Saturday, August 23, 2008

Omg

I go back in 2 more days! :D Funny How I'm sorta excited about that. o.O Well today... I hated it. It was too quiet! And my drawings sucked today, usually my doodles come out really well. I had the worst Nose bleed today. One in the morning since it was really hot and my allergies started to really bother me. The other a few minutes ago, my brother threw the ball at me on purpose and I bleed like a fountain. Choir Practice, I hated it like always. The kids there are getting on my nerves. Now I just wanna be the drummer. :P My mom just makes me go now, she kills the joy in every thing. Well I have a Idea of what my next them will be. :D It has something to do with the Gazette again. But its one of their songs that I love. lol. ^__^ Well talk to you all when I can. <3 ~Zelda

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Wednesday, August 20, 2008

o.O

Only 5 more days of summer vacation. Alot of people I know are already in school, except me. I sorta excited about it... yeah weird thing to say. D: Hah lots of crap will be happening this year. I guess you'll find out on the way. I'm still thinking of a new theme at the moment. I have no idea so far. o.O Haha. ... Yeah. Just all bored now. 5 more days to go until my freedom is cut short. xD <3 ~Zelda

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Sunday, August 10, 2008

GOD! O______o

Dammit. Sorry that I haven't been back in a long while. I stayed longer than I expected. Yeah lots of things happened. Me and my dad fighting... Got banned from computer. Shopping... having fun... being stuck at the house.... Now me and my mom are leaving Tuesday. YAY! ^_____^ I'm just uber excited to go home now. Haha... I need to change my theme... something Yaoi. Any Ideas? Let me know in comments. <3 ~Zelda

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Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Haha.

I know when I'm going home now. ;] On the 12th! Yay. <3 Well I think my family over here may hate me cuz I'm "demonic" in their eyes... -_-; Lol. :| Right. They've never seen a Rocker Black chick before. ;D Well i think I'm going to the Zoo on Friday with my dad's girlfriend. (OMG i love that woman! xD she's awesome.) Yay. -Very Big Animal lover- 83 Yeah I'll go now. xD <3 Zelda~

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Sunday, July 20, 2008

Ok...

Still stuck here till probably next week before school registration. x_x I'll be home soon. Here's a random videos that i can only put in links. xDD Funny Death Note Piccys. :3 and... A funny Shippuden Moment :] Well that's it for me. .__. <3 Zelda

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Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Ooh Just my Luck! :D

Alabama's gonna be funnnnn! :3 My dad lives with his NEW and NICER girlfriend, she has internet and HOPEFULLY a working scanner, a pretty nice house with lots of nature around it, finally tress, no more desert. What sux is that the screen on my camera's broken, but the lens stil works. Hopefully we can fix that. .__. Oh yeah, I might be able to go see a certain friend. -big smiley face- It's up to my dad. haha to stop by and say hi and stuff. You know who you are. Well I'm not dead and I will try getting on alot more. Even on the chatbox with the same name. Bye-Bye! <3 ~Zelda

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Monday, July 14, 2008

Awwww! ; - ;

Well I'm leavin' Tomorrow. D; I'm excited but then I'm nervous! xD Well, it'll be the riding in a plane by myself. o.O For 3 hours... Yeah. D: But I finally get to be with my dad. I'll try to keep in contact with you guys. So far I think I'll get my most trusted friends to come on here for me hopefully. So yeah... I just came to say my goodbyes until I come back... in about a month. I'll try my best to find a computer. =] Oh one more thing, i'll be on my chatbox later so.... TALK TO ME! ................. I love you guys! See you all later. <3 Zelda

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Saturday, July 12, 2008

I don't know why but...

I dunno... yesterday has been such an mental emotional day for me. Lately I'd had to let out alot of things on my mind. I was basically really upset. One thing, we found out my mom has a chance of dying probably from going into labor when the new kid comes and that she also has diabetes. I kinda also feel like she doesn't want me around her or my brother anymore after some things that she said to me. I even had a bad dream the night before that felt like a de ja vu, it was about my dead grandfather... it's like I relived the day of his passing. I actually woke up crying and never told anyone. I think that some of my friends that are very close to me may just be lying to me, either it's pity or something else I'm not sure but I don't want to believe it. All day I was pretending to happy but then well... I dunno. When I'm alone I just felt terrible and sad. I feel scared, worried, lied to, ignored and a bit betrayed. I don't know what to do now...

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Monday, July 7, 2008

Ahhh. Fuckin' Hell!

Damn it's Hot! 105 Freakin' Degrees! Dammit. >.< This is why I hate the desert. x_X I spent the night at my best friend Denyse's house last night, so did my other friend Lizzie. We watched videos of the Gazette, some really stupid crap and anime of course. Then we talked about our ex-bf's and stayed up till like 4 in the morning... that's it. Well this will be my last week before I leave to Alabama next Tuesday. I'll be with my dad for a month. =] That'll give me a break from my bitchy prego mom. I hope i at least get to use my dad's phone to call my friends though. o.O And he better have a laptop. -_- I saw Hancock yesterday. Man that movie kicks ass. I cried at a really sad part close to the end! xD OMG Will Smith is Awesome. :3 Then after that me, Lizzie, Denyse and 2 other friends Michelle and Amanda.... went to Wal-Mart and did stupid stuff. If only I brought my damn camera. x_x <3 ~Zelda

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Thursday, July 3, 2008

-Yawns-

Ahh. Well I had a really good night's sleep...Not. =_= It's one of those days when I'm tired but I can't fall back asleep. I actually went to sleep late like at 3, woke up at 6:30 and didnt fall back asleep. Don't know why. Maybe its cuz Im stressed for somethings, like MOVING OUT and my mom HAVING ANOTHER KID. -___-; A Good thing happened to me yesterday. A guy named Jericho who I asked out when school ended was in the hospital for a week and a half because I did something bad and stupid that really hurt him and he hurt himself really bad, turns out he got out Monday and he's feeling alright and he forgives me and still loves me. =] I felt so very happy. He's in Cali or Vegas right now coming back soon I hope. I'm gonna go see my dad on the 15th and I'll be there for Month. Hopefully he can buy me the tripp pants i've always wanted that my mom won't let me have. D= Haha and I get to see my other side of the family which i'm very excited about. I may not be on cuz i dunno if he's has one. o_o I'll find a way to keep in touch with you guys though. <3 ~Zelda

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