Thursday, July 27, 2006

okay....i'm here!!!i woke up late (around 11,which i dont normally do) and left for the library immmediately...i got lost along the way too.i lived in this town my whole life and i decided to go into perfectville(perfectville is the area where all the really nice houses are)..but anyways,my dad called last night and i said to him that i wanted to take my little brother to see monster house but he said that he saw it and then i asked about pirates of the caribbean,and he said he didnt see it so i'm gin with him to see it...kagura went to the movies with her brother with their money and saw lady in the water,but i want to try and get her to go see monster house with me...also i'm tryin to get some tabs for my guitar and i'm having a hard time finding a stie so if anyone knows of a good site,tell me please...thanks...well going now
seeya
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Tuesday, July 25, 2006

okay...my weekend wasn't as good as it could have been.i ended up not goin on thurs. to see pirates,cus kagura and her brother had to clean and i had to be home at a certain time so i could see my gram...that day my mom flipped out saying that somelunch meat and cheese was missing out of the fridge and me and my sis couldn't go anywhere until someone confessed to it!!!i was so mad..it was the second time i was to go out this summer(cause i dont like people here and my friends live on opposite ends of town)...so i didnt sleep over on friday either.well,it eventually turned into me getting in trouble for it (and i didnt do it).she let me sleep over on sunday and that was good cause i was grounded all weekend for taking the stuff...Kagura was sick when i stayed over but it didnt bother me...so yeah...i didnt get to see the movie yet so i'm giving up on it...i had a weird dream last night that involved me with some teddy bear that flew around and did things if you said a certain spell or something.then i was goin out with kadaj or something(hey dont hurt me please..i was goin to watch advent children bfore i went to sleep but i ended up not doing that,soo.....yeah.gotta go people
seeya
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Monday, July 17, 2006

ughhh...i'm back.for my time down in Wilwood it wasnt as fun as it could of.briyt flipped out on me a lot while we were down there andmy moms boyfriends kid kept on goin at me and stuff and i was about ready to strangle both of them.plus,while i was down there,i found out that(okay,there is a girl in my school that went out aroung X-mas this year and we found out that she had leukimia and was goin through therapy)she passed away and stuff...but otherwise cause of all the storms we had there were jellyfish washin up on the shore.i found one the size of a pizza pie...yeah,and it was one of the ones that can sting you too(the clear ones wont hurt you but the ones with color will).i'm a soon-to-be-aunt.my oldest sister is pregnant(sad thing,we saw it coming)...i'll be sleeping over my friends house this week(hopefully)and will go with her to see the second pirates of the caribbean movie(again,hopefully)....

well gotta go,
seeya
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Thursday, July 6, 2006

hey whats up guys...sorry i havent been able to comment on everyone.but i will try to.i will be gone for a week.i'm goin to Wildwood,NJ.i'm getting a few cameras so i will post them the next time i come on..today i had to go to the library(i'm here right now)since my mom doesn't have a computer in the house that actually works.while i was going,i met with my friend sango,then Begley.Begley and i then went to go to Burger King and get something to eat,and we met with some other friends...we ate then me and Beg(shortened version of Begley) went to the library,i got a new card(other one's MIA in my room)and got the money thats due paid off from my sis(she got a manga and didnt bring it back in time so i got the late fee)i have to do a book for the summer and half of them aren't interesting,but i got one,so i'll read it before anything happens and i dont get one.my sis's gonna have to pay me for the money that was on the card and on her own so she can get her book cause i'm not allowed to let her use mine now(not that i would).she got in trouble while we were at our dads house.my dad is taking me and my sis to go see My Chemical Romance and some others at this music fair thing.Britt asked if she could have a friend go along,and he said yes...she said to me oneof the nights we were there "what if you dont want to go to the concert?..then maybe a friend could go in your place?"i just looked at her and didnt answer.the next day my gram was goin to do laundry (laundry room is right next to my room,and i was there) britt asked me if i would sell my ticket to her other friend. my gram asked "what tickets" my sis said the concert tickets and my gram flipped out on her for trying to get me to do that...well i gotta go
seeya
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Tuesday, July 4, 2006

