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Birthday
• 1987-09-11
Gender
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Location
• Madison, Tennessee...Just where i have been ..hiding under a rock >_>
Member Since
• 2006-10-25
Occupation
• Mechanic/Chef...What a cowinkidink
Real Name
• Randall Sands....

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• I have the Nack....(Able to do alot of things...with out training)
Anime Fan Since
• Since i was a weeee lad :D
Favorite Anime
• Bleach, Cowbow BeeBop, Cho-Bits, etc..
Goals
• To be loved...and not feel like a 1 night stand...
Hobbies
• Working on cars, Drawing, and find time to fine the one i will once spend the reast of my life with...
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• Humor, Becuz i am a Funny guy...Ask the World :P




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Sunday, July 22, 2007

   ....what can i do....
My life so far is going slower and slower into a hole...more money debt...more depression problems and yet nothing better...

My GF doesn't want to talk to me...becuz i think she is cheating on me..and so far that will be the 5th gurl to throw a hatchet into my heart....

I barely make enough money to feed myself let alone pay my rent and bill i freg. get...

i just never get a break...

i just want to be helped...
I know some of u guys don't want to hear this...but u guys...

I am really at state of depression...and i don't think i'll be able to get out of it...

I mean if u guys know my friends...u would know i am a very out going guy...very funny...and is a pleasure to be around..

but in my time by myself...i have depression problems...its been like this since i moved away from my parents...

the responsibilities doon't help me when i am in the state that i am in...i just can get away from them....

i just feel like i an never be happy but i try around people...other people make me happy when they laugh...not at my jokes or humor releif..but when they are happy...

just to be around aperson that will be ther for me..would also help me...not just a GF but a person that would care for me just a little...not that most people around me make me feel like shit by telling me i will never progress in life and u'll never be better then what u are now...

I just want ya'll to know that i am feeling really horrible atm..and i am hurting bad...and deep....

i just need a little love...that all..
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