Saturday, December 27, 2008

   Just my random thought.......

My random thought for today is: getting an mp3 and a guitar tuner, thinking about some of your friends and wondering why your friends with them, feeling like you don't know what is important anymore,sleep deprivation,making plans, writing,listening to sweeney todd over and over, getting sentimental memories of Enchanted Bridge while watching Kiki's delivery service and feeling your bones and muscels ache because you think your growing......man adolensence is just wonderful, isn't it?

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Saturday, December 20, 2008

   Last post before Christmas....

HEy everybody!!!! OK, so the lock-in was very good, stayed up all night but i fell asleep for about three hours. Then me and Abberz went shopping and I got everybody their Christmas presents. Then we just barely made the 12:40 showing of Twilight. THAT MOVIE IS AWESOME!!!! Then on Sunday, I got a new little cousin. His name is Noah Christopher and he's a cutie. Then on MOnday I found out that the guy that I like has now got another girl friend....sigh. So the first half of the week wasn't so good for me. I stayed home on Thursday becuz i was sick. I felt guilty becuz we had preformances we were doing in theatre, but I went to school yesterday so its all good. My random thought for today is:Have a very merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!!!!!!! <3

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Sunday, December 7, 2008

   Yo homie homsters.....guess who's back?

Hey plps what is up? Not much right now, just vacilating between here and authornation. Yeah. I had a splendifourous Thanksgiving which included babysitting, shopping,cooking,eating turkey, thinking about life and some people, writing an 11 page THING for a new story idea. I don't know what to call it since its not an outline or snopsis or anything. Yeah so that was good. I got Christmas presents for Jasmine and Abberz. Yeah then last Monday it was back to school. My guy friend was going to give that girl another chance with him, after all the heartbreak she's caused him and she said no. So I am SO glad that the situation has been finally resolved. The problem now is that hes all sad becauz she said no and I'm trying to cheer him up while trying to hide my feelings for him. Gosh, sometimes I think that my life is worse than a soap opera. YEah the whole thing with my friend who is a girl has been resolved too. So yah nothing really going on now. Its Christmas time, one of my favorite times of the year. A time of goodwill and peace toward all men and women. I'll say this now to get it off my chest: JESUS IS THE REASON FOR THE CHRISTMAS SEASON!!!!!!!!! ok now i feel better. Classes are going good. My drama teacher says that we're going to put on all our Christmas shows in front of the whole ninth grade!!!!!! Yikes!!!! In english we're reading the novel Cold Sassy tree. Man if I thought my family was disfunctional!!! Yeah I had a breakdown yesterday. It just seemed like all the stress that I have suffered the past few months just suddenly caught up with me. YEah and then Abberz called and she flipped out and she cheered me up as she always does. She said that she got me my Christmas present and she told me that I told her that I wanted one at some stage in life. I'm STILL trying to figure out what I said. Oh well at least I'll have somthing to think about during science class. Yeah i watched Sweeney Todd again. I'm in love with that musical. My favorite song is "Johanna" It is so sweet!!! Let me see....what else has been going on...oh yeah. We're having a lock-in at my church on Friday night. We're gonna stay up all night and we're going midnight bowling. Then me and Abberz are going Christmas shopping, I hope. We might be too tired. I hope we go on Saturday or Sunday because I still need to get stuff for mom dad and James and Erica. I still don't know if I should get my guy friends somehting. If I was to get them something, what would I get. Ah, screw it, I'll just give them all hugs. Ya, so I won't post next weekend probably, so next post will probably tell how everything went. The video on here is "Johanna" from Sweeney Todd. ABBERZ YOU HAVE TO LISTEN TO THAT SONG!!!!! My random thought for today is: all the guys around me are going through guy P.M.S. Seriously, one minute their acting like their my best friend and the other minute their acting like their annoyed with me. Gosh, guys are so frustrating!!!! But they probably say the same thing about girls too. Peace out!!!

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Saturday, November 22, 2008

   Thanks for giving....

Your support and everlasting friendship and laughs that you've given me.THATS FOR ALL MY OTAKU HOMIES OUT THERE!!!!!!! Yeah I just feel like I needed to thank you guys becuz I always forget to say how much I love all my homie home dawgs on otaku!!! Love yall forever!!!!
Yeah sorry about how long its taken me for posting again, just not to much has been going on. Classes are going good, its my friends that have been having problems. One of my friends has this girl chasing after him, one minute she's as mad as hell at him, then the next she acts as if their best friends and its really driving my guy friend crazy. We talked each other's ears off on the bus on Wednesday and I'm trying to be a good, supportive friend by making him smile when he starts to look like that crazy guy in "The shining". And I try to come up with solutions for his problem while trying to hide my real feelings for him.Gah! Teenage years suck!!! Then one of my other friends has this whole problem with her cousin and thats driving her insane. Good thing that Thanksgiving Break is coming. Yeah we were supposed to leave for NY today, but becuz of the snow, we're leaving 2morrow. Dude, it should not snow this much until after Thanksgiving. We've already had two snowdays and one two hour delay!!!! I watched the musical Sweeney Todd and I love it!!! A little too much blood but its good!! So yeah lifes going good so far and I'll write back when I'm back and I'll tell u what happenend!!!
My random thought for today:Merry Christmas to all!! oh wait a minute, wrong holiday, Happy Thanksgiving and don't choke on the turkey!!!!(that goes for you especailly Abberz!!!) Bye *Hugs*

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Saturday, November 8, 2008

   High hopes and random quotes...

"Whats done is done,
whats said is said
so why plague your mind
with thoughts that hurt your head?"
I came up with that quote this morning and I can't make myself believe it. Wow, I just noticed that my title rhymes,sweet. Ok getting back on subject. See this whole thing started when I was on the bus on Thursday. Me and Erica were talking about this one guy that we both hang out with and kinda have a crush on (yes Abberz it is the dude..) And we came up with a plan to figure out what he thought about us. Then Friday morning, me and Erica were talking about it and he just happened to be there and was listening and was curious. So yeah the whole thing ended up on Friday afternoon being all weird because we told him about it and he just gave me this really weird look, like he was embarassed to tell me how he feels about me. So yeah I have a VERY bad feeling that this whole thing is going to make my whole friendship with the dude very weird and more complicated than it already is.Right. In all other ways school is going fine. Erica said she would ask him what he thought about me (she texts him on the weekends) and hopefully this will all turn out for the better and he won't quit being my friend. But I mean I keep getting mixed signals from him.... and whats going to happen if he does like me and I tell him that I like him? Grrr, its one of those hormone bazooka times. Classes are going good. I'm going up to New York to visit family in about two weeks. I can't wait. I'm so ready to get away from this town, just not ready to get away from the people in it. Grrrr, there are some days I wish that I'd never started talking to the dude. So like I said hopefully this will turn out for the better. My random thought for today is: I had another weird dreams last night. I had a dream about the Phantom of the Opera. Hmmmm I guess thats what happens when you listen to the soundtrack right before you go to sleep. I also had two dreams about the dude. I can't stop thinking about him when I'm awake and now he's invading my dreams, man he should leave me alone! I HATE MY HORMONES!!!!!! Bye plps.

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