anyone want a twin?cause she's pissing me off
hi...i'm tired.my sister kept me up the other night.she likes Afi and lets say i could'nt really care less about them,and she was blasting her cd player and didnt have the headphones on her ears,so i was forced to listen to that shit(no offense if you guys like them,but i wish they'd fall off the face of the earth).and i didnt have a cd player so she was letting me use hers and she took it back when i wouldn't do something for her.i ended up going upstairs and stuff happened where i eventually slept upstairs(and i must say, my dads couch is quite comfy).I was so tired all of yesterday,i almost fell asleep just sitting there watching tv.then last night she started pulling the same shit again.she was trying to get me to listen to her music,still blasting her damn cd player.and as for me, i was dead tired and was trying to sleep,and shes up reading mangas and blasting the music and the tv was on too(if you haven't got it yet, we share a room at our dads house). then she was screwing around with her hair(she has an emo haircut,because she is now emo and was saying just a few months ago that they were fags and hated them.)and wanted me to look,and all i wanted to do was sleep so i ignored her.she was throwing things at me and even put her empty glass up to my head trying to get my attention,which in turn got soda on my pillow.i told her she was cleaning it up and she said there wasn't anything on it,so i just went upstairs(cause lets just say this much:mess with me when i'm kranky,and my mean gothy side comes out(yeah..this is funny i'm goth any my twin is emo.while we were in school,people didn't know we were twins and didn't think it for that matter)i looked at the clock when i got upstairs and it was 1:00 in the morning...okay enough complaining out of me.i went to barns and nobles the other day, i got hellsing 1,3,6,&7(mangas.i have #2 and i did have the 1st,but i dont know what happened to it)we ordered 4 and 5 cause they weren't there....I'm also getting the kingdom hearts soundtrack!!!the guy that was at the desk said that they had a copy there,but it wasn't there so we decided to order that too.we'll get a call from them today or tommorrow for them...oh, and guess what.i'm 15 right now,and i am a soon to be aunt.my older sister(whose 17) told us this week that she's pregnant(and with the crowds that she was hanging with,i'm not surprised).she called my mom and asked if she could get some stuff like her birth certificate and maybe a little money so she could get a job,cause she's living at her boyfriends house and apparently she won't be able to get what she needs out of their money or something.my mom asked her who the father of the baby was,and she refused to tell, so my mom said she was on her own with it(my krankiness comes from her and mine is only a tiny portion of hers,so...you duck and cover or head for the hills on this).but it didn't matter anyway,she found out who it was from my aunt.the river over here is finally lowering.we had another flood(we ahd one last year,but it wasnt as bad as this)i have the pics i'm putting up (or i hope i do)put up are from last year(note that)okay,this is one of the bridges...we call it the free bridge cause the other has is a toll bridge



this is the other bridge(the toll bridge)




and these are pics of random flooding






well,gotta go
seeya guys(hope i didnt bore you)
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Saturday, July 1, 2006

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hey...hows everyone.not much on my end my birthday pool party thing was yesterday.it was fun,but for some reason i feel that my best friend ruined it...i dont know why.i invited my friend(we call him inuyasha).but all the time we were there she kept staying with him and being bummed out...she wasnt even trying to talk to anyone.and for some strange reason,i'm getting really upset over her recently.she told me not to cut myself(yeah,i tried cutting myself)and she keeps on doing it.it seems like every time i try doing something for her,she's never fully happy with it.like the pool party for example,i invited her and her little sister but they couldn't get there and i talked to another girls dad to see if he could take her to there..let me tell you something.i have a hard time telling people things,so parents are even worse.and what does she do almost the whole time:sulk around and chase inuyasha around(he's also her ex and her family doesn't like him)And kagura probably wont read this at all because she never goes on my site anymore...and recently i have a smile on her face,but to me it seems like she's upset over something...and recently i've been feeling different,too. i'm now freaking out over everything and having breakdowns..i just feel like i'm losing it,really badly.... ...shut it gir!!!oh,i just thought of something..i now have a myspace.if anyone wants to add me or whatever you can add me,but pm me telling me you are...i'm not inviting random people on my site..plaese let me know,ok?
heres my url : http://www.myspace.com/crimsonvampire
well i thank you guys for actually reading this,since no one where i am wants to listen to me
seeya

