Wednesday, February 16, 2005

   Me and my issues
Now that I have finished stuffing my gut with chocolate I am now ready for the road ahead.The road ahead mainly consists of trying to get used to my best friend again and constantly ducking the advances of this really great guy. The last one isn't working really well and he is slowly breaking down my defences. I know I can't like him and I'm going to try hard not to like him, but it's so hard not to!!

I really don't wanna get myself hurt again, which is why I'm so cautious about letting him in. But apart of me thinks that I can be safe with him, and I don't have to worry about him hurting me. I really don't know what's wrong with me. I can never shut up and be happy.
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Tuesday, February 15, 2005

Hope everyone had a good valentines. Now that it's over, we can all get the chocolate at half price!!!!
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Monday, February 14, 2005

   Valentine's Day
Well well well. It's Valentines Day. The day where single folks like me are bombarded with the fact that we are alone, miserable, and will probably spend the rest of our days like that. This day is just another reason for me to hate the world(and Christianity)and the fact that it completely fucks up a perfectly good Pagan holiday.The 14th of February was Rome's feast of Juno, Goddess of Marriage and the Queen of the Gods. But later it was changed by members of the church to St. Valentines Day after the patron saint Valentine.

The church loved to mess with the old holidays and traditions. It's kinda sad really, to know that they stole from the same people whose name and religion they tarnished with lies and blasphemy.But I guess religious tolerance isn't practiced among thieves, liars, and murderers. Wait until I tell you the real reason for Easter.
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Friday, February 11, 2005

   It's suppose to be a secret!!!!!
Damn. I wonder who else knows.
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Wednesday, February 9, 2005

   IT'S CRAZY QUIZ MONTH!!!!
Since I'm in a quizzing mood I stole this one and found it very amusing...


The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Ninth Level of Hell - Cocytus!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	Low
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Low
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Moderate
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Very High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	High
Level 7 (Violent)	High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Very High

Take the Dante's Inferno Test

This one was kinda cool

You Are the Individualist

4 You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and yourself. You are creative and dreamy... plus dramatic and unpredictable. You're emotionally honest, real, and easily hurt. Totally expressive, others always know exactly how you feel.

What number are you?

This one is really me...

G:

Your Beauty lies
in Individuality. Different, amazing, and all your
own. You like be set apart
from all others and most love that you do. You are
solitary at times, but for
the most part, there is no greater compliment to
you than someone telling you
that you are different. You're most likely a bit of
a fighter and you hate it
when anyone attempts to change who you are. You
wear what you want, look how you
want and don't let anyone tell you what do to. You
can be a little immature at
times and have trouble dealing with authority and
asking others for help. You
like to do things yourself and are independent
almost to a fault. But, people
still find your individuality amazing and the fact
that no matter what happens
or what anyone else anyone thinks about it, you
will not change who you are.

Some Things
That Represent You:

Element:
Dark, Fire Animal: White Tiger Color:
Bold Colors, Odd
Colors Song: Just They Way I Am by Angel
Expression: Smirk

Gemstone:
Bloodstone Mythological Creature: Phoenix,
Dragon Sign:
Leo Planet: Pluto
Hair Color: Unnatural Colors Eye
Color:
Amber

Quote:
"You laugh because I'm different. I laugh
because you're all the same."

Where Does Your Beauty Lie? ..::Original Pictures Are Back! Detailed Results::..
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This was kinda weird...I got 2 answers..Why did I even take this quiz?

Guys just love...how much of a loner you are and
your anti-social personality!


What Do Guys Love About You? (with pics :3)
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Guys just love...how cold and wicked you can be!


What Do Guys Love About You? (with pics :3)
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One person would be able to say whether this is me or not...

You are the comforting friend. You like listening
your friends deals and advicing them...that's
really nice! You are caring and is always there
for the ones you love!


What kind of friend are you?(anime pics)
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This one is totally me..

You are Magic. The Magical Element was created by
all Elements. She symbolises all
elements,having each of their powers. Magic
surprisingly is a calm element,but is extremly
dangerous when angered. Being the Magic Element
you are a calm person but with a short temper.
Your Element would be all of them,but you
mostly symbolise Dark or Water. Your creature
would be a witch or priestess. Congrads! You
have a Magical soul!


What Different Element Are You? For Girls only! Lovely Anime Pictures!
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Totally me again..

Your a Magical warrior! Even though this wasn't a
spellcaster quiz
that's still pretty good. You are quick to the
temper and allow only a chosen few into your
heart. It may seem a little icy, but with the
bright sunshine of hope it will melt


What type of warrior are you?(anime pics!!!^ ^) FIXED!!!YET AGAIN!!!!-_-U
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Am I really so dark?

Your Anime Goddess is Dark. Your a Dark Goddess,
and you may protray some similar traits as her.
You are gothic, loner and creative. You tend to
be always left alone beacuse of your dark aura.
Many back away from you and won't approach you
unless you acknowledge them. You tend to be a
little cold-hearted and spineless. Other Dark
Goddesses are: Skadi, Hel, Halja, Angerboda and
Ament.


What type of Anime Goddess are You?( with anime pics of course!)
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Thses were throughly amusing...Don't you agree?
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Tuesday, February 8, 2005

DUDE!!!
DUDE!!!! MSN Messenger is down. For a multi-billion dollar company, the least they could do is keep their sites up and running.

But other than the fact that MSN sucks ass, me and my best friend had made up. In some ways that's good, and in other ways that is very very bad. I won't go into those ways and just pimp "Casshern" some more...

That movie fucking rocks!!!! And if you're dumb enough not to see the movie, go and get the soundtrack. It has an awesome Alt-Rock soundtrack with just a little bit of techno. And the score is awesome. Who doesn't agree can shove their comment up their ass.

HAVE A GOOD DAY EVERYONE!!
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Sunday, February 6, 2005

   Whatever
Kyle showed up on my front porch last night telling me that he missed me. Of course this completely fucked me up and I'm now trying to figure out what I'm going to do. By the way...did anyone catch the recent episode of Samurai Champloo? My computer crashed and i lost it.
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Wednesday, February 2, 2005

   I WANT YOU GONE!!!!
I've accepted the fact that I'm a broken person and beyond repair, and I'll learn to live with the fact that I'm all alone. But I don't accept that you can be so fucking fine when my wounds won't heal. Do you even care about me, do you regret what you did? I feel like such a weakling for letting you you get like that to me. I can't fight thses feelings I still have for you and I'm angry at myself for letting them control me. I just wanna scream at the top of my lungs just so I can get some of you out of me. Sometimes I feel as if you should just die so I can have my heart back. I can't be happy with your spirit haunting my thoughts.

Why is everything so fucking awful for me right now? Where is the compassion that was so promised to me? All I ever did was live for you but now I want all of it back from you. Give me back the 5 years of my life, give me back the pieces of my pride that you stole from me. Give me back The tears I shed in your name.
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Wednesday, January 26, 2005

FUCK!!!
I really haven't posted in a long time. Let me give the low down in my new life.

(1) Casshern fucking rules!!!
(2) Paranoia Agent is one great big mind fuck
(3) Lost my best friend
(4) Found a potential boyfriend
(5)Made some changes
(6)http://www.livejournal.com/users/0darkserenity0/

Look me up!!!!

Later guys
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Monday, September 13, 2004

There is like nothing to report this week!! I mean other than breaking down the hypocritical barracks by coming in my christian alma mater with a midrif shirt reading "rotten to the core", I mean it has has been boring this week!!!!
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