Wednesday, January 30, 2008

   I'm so proud

I adopted a Naruto chibi! ^.^


Name: Haku
Likes: Zabuza
Dislikes: Anyone against Zabuza(or me)
Owner: Chedda Hodges

Click here to adopt your own Naruto chibi! I'm so proud of myself now, I just finished the normal naruto series. Next stop shippuden, believe it! ;D I think I might start youtubing different series now, if anyone has a series they thiink is just awesome, pass the name to me so I can check it out, k?
Itsudakimatsu
Crimson
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Saturday, January 26, 2008

   a new poem thingy

I adopted a Naruto chibi! ^.^


Name: Haku
Likes: Zabuza
Dislikes: Anyone against Zabuza(or me)
Owner: Chedda Hodges

Click here to adopt your own Naruto chibi! One day there was an end to the road
In front of me lay a doll with broken eyes
she lifted her head, it smiled at me
She looked so sweet, her hair an ocean
Her face warmed me inside out
Her pyshique was heavenly, so innocent
She saw me smiling down at her
She started to pull at her hair
stabbing her face with needles and sticks
trying to rip out her stomach, her thighs,
her chest

Please tell me dear doll of porcelain
Does it hurt when you crack
Are you in pain to see me smile like you never could
Those seas were killed, her hair left dead
Her face looking up at me, a clown reflected back
her body so filled with cracks and scratches
she smiles at me and her face crumbles
"Am I pretty now" comes a dusty voice
a blood red tear falls to settle on her lips
I open my arms and the doll comes forward
the once sleeping beauty, now a distorted soul
I crouch, she hugs my neck, tears staining my shoulders
I'll still take her, I'll still hope and pray
My arms around her, she looks at my face
Its still cracked from smiling once
she holds to me tighter, her tears stop
"Goodbye" a slight whisper says
she holds tighter and crumbles into rubble
the wind picks up her ashes, an "I love you" follows
The path reopens, I can see it through the mist
I try to go forward, I try to move but can't
I look down at my legs that refuse me
on my foot lies a porcelain dolls hand


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Tuesday, January 22, 2008

   You now whats wierd

I adopted a Naruto chibi! ^.^


Name: Haku
Likes: Zabuza
Dislikes: Anyone against Zabuza(or me)
Owner: Chedda Hodges

Click here to adopt your own Naruto chibi! I've just thought about this, and it also might have a good reason with why I suck as a boyfriend.
1. Up until my last girlfriend, somebody had told me previously that me and that one person would make a good couple (no longer taking that type of advice)
2. I think that I probably take relationships way too fast and serious ( especially for todays world)
3. I'm not really that cool or interesting and don't really have a life (just wait 'till I leave the house, I'll find myself a life ;P) all I really am interested in is drawing, writing, and making my full metal katana (sword)

If any of you have dealt with any of this, or have advice, please PM me!!
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   You now whats wierd

I adopted a Naruto chibi! ^.^


Name: Haku
Likes: Zabuza
Dislikes: Anyone against Zabuza(or me)
Owner: Chedda Hodges

Click here to adopt your own Naruto chibi! I've just thought about this, and it also might have a good reason with why I suck as a boyfriend.
1. Up until my last girlfriend, somebody had told me previously that me and that one person would make a good couple (no longer taking that type of advice)
2. I think that I probably take relationships way too fast and serious ( especially for todays world)
3. I'm not really that cool or interesting and don't really have a life (just wait 'till I leave the house, I'll find myself a life ;P) all I really am interested in is drawing, writing, and making my full metal katana (sword)

If any of you have dealt with any of this, or have advice, please PM me!!
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Thursday, January 17, 2008

   The Girl That Waited (read this)

I adopted a Naruto chibi! ^.^


Name: Haku
Likes: Zabuza
Dislikes: Anyone against Zabuza(or me)
Owner: Chedda Hodges