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Sunday, June 18, 2006

UGHHHHHHH....
i hate trying to get new backrounds...they never work for me.as you can see,i changhed my theme from advent children to loveless.i tried gettin two or three different ones for it and all of them didnt work!!!!my sister is going to be so pissed off at my mom....well,when we were camping,britt decided she didnt want to go and went to stay with my dad.and apparently didnt have a good shirt or something so she went to my house,couldn't get in and so she pulled out the air conditioner that was in the one window and got in..she told my dad that mom knew we did it before and was okay with it...boy was she wrong..my mom flipped out on him when he told her this morning.in two weeks we're having our birthday party,and my mom said she's not goin to it because of that little stunt.it doesnt matter to me because all she seems to be doing to me recently is being mean to me and she even told me she hates me...and the way she said ,i know she meant it.she also keeps on talking badly about my friends.i seriously dont know what to do.while camping i got 14 bug bites that i found (so far).they had a thing there were jupiter was supposed to be close and we got to see it through a telescope...it was cool. and sorry i didnt get to everyone's site last time...i have to use a library computer and my mom didnt let me stay long.well,hows everyone doin?(hopefully not as bad as it is for me)
seeya
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Tuesday, June 13, 2006

hello....sorry i havent been on in a while,things are gettin crewy here...its the last week of school and we have finals(course,they do it the last few days too.)i did my english fianl yesterday,today i did my science and math final,and tommorrow i do my german and intro to guitar final.tommorrow i am also goin over to kagura's house...she got an idea:since school's almost over,we were goin to a park with some friends,but her parents found out that her boyfriend was goin to be there,so they want it at her house.......speaking of boyfriends*begins laughing* i started goin back out with my ex mike(im callin him naraku cuz he likes every other evil character)and my dad found out this weekend when i went over to his house.that night he came into me and britt's room to talk. he said the he knows "passion can overtake us sometimes" and brought up the birds and the bees thing.i had to wait to die of laughter until he left the room or he would've gotten mad. i got my yearbook today....but the cheap bastards cut a page out!!!apparently there was a girl wearing really short shorts and they thought people would think it was underwear or sumthin and cut the page out.it's really big,because the town next to us had it on the front page of the newspaper.anyways,during this weekend im goin campin and i might be stuck in the tropical storm that hittin the US....okay,well i think that's about it,im goin to go and comment for you guys now....
seeya
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Thursday, June 1, 2006

you know what I didn't realize?i get out of school in ten days!!!!i dont want to be there but, yeah, parents love putting us through hell.Ci got kicked out last night, and she had three huge hickeys covering her whole neck...it was disgusting...but when she went to talk to me i kept trying to keep from lookin at them....im goin back out with my ex...i started on wed. and felt like breakin up with him afterwards.i'm not good with people....so,yeah.not much's doin good for me.and someone said they never heard of the hamster dance,i have a video for it....
well,seeya


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Sunday, May 28, 2006

hi...so bored nothing to do......went to kaguraasthewind's house fri. and went to the dance with her.it was the incoming freshman dance and a lot of my friends at the middle school were there.my one boot i hads on kept on coming untied,and every time i bent down to tie it my one friend Brook would jump on me.she did it the whole time we were there.then she put water in my hair,and i kept doin it,my hair was drenched by the end of the night...it was funny.i asked the dj to play the hamster dance...and he did!my friend keep telling me that my ex michael is goin to ask me out again,but i dont know whats goin on,so....yeah
seeya
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