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myOtaku.com: Darke Dreams


Tuesday, September 11, 2007









Okay then. I'm confuzeled about myself. (yes I said confuzeled I made it up today) It started Sunday night when Chris broke up with me yet again. I was enraged and I didn't cry until I was securely locked in my room. After that...well...I did some things I'm not very proud of. No questions asked.

So Monday I got to school and I went on...wondering about Chris. When I was walking with him it clicked in my head that this time it was really over and I tried so hrd not to cry. I couldn't look at him...I couldn't talk to him...it was so hard. I promised I wouldn't cry in front of him and I didn't. When I got to my bus I sat down by Ashley and I just broke down on her shoulder. She's such a good person. She said she would ram a switch blade down his throat for hurting me so badly...I laughed.

Today we were walking out to the buses and...I was fine. I finally got it through my head that there are people out there who won't say forever and dump you. There are peopl out there who will love you, and people who will hurt you. But you have to put the hurt behind you and wait for a better tomorrow.

Well onto a new subject I'm in a bit of a bind. It didn't occur to me until yesterday, but I like Ashley. Today I told her there was someone I liked, but I wasn't sure if they were like that or not. Then I asked her if she was bi...I don't think she got because she asked me who it was...idk maybe she got it. Well she says she unsure about herself. She said she might be but she's never sat down and thought about it. I really want to tell her but I have NO idea what to do. Any suggestions?

Oh! And Jairen got his first boyfriend today! Squee! He goes out with Thomas and last week I told him "You should go out with Thomas, you would be cute together!" Oh! I'm never gonna leave him alone about this!

x~Erica~x
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