Click here to adopt your own Naruto chibi! The class began, I sat in thought
I was getting depressed, brain left in a knot
I thought of my parents, how I let them down
I felt almost evil, my face made them frown
I thought and I struggled to listen in class
Thinking no one here cares, I'm part of a mass
Nobody cared, all would go on
I heaved a huge sigh as I took all this in
but never understood what was wrong within
The class ends and everyone leaves me
except for one girl
this one sad girl
She had so many problems, so much pain in her life
But this one girl had the time for me
She asked what was wrong
I was so selfish, I unloaded it on her burdened back
She hurts now more than ever, and all I can do
Is tell you of her, and hope that one day
She will get better, and I can help her too

If you understood, and you can feel her pain too
please pray for her, as I often do
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Wednesday, January 16, 2008

   hello everybody

I adopted a Naruto chibi! ^.^


Name: Haku
Likes: Zabuza
Dislikes: Anyone against Zabuza(or me)
Owner: Chedda Hodges

Click here to adopt your own Naruto chibi! I'm just popping in to say hi to anyone smart or cool enough to stumble upon my site. sign my gb, pm me, do something to let me know you came by k

Crimson
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Tuesday, January 15, 2008

   Lonesome Banner

I adopted a Naruto chibi! ^.^


Name: Haku
Likes: Zabuza
Dislikes: Anyone against Zabuza(or me)
Owner: Chedda Hodges

Click here to adopt your own Naruto chibi! Sound your existence, that your here
A new life for the broken starts now
As we live through the changing seasons we,
..have gained stregnth and wisdom, but..
Life just looks like a survival game
In the passing time, I had forgotten
That I even felt the feelings I left behind
When you are falling, you learn loneliness
.....But we are not alone....
Reveal your emotions, your deep emotions
Tears won't continue to change this fate
Sound your heart in the darkness, we will meet again
Under the banner of shared pain
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   my Ideas on life

I adopted a Naruto chibi! ^.^


Name: Haku
Likes: Zabuza
Dislikes: Anyone against Zabuza(or me)
Owner: Chedda Hodges

Click here to adopt your own Naruto chibi! This life is my story, no one else controls it. We are only allowed a beginning, a middle, and finis(Yes I did Spell it right). Love is not a word I know, What I do is care and want to be cared about, I prayed and miss and dream about an equal who will pray and miss and dream about me as I have them. People say they Love someone and I wont run on their parade but I dont beleive in that hurt. I believe that hurt in me is the recognization of what I want and knowing that I may never ever find it (partially because I am human and we all are allowed to be selfish). Oh well, life goes on and I'll continue to write my book until the finis.
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   my Ideas on life

I adopted a Naruto chibi! ^.^


Name: Haku
Likes: Zabuza
Dislikes: Anyone against Zabuza(or me)
Owner: Chedda Hodges

Click here to adopt your own Naruto chibi! This life is my story, no one else controls it. We are only allowed a beginning, a middle, and finis(Yes I did Spell it right). Love is not a word I know, What I do is care and want to be cared about, I prayed and miss and dream about an equal who will pray and miss and dream about me as I have them. People say they Love someone and I wont run on their parade but I dont beleive in that hurt. I believe that hurt in me is the recognization of what I want and knowing that I may never ever find it (partially because I am human and we all are allowed to be selfish). Oh well, life goes on and I'll continue to write my book until the finis.
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Monday, January 14, 2008

more mockery on my part

I adopted a Naruto chibi! ^.^


Name: Haku
Likes: Zabuza
Dislikes: Anyone against Zabuza(or me)
Owner: Chedda Hodges

Click here to adopt your own Naruto chibi! He who becomes a beast, gets rid of the pain of being a man
for what advantages are there in man
what am i not seeing if this is so much better
my dog seems so much happier not knowing
just what he is missing

I dont need help, I need to help myself
the truths are scary
but thats only because they are real
Life Everescent


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