Friday, August 26, 2005

I resent this! And it's totally not true!!!

INCREDIBLY GHETTO--OMFG, do you move at all? You're
probably the type of person who orders pizza 5
nights a week, rather than cook or do any
dishes. I'm guessing you also live in mountains
of chaos and disorganization. You also don't
really care much for social norms. I bow to the
Master of Ghetto.


How Ghetto Are You?
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Sitting here thinking,
But no words describe him,
No words do him justice,
He is truely a fine man.

Quiet and Surene,
You don't here his voice and you feign,
His eyes draw you in,
You bow in surrender,
There is no other like him.

You give yourself up,
He lets you fall,
There's no mystery to you,
He's seen it all,

He took your gift without a "thank you",
He walked out without saying "goodbye",
Upright you sit in total confussion,
What just happened?

Why isn't he by your side?
Why isn't he holding you tight?
Why are you about to cry?
Did he forget about last night?

No kiss on the forehead,
No "I love you" before he left,
Quiet as anything for nothing he said,
Why this deep emptiness?

He was your first,
You've promised yourself he was your last,
If nothing else remember this verse,
Not all are like him,
Not all so cold,
Be strong baby girl,
Believe not all that you're told.

Don't make others suffer for what he has done,
Learn from the heartache that he's put you through,
And when he's older be sure to teach your son,
"Don't you do the same thing too".
M.A.H.
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Thursday, August 25, 2005

Still to Blame
Wrapped in sorrow,
Wrapped in pain,
WIll it hurt just as much tomorrow?
WIll I feel the same?

Clentched between the jaws of hate,
I feel locked up with you holding the keys to the crate,
Must you always dominate?
So much fear,
So much anger,
Someone once so close to me is now a stranger,
So many tears of love and hurt,
So many time,
You'vve kicked me aside,
And left me lying in the dirt.

I try to be strong,
I try not to fall,
But it never lasts for long,
Weeping in dispair,
I used to feel to you no on could compair.

Now you threaten to hit me,
My "smart ass mouth" being the cause,
Before you lift your hand to strike me,
Take a second and pause.
Remember who once looked up to you,
Who put you higher than God,
Who once wanted to be identically like you,
Before she found you so extrememly odd.

Am I still to blame?
Is your picture of me stillt he same?
Just these words I ask you to remember,
A second is over,
I now surrender.
-M.A.H.(aka) me



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Wednesday, August 24, 2005

THanks

adopt your own virtual pet!

I'd like to post a public thanks to XxBethxX for my luuuvily sesshomaru button I LOVE HIM!!!
Y'all she's good hit her up with your requests.
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ME AND ELLEN!

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Tuesday, August 23, 2005

rar what's up y'all? I think I'm kinda gettin the hang of this thing...:evil laugh: I actually did wanna appologize to anyone who was offended by my previous post. No offense was intended and I appologize. Nothing new's really happened since...what? two days ago? same ol' same ol'. Ellen's sick so everyone go show her some luv and sign her g/b so she has something to make her happy when she gets better! I don't feel so hot either so I'm gonna turn in.
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The Scent of Death
A shred of a tune,
A face vaguely firmiliar,
Forever now so soon,
The hallway unleashes the scent of my killer.
Corrected by all,
As I'm tortured by a painful past,
I hear him call,
As I fly to the ground fast.
Alone I wait,
Injured and in pain,
Is this to be my fate?
I've lived my life shall I end it now in shame?
A temporary problem,
A perminant decision,
Can I find anyone to help solve them?
Do I want to leave in this condition?
It's too late now,
It's already been done,
There's no place to hide,
And there's no plae to run.
As I'm overtaken by agony and grief,
I've taken my own life,
Am I now my own theif?
Breathing my last,
I feel all my blood drain,
I wish I could take it back,
But it's too late to change.- ME


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Monday, August 22, 2005

YAAY!
I FEEL SO SPECIAL!!! I NEVER THOUGHT MY PAGE WAS GONNA GET LOOKED AT! I JUST USED IT AS SOMETHING TO KEEP ELLEN UPDATED OR...well...I do vent on here an awful lot!!! DUDE THAT'S SO KEWL!!!! :clears throat:
AHHH OMG ELLEN! I don't know if I'm single...somehow there's something wrong with that
stament..or is that just me?! I'm talking to someone...I take an ex (still friends) to work...and I end up leaving not single? I SAID I WAS THROUGH WITH BOYS! THEY'RE STUPID! any boys listening in..no offense to you but all the white boys down here SUCK! I was watching gVb Hawaii and a girl had made the comment that she had never kissed anyone who wasn't the same color as her. Now for those of you who don't know me I have a butt, lip, and ab fetish well...I noticed that I've never kissed a black guy...until yesterday :drools: he's got really nice eyes too..light green ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh...oh ok well :falls silent as she looks over her shoulder at her bird humping it's lava rock: EW! ok well now that I've given y'all waaaaayyy too much info I'm gonna walk away from this NASTY BIRD!




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Sunday, August 21, 2005

   I see you fading away from us,
I'll miss you very much.
Room with empty bottles,
Broken dreams,
And pride still running high, Always by your side.
But I wanted more for you,
You can't go on this way,
And now I see it all fell through,
We pray for better days.
Stuck alone and scared,
Throw your life away,
Now choking on your pride may be the only way.

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Friday, August 19, 2005

Ellen's
W00t! I get to live with Ellen for...what ten days? I don't think you can handle...oh...:clears throat: Why are boys difficult? lol omg Ellen you're school sounds complicated! I have no idea where I'm going today to pick you up..I'M GONNA GET LOST!!!!! that's ok I'll ask someone wit a nice bootie where to go! that would be me too! "excuse me do you know where the stairs are?"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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