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Saturday, March 12, 2005


   Grr...
I'm so angry right now! MyOtaku just deleted one of my wallpapers, and there are two reasons why I'm very pissed off.

1) They deleted it for image quality. WHAT THE HELL IS IMAGE QUALITY??? All my wallpapers are the same quality, wtf?

2) I don't even know which wallpaper they deleted...but it decreased my number of downloads by a bunch...i have less then I did two days ago!

Plus, MyOtaku didn't delete the wallpaper that the other guy stole, and he closed off his profile so no one can PM him!
Talk about a coward, not to mention a pain in the a$$

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Wednesday, March 9, 2005


Chorus fieldtrip
Grr....I went on a fieldtrip today for chorus, and it was the WORST fieldtrip I've ever been on! I had to sit thirty minutes on the bus next to this girl, who I swear is the most talkative girl you'll ever kno. I mean, I was polite and everything and just kept on shaking my head, but inside I was screaming.
We went to go watch the musical 'You're a good man, Charlie Brown'. I've got to say...it was one of the cheesiest musicals I've ever seen! I mean, it was okay and everything, but....sorta scary in a way as well. At least it's over now.
Btw, the poem I put up yesterday was written by a girl with the pen name Ironic Allure.
Here's another poem written by her! Her poem's are really great, they make me so sad...

Don't you Worry

Iím almost dying every night
Endless tears fall down
Screaming at the top of my voice
And yet I make no sound.

But donít you worry Iíll hide it
Tomorrow, It will not show
Iíll cover it up, every trace
Not one of you shall know.

So much inside, so many emotions
For a pitiful, worthless soul
Iíve held on for much too long
That Iíve lost all my control.

But donít you worry, It wonít show
These feelings I will hide
No one will hear, no one will see
The shadows by my side.

I fall apart, lose self-respect
To a point of self destruction
I lose my faith, donít ask of hope
Lost everything to corruption.

But donít you worry, Iíll lie again
Iíll be the girl you think you see
Iíll carry on, like nothingís wrong
Be the girl you want me to be.

And for the record, Itís getting tough
These smiles are harder to fake
Iím getting tired of trying each day
To the point, where I almost break.

But don't you worry, It's all okay
I'll act like nothing's wrong
I'll fall alone, I'll crumble in two,
And still, convince you I'm strong.

I'M PISSED OFF!!! I just found out someone, Gundamseedrockz, copied one of my wallpapers and used it as her/his! It was my Cagalli one....I'm very dissapointed. I didn't think I'd need to put my signature on every single wallpaper cuz I trusted ppl here...she/he also stole two other gundam seed wallpapers as well. I hope Otaku takes care of this problem!

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   Haha
So, how r u all doing? I'm been doing crappy lately, 2 tell the truth.

My whole math class just took a test, and the average grade was 69%! My teacher took the liberty of making us all do the retake, cuz everybody got scores below 80. I've been working my butt off all day, since this test is the last grade to go onto our report cards.

I swear, if I get a bad grade, my mom will slaughter me. Or ground me from the computer, which is just as bad :( I'm off to study once again!

Here's a really sad poem I found:

Whisper of an Angel
Turn away, don't look back,
As my heart, fades to black.
Angels calling in my ears,
Coaxing me away from my fears.
All good things must finally die,
These teardrops are my last goodbye.
Never could I heal for you,
Nothing could see me through.
Into the shadows, I will tread,
Voices calling, ĎBetter off Dead.'
No one reaching, to keep me here,
As I hang my head, with a final tear.
Just turn around, walk away,
Itís all my fault, that Iím this way.
Beauty fades and time won't heal,
All this pain, that I still feel.
I keep it hidden from prying eyes,
This angel broken behind a disguise.
Darkness consuming a patchwork soul,
A heart too shattered to become whole.
Clip my wings, take my halo away,
As all their splendor, pale to grey.
A rising dream that was never fulfilled,
This heart and soul your eyes have killed.
A fragile girl turned towards the shadows,
As the innocence dies, depression grows.
Eyelids closed, painted dark as night,
An angel who gave in to her fright.
Too many whispers left upon her lips,
A heart imperfect, covered in chips.
No longer alive, gave in to allure,
This broken angel, breathes no more.
Believed half truths, within her mind,
Tripped her and left her, far behind.
Frozen tears upon pearly white skin,
She gave it all up, she gave it all in.

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Sunday, March 6, 2005


:(
My mom came home today....sigh, there goes my short period of freedom. I was having so much fun doing nothing too!

