Sunday, October 16, 2005

   Thank you sams coat..........
Wow.
Im more depressed than normal and Im sick!!
WOOT! Isnt that woderful?!?!?!

Okay so.
I went down to my grandmums house on saturday so my mum and auntie could go out and id baby sit my little cousin max.
I love Max.
He is the coolest little kid ever!*hugs him*

Yes so Me and Maxie had loads of fun and he eventually passed out cause little kids tend to do that.\

then my gradmum came home and we had some doughnuts
(this was at like midnight mind you)
and talked eventually i went back down stairs and fucked around on the net.

Finally my mum came back...alone...and told me to go to sleep
So I went to maxs room and tried to sleep.
But then...
Things went insane!

My auntie came home and they started yelling at each other abd hitting and crying and it was terrifling.

They were screaming and yelling..
and I was afraid that one of tem would seriously hurt the other.

By the point my mum started laughing maincly all I wanted was a hug.

I just wanted someone to hold me so I could cry.

i started thinking how my friends cheer me up in different ways...
when I rembered I had Sam's coat....

Normally when Im sad at school Sam lends me one of his coats and annoys the hell outta me to make me happy again.

And I had that said coat with me...only problem was it was in the other room.

So I started crying. And crying.
Cause i wanted that coat...(which sounds odd but)
Like if I had it everything would be better.
So when things quited down I ran out there grabbed the coat and ran back.
Then I cruled up in to a ball hugging that coat so tight if it had been a person I would have killed them

My mum came in to apologize and she tried to hug me...
and it pissed me off.

So I just scooted away and burroed under the covers.

She thinks its all mu aunties fault and vise versa...

But.They're both at fault.
My autie may hold a little more blame but still....( alot more)

i feel bad for Max who thankfully slept through most of it,

So right now.

Thank you Sam for the use of youre coat.

I owe you big.....
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Thursday, October 6, 2005

   My nose tingles....
Goddam Bloody Razors...

Okay.So whats up?
Nothing really.The rain....its raing...YAY!
I love rain.
I stayed home sick yesterday.I felt like I was gonna vomit.
I just wanted to lay down and cry.
For a LARGE nimber of reasons....
Then I took a bath and i shaved....
Which is something you DONT WANNA KNOW..but.
The stupid razor was broken and I was too stupid to notice and ened up cutting myself all over...>.<
So....That was dense.
I didnt notice till there was blood dripping on the bathtub edge...
And ended up Chuck the razor at the wallscreaming
"GODDAMN BLOODY RAZOR'S TRYING TA EAT MAH SOUL!!"
Then as I flung it cross the room it bit my leaveing two gashs on my thumb....STUPID RAZOR!!
My mum mad me get out...
so yes...now my legs ar all bloody and sudical looking...>.>
damn.....Oh well.I got a cookie^_^

So yes....
I ened up getting my stuffed toy^_^ HAPPY-NESS!!
Hes a little cuddlie bear thats all sssoooofftt and smells good.
His name is charile....I LOVES HIM!!
He's my trama sponge.
THANK YOU KASHI!!!
*hugs kashi tight*
I LOVES YOU!!
And she gave me cute little Kurama and Hiei chibis! XD XD
KAAAAWWWWAAAAAIIII!!
So yes thats all happy!

Right now my nose is all ruuunnnny.ICK.
And Im stuck at my Dads till 8....
He has these werid tissues that have aloe or some shit on em
and it makes your nose all cold and tingly and everything smells like mint lifesavers...
damn.
Aw well....

I added new pictures.
GO LOOK AT EM BITCHES!!!
XD XD
Nah I loves you.......800 hits baby ^_~
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Sunday, September 25, 2005

   I can't find Neverland
I hate myself.
I wanna die.I wanna fly away...vainsh.
Isn't that a happy thought?
No...
I guess I'll never fly then.
~LamKyion
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Corpse Bride.Depression.Bohemian Rhapsody .Cola....oh and pudding.
Okay.So How are you all?
Good I hope.
So yes. Today was Premire of The WOnderous Tim Burton's Corspe Bride.
OMFG! It was so AWSM! I went to the first Showing at like 1:20 and NO ONE WAS THERE!
Cause it was a school day! XD XD.I loved it sooooooo much I think my head will explode.
Tim Burton is a fuckin' Genius!!!!!!!
AND to top it off they had a Harry Potter and the GOF preview!
Normally I'm just like'OMG I can't wait!' But this Preview was SO COOL thatI got swept away with it's awsom-ness !!! I was so Happy I almost cried!!
(Which is big for me seeing as How depressed I've been lately.)
So all and All you should go see it!!!

Yes.Ahhh. *cough*
I'm still depressed as all hell thou.
T_TSHOOT ME!!
*eye twich* Sorry.
I Downloaded Bohemian Rhapsody By Queen Yesterday.XD
It is the greatestXD XD If you Don't know what it is is you are completely insane!
Sorry.>.>I love it so....
I also love...COLA!!!!
CCCCCCCCOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLLLAAAAAAAAA!!!!
*chews on coke can*
Give... me... Cola.....
*The randomness causes everyone to stop reading*
Yes that would be for the best I could go on for a while....but Ill stop....
.......COLA!!!
~KYO

You'll Have to ask adam and Josh aboutthe pudding.....^_^
Perverts....
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Sunday, September 18, 2005

   I BELONG IN THE TRASH!
I BELONG IN THE TRASH!!*dance*
Current mood: awake

So yep. I had some*cough* "intersting times" lately.

