Tuesday, April 17, 2007

Sooo, today, has been a very good day!

I had teacher internships this morning, so I went to an elementary school in my county and was assigned a third-grade class. They are the frigging best! They're real sweeties and so nice!
I am now Ms. Stephanie, hehe. I'm never getting tired of that.

Anyways, I shall be there every tues-thur morning from like 0750 to 1015, It is GREAT!

So that was my morning, after that was study hall where my friend in front of me kept "molesting" my computer and making perverted drawings for me :) I was laughing the whole time!

Lunch was great, meatball sub and a soda. What's not great is the insane amount of stuff I gotta pay for (Two Field trips, a drama banquet I got invited to and Prom itself!)and how I have no job and no money!~ Gotta go get work, grrr.

I'm at class now, getting ready to study the cold war. Yai. Not....

Oh, more fun stuff today and a burning question presented by my friend today ^_^ You must answer it!:

If a form of birth control was to, in the middle of sex, clap your hands three times and yell "WOOGAWOOGAWOOGA!", Would you do it or would you just stick to other forms of birth control?


























Gonna go and actually listen now. Nah, I'm kidding :)
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Monday, April 16, 2007

Okay, so, Spring break has passed. Today it's my first day back at school.

OH THE INFINITE JOY!!!!

But seriously, I'm actually kind of glad to be back. I missed my best friends, missed the people around me making me laugh, and I missed the few good teachers that make my day.

Unfortunately, things happen over spring break with others that outrage/shock/anger me..... Like, my friend who shall remain anonymous got together with a guy I thought very nice when I met him. She flirted her way into getting him and now they're going out. Problem with that is, well, she's a wh**re. She flirts with whoever she can, she likes playing with guys and she also has this thing where in every case where the guy breaks up with her, she stalks him afterward. I don't mean, little stalking, I mean big-time-get-the-administrators-and-possibly-police-involved stalking. She goes thru phases see, she pretends she's sick and starts calling the guy at all times of the day and night, she pretends she's sick some more and goes to friends telling them how much of an a-hole her old bf was and how she's glad she's not with him and then finally she goes to him and keeps trying to hug him and kiss him as if they've never broken up to begin with....

Seriously, I fear for this guy, because eventually every boyfriend of hers realizes she's got nothing to offer except for maybe a good lay, and most guys she dates are decent so they're not into that, and when they get enough sense to break up with her, she goes stalker on them....

I actually think this guy deserves better so.....I am gonna talk to him. Warn him. Tell him to tread carefully around her anyways.

In other news, I've had a pretty good morning. My friends are as crazy as ever, they make me laugh a lot. Lunch is coming up. I have money today so I shall have to endure cafeteria food (::shudder::)...

OH! Big news for all those following: We had another drill competition this last saturday! It was great and at the same time, awful!!!! It was like 30 degrees farenheit out there, there was a high and mighty wind blowing, we were wearing only our uniforms which are the equivalent of jeans and a t-shirt for the good they did against the cold, and it was an outside competition. Really. The WHOLE DA** THING WAS OUTSIDE!!! I was too far gone from the cold to even focus on being nervous on the upcoming events. We won big time though:

- First place on Armed Comp.
- Second place on Unarmed and Inspection
- And FIRST PLACE ON OVERALL COMPETITION!!!

Our hard work finally paid off, and we got big trophies and gahhhh, I was so cold but sooooo happy! We even beat our rival school at this! It was great!