Ah well, I guess I'm sorta happy, I won't be eating take-out any longer. My dad wouldn't let me use the stove....I wonder why? *sniff* My mom got this really weird haircut, it sorta freaked me out.

Hope you're all having a wonderful weekend!

Darkness
Your element is Darkness: Self centered, strong
willed, mischievous and mysterious. Your quite
dark and often times frightening, although you
may be good looking its just a costume hiding
the darkness of your heart. You detest everyone
but yourself, people are simply insects to be
burned under the power of your magnifying
glass. People are somewhat drawn to your
mystery but find out to little to late how
cruel you can be. But you have a passionate
soul, that is unless you already sold it.
Pursuing whatever you set your mind to, you
look at life with a 'Shut up and leave me
alone' attitude most often because people
generally seem to annoy you. You may be the
ruler of darkness but you can often times be
generally lonely wishing for someone to share
in your dance of darkness so long as they know
who is the master.


.:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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Wednesday, March 2, 2005


5000
Yay! I officially have exactly 5000 downloads! (or I did when I posted this up)

My head hurts. It's a school night, and I'm up at 4:07 am....there's a reason I have permanent dark bags underneath my eyes. My parents are always wondering how I can fall alseep in any place they put me, even standing up....not that hard, really, when u get as much sleep as I do.

O well, I'll just sleep during class or something. No harm done!

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Tuesday, March 1, 2005


   Yay!
My mom's finally gone! I kno this sounds mean, but she's so droll, and won't let me do anything. Now all I have to do is deal with my brother....
....who I regret to say, smokes pot and gets high. He's sorta scary sometimes, but o well.
Lol, my mom gave me the house keys instead of him, because he isn't "responsible", and she also gave me the car keys....even tho I'm not old enough to drive. Sad, huh?
Also, she gave me fifty bucks for "emergencies". Does buying manga count as an emergency?
Dillandau
You are Dillandau from "Escaflowne"!
You are PSYCHOTIC evil.


ANIME QUIZ - Which Evil Anime Badass Are You?
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Haha, I'm obsessed with quizzes lately. U notice?

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Sunday, February 27, 2005


Lol
I just got hooked on Fruits basket....it's awesome! A long time ago I wouldn't read it cuz I thought it would be gay...but now i see how wrong i was. I can't stop thinking about it! *Shigure is so awesome.....**drools*
Hiraikotsu is a rather large boomerang. It can slice through opponents or be used to hit annoyances. It does take quite a bit of strength to throw it but it's an effective weapon.


You should wield Hiraikotsu!

Find out Which
weapon from Inu Yasha should you wield.


You are Black
What color are you? (Anime Pictures)

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Goth
Your Anime Personality is Goth


What type of Anime Personality do you have? (for girls)
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Sunday, February 20, 2005


   Waiting
Once again I am up at exactly 2:07 am, waiting for FMA and Ghost in the Shell 2 come on. I feel sorta tired....I wonder why? I don't plan on getting up early tomorrow, lol.

I think I'm gonna die one day from lack of sleep, but o well. I guess I'll face that when it comes, neh?

Isn't it sad how ppl r much nicer when u don't kno them? Everyone on MyOtaku r very nice, but then I go to school and I face a bunch of assholes (sorry for the curse words, but I find no other word to describe them). That's sorta depressing....


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Tuesday, February 15, 2005


   Tests.....
Yeah, I know, I'm always writing about tests, aren't I? I have two this coming Thursday, a math and a science one.......and u know what? The same teacher teaches both subjects, so she KNOWS that we have two tests that day, and she doesn't care!

(stars sobbing)
O well. I have a cold right now, it really stinks. My mom has stuffed me with at least ten different kinds of pills, and I think they made me sorta weird today, which my friend oh so kindly pointed out. Yeah, I was sorta messed up....oh well.

Anyways, I'm off to check on any new wallpapers!

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Thursday, January 27, 2005


   Yay!!
I'm happy, my mom and my bro r out at the bookstore, and I get about an hour 2 do whatever I want! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, I SHALL NOW TAKE OVER THE WORLD!!!!!!

........Sorry about that. I tend to have moments of insanity, nothing to worry your pretty little heads over. I can't wait 'till Saturday, that's when all of the good anime are on, neh? Lol, of course, that's also the day I get the least amount of sleep, cuz I usually stay up 'till 5 in the morn watching tv.......

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