Monday, July 31, 2006
Don't you forget about me...
why does everything seem grey all of a sudden? I'm tired and fed up with life. Nothing ever comes together in the end.. bah you'd think i'd be used to that by now... WORLDMEDS. Oh my god drugs. I need stones. I'll be okay tomorrow... My moods are so fickle.
i don't like drunk me. But i crave being drunk anyway. I like the feeling of things not being real. where for a few hours nothing matters. and the things you cry about are non existent problems that you make up in your head and then believe (well last saturday anyway...whyy??) Bi-POLAR. fuck it. I wish I wasn't such a worrier. Ymeen. comment me... uh advise if you must... i need comfet :-)