Sunday, November 26, 2006

   ?
Well howdy to all this mornin.I had a fun night.Im happy once again...yet sad because i must leave today.I so badly wish I had the internet at home.But,i'll be back.I really need to help my dad fix the steering in his truck.And I got nothin else to say publicly.laterz
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Saturday, November 25, 2006

   Ok,generic soda sucks.Im drinkin this stuff called "Moon Mist".Yeah,gay name.I think its made by hippies.Its official,never watch Cradle of Filth videos before you go to sleep.I rarely remember my dreams.Actually,I couldnt remember my dreams until last weekend.But,someone changed that.Yeah,it was like I was in the video,Nymphetamine.And someone else was too.I wonder if she knows who im talking about?But,thats my boring account of my life since last night.I might post again today,depends how bored I get.And im currently in a delema...my hair is really thick.Its only back down to my eyes.Im just trying to decide if im going to undercut it again(buzz the sides and back of my head)cause that makes it look normal when its down.And if I do,when?Its drivin me nuts.If I do it now,I can still make it look fine,but w/out gel,I'll look like the lead from Mudvayne used to minus the blue hair.Decisions decisions.And it takes like a half hour to do it by myself w/2 mirrors.Or,do I want to grow it out full and look like a Super Saiyan from DBZ?Cause thats what it'll look like if I do.Decisions decisions....
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Friday, November 24, 2006

   And he sat back in bliss,and the angel wispered:
I love you.Im happy.Oh so happy.I would dance,but no one could see it.Dont know if ya can see the new background,but its Slipknot.I still gotta work everything out.It has almost been a year since I messed around on myO.Il'l remember eventually.But,until then,if you cant see the background when my site is loading,tough shit.I spent all night proving myO is better than myspace to me mom.Now she wants one just because of the Devil smiley for your mood.Sweet.
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Thursday, November 23, 2006

Somethin
There's somethin I havent done for awhile.Lyrics.And todays lyrics are:Stirb Nicht Vor Mir(Dont Die Before I Do) by Rammstein.And its already translated,so yall dont have to learn German.

The night opens her lap
The child's name is loneliness
It is cold and motionless
I cry softly into time
I don't know what your name is
But I know that you exist
I know that sometime
someone will love me

He comes to me every night
No words are left to say
With his hands around my neck
I close my eyes and pass away

I don't know who he is
In my dreams he does exist
His passion is a kiss
And I can not resist

I wait here
Don't die before I do
I wait here
Don't die before I do

I don't know who you are
I know that you exist
Don't die
Sometimes love seems so far
I wait here
Your love I can't dismiss
I wait here

All the houses are covered in snow
And candle light in the windows
They lie there together
And I
I only wait for you

I wait here
Don't die before I do
I wait here
Don't die before I do

I don't know who you are
I know that you exist
Don't die
Sometimes love seems so far
I wait here
Your love I can't dismiss

Don't die before I do

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boredom
I really have nothin to say.All I gots is to wish the people that visit me a happy Turkey Day.Join the rest of America and become a glutton for a day.Im currently downloadin music and plotting a whole new layout for the site.It'll either be Slipknot or Rammstein oriented.Well,Laterz.
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Wednesday, November 22, 2006

...
Ok....I geuss im still dead to the world.4 visits in a week,and 3 were the same person...sweet.I AM loved.Hell yeah.And to all it matters,any of you ever been to Oklahoma in the fall?There are deer....everywere.Which,im happy,cause I got me a deer Monday.Legally.And I used no firearms,bows,spears,etc.I used my truck.I was doin' 65mph on a gravel back road,mindin' my own business when a damn doe jumped right out in front of me.I almost wrecked depending on your definition of a car wreck.To me,a wreck is a collision you cant drive away from.But,HELL YEAH!I got deer meat and jerky!And it never tasted better.As for the truck...its fine,just messed up my grill and got blood all over everything.Deer are some messy creatures I tell ya.And,thats the only thing interesting that happened since my last post.My life is so much fun.So,Thank whoever you people worship for old trucks,big tires,and no power steering.
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Sunday, November 19, 2006

.....
I forgot to mention,My "mother" is an internet junkie,so,im lucky to be on here,especially at night.Here and her stupid myspace.so,contacting me may be a lil iffy.And,my lil sister also uses this SN.
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Im Happy
I got ahold of the friend.Well,sorta.But any news is good news.Lets see...another account of my life maybe?My truck is running,really good.But,Since I dont have my license,I can only drive to a friend of the families house to catch the bus.Problem is,my dad lets him use it.This "friend" drives my truck like a Stock car even on the backroads.He tries to do tune-ups and fucks everything up.And,he joyrides in it while im at school.Itpisses me off.So,I just told him the local police are following my truck.So....he no drive "the Beast" ,as his wife calls it, anymore.They let the guy that slept w/ my little sister out of jail 2 weeks ago.I have sustained numerous injuries lately(big suprise huh?),I was sick for the last 3 weeks or so,and,my ex-grandfather killed my Pit Bull,my German Shepherd,and my Black Lab.But now I have Otis.He's half Pit and half Pug.Dont ask how.And hes an onry lil shit.He destroys every chew toy he gets in an hour.If I can get a pic of him,I might let yall see him.Even wierder,He was born the first night "The Devils Rejects" was in theaters.Thus his name is Otis.And thats a funny movie by the way,so watch it.Or watch it again.My hair is no longer to my chest either.I kinda had an accident with a blow torch.But,its past my eyes now so,im happy.And to add to the lookin different category,I lost 50lbs last spring.Not a good thing.I weighed only 105 lbs.I got very,very sick for three months.It took all summer and all fall just to get back to 153lbs.It was funny,everyone thought I was on roids.I like my equipment at the size it is,sorry.I just worked out and drank whey protein.But,my arm is getting tired from holding the keyboard down so it wont wobble,so,ima quit now.Oh yeah,I did quit smoking.For about a day.But,im down to a 1/4 a pack a day.I'll try again as soon as there is less stress in my life.And I ramble too much,so,laters.
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Saturday, November 18, 2006

It never dies
Hey.....geuss what?Im alive.In your face Fate.Its been a little rocky.But im back.kinda.Like once or twice a month.I would make this longer,but...I must get ahold of someone very important.She knows who she is.
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Tuesday, November 1, 2005

Ok,firewalls blow
Man,finally get a pc to use,and,whatta ya know?McAfee wont let me pull up my site.Man,I think I might just give you all a brief insight of my life from my mothers funeral in june,til current.My grandfather is an idiot/maggot.I have had DHS called on me several times and the county police.Apparently,I carry guns,knives,drugs to school.Im a druglord.Im a pimp.He alsopoured sawdust down into my engine and gas tank.He turned my maggot brother against us.Which I will pound my brothers head into a pulp.I have severed the ties between one fourth of my family.Soon,I shall move,so my grandfather will quit torching stuff and breaking into my house.And what can I do?Nothing.My father forbids me to do nothing but photograph the mans haneous hate crimes.Im on the verge of talking to myself in third person going on a rampage.My life sux royally.My best friend who is twenty,slept w/ my little sister who is thirteen.So,I cant be around him.And hes usually attached to my only other friend,so,I sit at home all the time,bored.And thats a small morsel of my life.As soon as I get my internet back at home,Il'l post more of it.And,now,I get to delete one of my post and hopefully,the firewall will let me in.If it was my pc,no problem,but its an associate of mines.So,laterz,your lives dont suck compared to mine so dont gripe.
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