I haven't posted since New Year's. I suck, yeah. I was sick for a while there, had the stomach flu-ish thing that everyone and their sister seems to be getting. Well I have two things to say in this post, so I might as well get started. One, I wanted to thank everyone for their nice comments on my New Year's post. It was a little different being so open and it wasn't the easiest thing to write. I also wasn't sure how people would react to it. But you all were beautiful and wonderfully supportive. As always, the myO community shone through. Thanks guys. It meant a lot.
And second, well I really was trying to be hopeful for 2008 being a great year. Or at least a better one than 2007, which shouldn't have been hard really. Right? But we start off with the flu, and now a few days ago, my father died. Yeah, the one I haven't talked to since April of last year.
I always thought at this time I'd be with my family. But I haven't spoken to them either. So I'm not really sure what I feel. I did the mourning for the loss of my parents in April when I left for good. So yeah, I don't know. I wonder who will get the flag from his coffin... I always imagined it would be me before. And, I'm not going to write anymore.
P.S. Thanks a bunch for the other night Evil-muffin. That talk helped a whole lot. Loves.