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Friday, November 23, 2012


happy turkey day
We didn't even eat turkey this weekend either lol. Turkey is soooo mainstream you guys. j/k, I love turkey. But we ended up having breakfast food and burger king at 1 in the morning instead. We actually did visit family (even though they never invited us..) and it was, well, awkward. No one really gets along, or there are "sides" people take but we're good at feigning. I never really liked family gatherings because it's so awkward for me. Also stifling when no one really accepts you or actually cares on a deeper level, there's always talking behind backs and there's a lot of superficiality. I did get to see my young cousins who i do care about though, so that was good. And we are starting to rebuild relations that were lost or strained because of shit people start. I don't understand why people have to create rumors or be dishonest about things. I don't understand where it fits in our social structure of communication, but apparently the weasels in the world are gaining more than people who've done honest work and have honest thoughts and feelings that aren't ashamed of who they are. I'm so tired of tiptoeing, over-inflating and hyping over things that really aren't a big deal in life. I hate playing their game. I think I'll go back to being reclusive since it's the only thing that's going for me.

Otherwise, I'm doing pretty ok. Can't wait for another break lol. I have so many projects to do this weekend, and then finals in two weeks. But I'm pretty calm about it. It doesn't really bother me. I find it kinda weird how people get overly nervous about exams and stuff, I've never really had a problem with them. Then again, my overconfidence in standardized testing has shown me before I tend to overstep and miss things, but I generally do well in academic stuff. I just.. don't like doing them LOL. I get stuff done, and I don't have to worry about pulling all-nighters, but I should probably be more careful about things. Oh, I think I've mentioned this, but my bronze piece for sculpture class is done! I hope I got a good grade since I put so many hours into it. Regardless, I'm pretty proud of it. Pictures are pending, if my camera will start working lol. Take care.

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