Yesterday Niemi tripped me on perpose...and i was in a really foul mood....so i freaked out on his ass.
Now I feel all bad T_T and he feels bad for pushing me. And we all suck!!!
*cough* So.
In Science we had to draw a picture for Beach Sweep and the biggest problem we found or somethin' like that and the worse thing was like the 4000+ cigarettes we found.....
so gross. So me and "crazy face"(sean) couldnt think of anything.
So Amy came and was giving us Ideas we she goes
"How bout a cigarette saying I BELONG IN THE TRASH!! and he could be danceing!"
And then she starts dancing all crazy like and it was really terrifing....
so we tried to capture the horro of Amy dancing like that. and it ended up making people really happy....*sparkle sparkle*
so yes....thats all for now.....
I LOVE COOKIES!!!
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Saturday, September 17, 2005

   I HATE STUFF EVEN MORE!!
E=Grrrrrrr.
Well Apparently Venting on the net is a bad Idea.
Cause my pushy friends decided to pry into my personal life and get me to tell who this person I MIGHT POSSIBLY like is.

WHO CARES!!!
Honestly If I wanted to tell I would.
But noooooo.
Instead i was ATTACKED BY KASHI!!
She just stared at me and said who...
at that point I stared back.Stood up.Slapped her(nicely...we do that a lot!)
and ran for my fuckin' life.
Screamin ONI-BABA IS TRING TO EAT ME SOUL!!!
She eneded up chasing me around the 3rd floor of our school
(Mind you there are only three and the one we were on is really the 2nd...)
Screaming like that until she grabbed my arm and was like tell and i just kept yelling NO YOU ONI-BABA!!I WILL NOT GIVE I N TO MY UKE NATURE AND SUBMIT TO THE LIKES OF YOU!!!!
Than fumped on the floor like a sack of potatos.
Yes...just like that.
Than she sat there tickling me and shit.
GERGH!!!
I HATE TICKLING!!!
Well eventually she gave up after a lot of yelling and me hitting and running.

My dear Sammi however.Took the niocer approuch.By calmly asking who.
And I told her she didnt need to know.
And than she asked why I wounld tell her anything and why I always compare things to Felicia..and now I think shes mad at me and I'm all depressed and full of ANGER and frusterated...and mpost of all CONFUSED!!
GODDAMNIT IT WORLD WHY DIDNT YOU GIVE ME AT LEAST ONE FRIEND WHO WASN'T OVER PROTECTIVE AND MUST KNOW EVERY TINY THING ABOUT ME!!!
WWWWWWWHHHHHHHHYYYYYYYYYYY!!!
*falls over in exhausted heap*
I need a nap,a cookie,caffinee and a hug...
*grabs Naru-Kun and squezees him*

Naru-Kun you will not molest me into telling?
right?
....
RIGHT?
*stares at Naru-Kun like some crazy person*
Okay...

Yes.Rambling on and on.Sorry.Just a little more and Im vented.
Well that person.I'm not REALLy sure if I like them...but if I do.Its the first time.
My first crush of=r whatever the fuck you call it.
And it pisses me off.Because this person is everywhere I go.

So to all my pushy friends WHo are like OMG WHO IS IT AND TELL HIM/HER(HAHA NOT GIVING YOU A GENDER SO MY SEXUALLITY IS STILL UNKNOWN!!)
I give you 5 reasons why I'm not telling.

1)I'm not sure If I like this person.
2) If I do tell and find out I dont like them Im afraid that theyll get depressed.
3) I don't want to wreak our friendship(if you can call it that)
4)They are dating
5)I don't want to...

So...Im done.Leave me only Goddamn it!
(PS Sorry too all of you not involded in this.
REALLY SORRY I LOVE YOU ALL!Im just full if pentup rage!^_^)
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Thursday, September 15, 2005

   I feel Emo...
I've had a REALLY shitty day,
It really sucked.
>.>
First I forgot my lunch.
Than My friends were all depressed,and i do that empath thing where i get depressed too.
One of my Friends is sick so she was crappy. And my other friend is going to M.D.

Math is getting hard ALREADY!
This guy I think I might like is going out with somegirl as of today...meaning any hopes for me just went down the drain.T_T
(that one really egets to me)

Joshie is have BAD famliy issues and has gotten so depressed rthat he is now sick.
REALLY SICK.
Adam(his boyfriend) i near dead with worry.
Josh is SO TINY! Him not eating is VERY VERY bad. He might need to be hospitalized.

I've been SO worried about them both.
AAAANNNNNDDDD
to make my day JUST perfect my violin tried to kill me AGAIN!

Just the other day two of my strings broke and one i=hit me.Today the bridge just EXPLODED and left a large mark on my arm...
T_T
By that point I started crying.
I feel all emo...>.>
I HATE LIFE!!!
Sam tried to make me feel better by letting me wear his coat.It helped alittle.
I love his coat...so cool.And it smells good.
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