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Monday, June 27, 2005


Thanks Shizuka! :p
Thank you for greeting me. :p

*huuuuug*

you're the best! ^_^

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Anyway, a rant is on my agenda for today. (Note: the rant will be in a bit of Taglish mode so you might not understand it too well. If you want, you can just ask me about it, but knowing that you won't, then that's fine with me. :) )

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This has been bugging me for over a week now. Mind you, not everyday but well, it *did* start last week.

It started last week on my birthday.

Funny, I didn't notice it happening, but it did. Though until now, di pa rin ako sure kung totoo nga bang nangyari iyon.

I ignored it until one day, a friend and classmate told me she heard the boys talking. "*** crushing on you", she told me. Ugh.

It's not that I don't like him, it's just that... well, let's put it this way. Hindi ako maiilang sa kanya kung before this happened ay magkakilala na kame at naguusap na. Pero hindi. Nangyari ito nang hindi ko pa manlamang cya nakakausap o nakikibo.

Kung sa case nina Kuya Marlo, Kuya Leonard, Rocky, Benjo at lahat ng iba pang inasar sa akin, ay hindi ako nailang sa kanila kahit ano man ang sabihin ng mga tao, that's because I knew them and had been friends with them first before the teasing began.

In this case too, hindi rin naman kasi talaga yun totoo, and yet some people say na totoo yun. >_< I'm confused. Ayoko nang may kinaiilangan ko. Gusto ko lahat nakakausap at natatrato ko ng maayos, pantay-pantay. Paano ba ako hindi maiilang sa kanya? Kahit na malaman kong totoo nga o hindi na crush niya ako, maiilang pa rin ako.

Ugh. It's all because of that stupid activity. I'm not even sure if that *was* my name written on that paper which stated I'm one of the top 10 most beautiful things for that particular group of guys.

My one stupidity in this situation was I didn't pay any attention to anything that's been happening. Ayan tuloy, hindi ako sure kung ano nga ba talaga ang nakalagay dun.

Christine, if ever you're reading this, help me naman. I've thought of telling you this before pero hindi ko alam kung paano sabihin and... I'm shy. >_< wahhh. Ayoko maging ganito for the rest of the school year.

I'm hoping what they're saying isn't true. That's it's just a joke. It's a prank. Ayoko talaga.

-_-



Rant done.

*phew* how have you all been? :) I missed you! Thanks again Shizuka! ^_^


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