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Saturday, December 8, 2007


   I guess I shouldn't do this... But I feel the need to...
Something happened today... Well actually... A couple things happened...

Way back when I first started visiting theOtaku, there was a certain artist whose works I became fascinated with... I thought they were so good and I learned a lot of things by simply analyzing the pieces of artwork. After a while I realized that there was myOtaku and I thought that maybe, just maybe I might get to speak with the profound artist behind some of my favorite art. I realized after reading various things on their site that they were the type of person who would not be easy to talk to so I just left it at that, but I still continued to look at their artwork and learn from it. Whether apparent or not, the things I learned from their artwork I started to practice with in mine. This not only allowed me to learn how to improve, but simultaneously I created my own style.

Recently, because I felt that I was now mature enough to fully understand what my favorite artist had to say, I began to respond to the posts they made on their website. Soon I realized that we had a somewhat similar interest and I put a link to a piece of work that I had made... To both my surprise and excitement they actually commented on my piece of work... To this I directed them to another work that was of a similar manner and once again, to my surprise, they commented again... I was actually really happy to hear feedback from one of my favorite artists... Then, after I noticed that they had updated, and I visited their site to hear that due to things that happened in their past and due to me being something that wasn't apparent, they would have to stop talking with me... I understand why they did this, but I also feel let down... I know my post will make no difference, and the only reason I am posting is to get the way I feel out.

I'm sorry for feeling the way I do... But I don't think I can help it...

Well I guess that is all tata...

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