Friday, September 14, 2007
Weekend, rain, and a bad day at school =_='
It's finaly the weekend, hooray!!! This week seems to have beem going by rather slowly...maybe thats because the last class of the day is english, and I absolutely hate the teacher *le sigh*
It's finally raining here, which is good because we need it very badly....the grass is brownish outside =_=' *listens to the rain* ah, what a pretty sound.^^
Something kinda bad happened to me at school today, er...I did something kinda bad...to make a long story short I accadently made my friend Noah spill his water in his lap, which made it look like he pissed himself. Of corse he got mad and started yelling, I would have done the same thing, but I started to feel really really guilty about it....I started crying (trust me, it doesn't take much to make me cry)...and now some of my friends r mad at Noah cause they think he's the one that made me cry, it wasn't his fault...I tend to think everything bad that happens around me is all my fault, even if it's not (he's the one that knocked the water over, not me, but it got knocked over because he reacted to something I did), I tend to beat myself up over everything...sometimes I feel like I'm a burden to everyone....*sigh* I don't really know what to do about this situation though....I need something to cheer me up......
That'll help.... =[
Oh, btw, go to this site: www.onemanga.com , they have all kinds of manga there, including Vampire Knight, which I have become obsessed with.^^
Bye bye, hope I didn't waste ur time. =_=