And on lesser news, there's this guy I like. He's a freshman (I know, I know....) but he sounds like a very outspoken and individualistic person. He has amazing blue eyes, the cutest birthmark on the left side of his lips and yeah, I have a thing for him now ^_^

That's all, I guess.... Oh, right, here come some aviies!:














Also, have a link: http://www.friendlyhostility.com

This is a webcomic, it features some sentimental yaoi But also funny plots and twists, crazy creatures and a weird acceptance rate of a 100%!
Seriously, this is my life right here, I have been following since the beginning, okay, scratch that, since before the beginning when the author was doing the other webcomic called "Boy meets boy"
(link: http://wwww.boymeetsboy.keenspace.com)

So seriously, check it out. :) I'm gonna go and uh, pay actual attention to my class now. Hehe, byes!
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Thursday, April 5, 2007

Okay, so, in Study hall again. Woot! I am eating and la-di-daying around the internet, yessss!!!

Last night I was almost done with drawing the 18th page of my comic (It's useless because I still can't put the damn thing up!!!!!!!!) and I always draw at like 10 pm, when I'm supposed to be sleeping, but instead take out my laptop, put in a Lord of the Rings movie (I have all three DVD's, eeeeeee!!!! *Looks around to see people whispering to each other about hom much of a nerd she is*) and then settle myself on bed with my comic and start drawing and finishing the sentences for the movie. I know mostly all of it by memory!

Anyways, yesterday, I fell asleep. See, the problem with that is: I HAVE A FRIGGING RITUAL! IT MUST BE FOLLOWED!!!

I have a schedule where I leave all of the clothes and jewelry I am going to wear tomorrow, done already the night before! I have my bookbag and lunch ready, I have my ride in the morning figured out and my room is clean, all before falling asleep.

Yesterday, that didn't happen. I fell asleep, drooled on the new comic (Gah, I know, grosss!), had the laundry wet this morning so I'm wearing a black and red t-shirt from back in my goth days, baggy pants with rips from back in my punk days, and girly ballet flats. My make-up is only some base and mascara and I have no jewelry on. I look HORRID! On top of it all, I'm wearing my letter jacket for drill team. I think I kinda fell like a jock too....

Oh, and I had to ride the bus. --_-- I managed to snag some lunch though. Sammich + apple tunrover = yum! I'll ask my best friend to buy me a drink ^^

All in all, it's a nice day. A little chilly, and apparently some snow tomorrow (If you're going "WTF?!?! Isn't it spring over there?!?!? Then you're not alone) and you know, If I managed to sound stuck up or centered on my looks or something, I apologize. I just care a lot, but I'm not the type of girl who breaks out the mirror every five minutes in class to check her face and stuff :) Now, THEY'RE annoying, hhahaha.

Okay, so, by now, I've had plenty of time around the internet, and here's what I found:








Hehe, I got more tomorrow :)
Have a lovely day everyone!


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Wednesday, April 4, 2007

I believe in nothing
I trust no one
I hate this place
I hate my world…

I can’t trust the tears in my eyes anymore
They keep trying to fall
I can’t trust my family anymore
They’re all gone…

Why?

I don’t want to be alone.

I’d give anything to stop feeling this pain.
I’d give everything to make him stop hitting me.

I have stopped crying. I think it’s shock.
I’d give anything to have those tears back.

I want warmth, sun, friends, love…
It’s not happening, I’m still here.

I’m cold
Alone
Cold
Alone
Cold
Alone

Stop the pain
Stop my suicidal thoughts
Stop my cowardice
Stop my life…

And forget
Forget
Please forget…

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Update!
The chemical spill yesterday turned out to be nothing more than a student in building '8' of our school setting off pepper spray.

He injured 10 kids in class with it, but they're all okay.

Yesterday when I posted, we were in lockdown so we didn't know anything about it and were fearing the worst. Thankfully, none of my friends were injured and the school's back to normal today.

In response to Angel Zakuro, I attend John Randolph Tucker High school, I don't really know what you mean by 'Permian', ^^;;;; Sorry, I'm a very loopy person!

But yes, henrico county, richmond, VA.

Thanks for your concern, you guys are the best!
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Tuesday, April 3, 2007

Worried so much.
So, my schools had a chemical spill......... There were people being evacuated, actually, here, read the story:


http://www.wtvr.com/global/story.asp?s=6318869


I really hope everyone is okay.
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Monday, April 2, 2007

Woah, so, I have reached a hundred views on my site..........YAIIII!!!!

