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Birthday
• 1993-07-22
Gender
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Female
Location
• somewhere......maybe....I'm not tellin'
Member Since
• 2007-05-25
Occupation
• internet user, video game player, and tv watcher. And of course book reader. yepoh! and how could I forget. my other job is being the family idiot.mhm. aren't I "special"?
Real Name
• tis Lauren. But you can just call me koo,koo-chan,...or Dark Heaven now I guess too...
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Achievements
• I adopted a Naruto chibi! ^.^
I gots DDR!!! and makin honor roll for the first time in awhile, and..singing? Well, I made the county music festival...
Anime Fan Since
• elementary school, dude. actually scratch that. pre preschool. The pokemon days.
Favorite Anime
• Bleach, Fruits Basket, DNAngel, FullMetal Alchemist, and many others.
Goals
• learn to cook! And get better at DDr
Hobbies
• ddr!!!, singing, writing, glomping,drawing,eating. I aint fat though. nope. >.<
Talents
• singing, writing, drawing
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Monday, June 18, 2007
here come the waterworks sort of...
...only, it's one of those times where I wanna blow up crying, but the tears won't come. It is like last year when my chorus teacher left. I cried several tears but not as much as I felt like doing...it is wierd. I sat down and really thought about this year, and I realized I don't think i ever put in alot of effort compared to tohers. Not in my relationship with Jeff, not in my friendships, not in some of my schoolwork, not in my activities and dammit not in improving myself. I let myself go downhill this year, by giving into temptation and breaking promises by cuting and putting myself down.I'm telling you it was an incredible year, but I just feel like I could have put a hell of alot more effort into everything. I'm sorry I'm not a great friend sometimes you guys, I'm sorry I can be so distant and burden-like. I just...UGHUGHUGH!!!! Why must I do this all the time?! I'm always finding something bad in the good things....
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