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Sunday, October 30, 2005


-scared-
no one knows
Current mood: scared


Life. Cold. Sad. Painful. Stressful. I miss my old best friend, Nichole soo much. There are some days where I can't funtion properly. It's like I gave her my soul. I'm a girl of my word if I say I'm going to or not going to do something then that's the way it's gonna be. Before momma died I promised I'd take care of her. I can still hear her voice like she was talking to me now.."Myriam I want to spend as much time as possible with her this Christmas. I don't think I'm gonna be here next year. I'm gonna need you to take care of her for me. She's gonna need help. She's gonna need you." She was right. She died on Easter Sunday. She wasn't here that next Christmas. I never got a chance to keep my promise and that's something that will haunt me for the rest of my life.


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