Sorry, that's a big deal for me ^_^

*Ish amused by little things*

Anyways, on with the weekend happenings!!!!:

So, April fool's day I spent with friends. Imagine how it ended: I got slapped in the backside so many times it hurts to sit, I had whipped cream and chocolate in places I didn't know were there, and I almost had a heart attack because my best friends told me they were dating. Which they weren't. They were just freaking me out. --_--

My mommy's birthday we spent at Golden Corral. (Fancy, I know. My dad is just so......cheap.) Buuuut, I got to eat like there was no tomorrow!!!! I got steak and bacon-wrapped steak and the warm bread and pork bbq chops and rice and macaroni and cheeseee! I topped it all off with an iced tea, a sprite and vanilla ice cream drenched in caramel with about a ton of choco chips on top ^_^ I was one happy person.

Ooooh, and while I was at Golden Corral pigging out, the guy at the front place where they ask you what kinda drink you want, asked me for my phone number, haha. He was really cute, all emoish looking and sexy ~

Um, nothing much happened otherwise. I had Rotc this morning, I ended up drilling other people. I hate calling commands, I feel so stupid :p

In study hall right now, wishing I had a date for Prom or a boy/girlfriend at least but at the same time, eh, screw it.

~I hope everyone else has a wonderful day!!!! Enjoy life and drink Vault I always say!~
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Friday, March 30, 2007

Hmm, where to start today? How about with the big things in life coming up?

First: Half-day and my mom's birthday/April fool's day - Well, half-day is all good and mom's birthday is great! (I get cake! Woot!)but Aprils fool's day is the same day and my friends wanna hang out so we can have fun playing jokes on each other. Oh crike, they're the frigging worst.....

Second: I think y'all knew I was grounded. If not, well, I am. Until April 10th. Which ties in with my drill competition (Another one, not the last one. Oh, btw, my last one went extremely well, second place baby!) but this other one is on April 7th. Anyways, we have like a three-hour ride over to the comp. and I frigging NEED MY I-POD! Seriously! I can't stand being around people who are listening to music and there's me like "grrrrrr"..........So, I am gonna ask my father to pleaaaaase let me have my i-pod for that day before my punishment is over. Hopefully, he will :(

And then there's prom. I don't have a date becaus I seriously don't want one....I mean, geez, I am so disheartened as far as love goes, I just don't wanna deal w/ it, I wanna have fun!~

Okeys then, that's basically it. I had ROTC first class and we did P.T., now I'm in physics and somebody just broke my teacher's mug. Haha, it was kinda funny but sad cuz that was my favorite mug.

Random picture of the day:


So, that's me in the GIR shirt on the right and my little sister on the left. I told her, let's take a dramatic picture so look dramatic, and......she did that. Gotta love her :p
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Thursday, March 29, 2007

   Study hall again.......I'm a little sad right now. I have a good reason, I'm just not allowed to disclose it.

I have the answer to it though, and that's great! I think I'll be much happier after I get on with this decision!

And I found out that one of my best friend's ex-boyfriend has a thing for me. I'm all like O_o

Hmmmm.....

Breakafast at Hardee's this morning! Steak biscuit and iced tea!!! Woooot!

Lunch: Egg sammich, water, and a piece of pineapple cake~ Yum!

Drill practice today, I'm excited! Really! Yai!

Gonna go aimlessly wander around the internet now, dah da dadada dada da!
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Wednesday, March 28, 2007

So, laptop is almost dying, no worries, it's all good.

I am about to have lunch. Yaiiii!!!!!

I was remembering my ex-boyfriend today and now my water bottle is a useless crushed piece of plastic.

Crikes.

I have a new person in my life. She knows who she is. I love her tons :)

And all in all, I am happy ^_^
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