people should act. And usually since they are from Hollywood they say leftist things.

It’s been pretty hot over here. It’s been in the upper 80’s and lower 90’s.

Not much has been happening in the past week. It’s been me going to classes and then doing the homework the day of the class and then having a shit load of free time. Which wouldn’t be that bad but for some reason most people seem to be busy and I am getting no emails or anything, not even junk mail. But I have been arguing with a communist and it has been interesting, he said some interesting things but they were all faulty; so he recommended me to other communists to help show me the ‘truth’ but I have yet to hear from them.

Speaking of which it's the second week of not talking to a friend and it sucks. I want to talk to her and say sorry but the people I know that can talk to her are not available to talk to right now so…yah I might not be able to talk to her for a long long time. - _ -

Have not been having and dreams that I can remember, maybe it’s due to my late sleep schedule. Walking around with my laptop and my battery almost slipped out and almost lost my data on my post. 0_o’

I was working out hard Thursday but then something happened, my leg twitched and then I could barely use it. Apparently my electrolytes were low, translated being I did not have enough salt. I tried to work but after a few min of rest it didn’t get any better so I limped home and drank some salt water and felt better surprisingly.

Also I went to see the movie…um…it was called ‘Inception’. It's a movie about invading people’s dreams. It is really good especially the sci-fi thing to it and the fact that its graphics were really good. It can sometimes be hard to follow though.
I don’t know if I already told you this but I went to see the movie ‘Despicable me’. It was a good movie too; predictable at times but good.

Question(s) of the day(week)!!!
What is your favorite food?

Anyone have any questions for me?

Questions to me:
Littleinugirl
How is campus life for you?
Cautiously boring. I feel bored but it feels like the class with kick my ass at any moment.

See ya when I see ya

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