Thursday, September 15, 2005

a new life - the results.
sorry for being so late i was sick on monday,tuesday and wednesday came on so sundenly.....kool that goes... lol.
anyway here goes this one.

You sit on your bed. The doctor was on the fone to mike. You hear him in the other room ' um huh, really never knew that' or he would say ' ill talk to her, don't worry doc.'
You couldn't beleave how far you had come but yet you where going to give it up.Mike put the fone down, you hear his boots on the floor of the hallway.
You wipe your eyes, you didn't want to break down in front of him.
He opens the door and looks at you pale, ghostly face.
"Its tres." he says sadly.
You lower your head.
Mike can tell your crying.
"Also, it seems the baby would have lived but...but durgs had affected its system...."
You open your tearful eyes....
"I killed it..." you whispered.
Mike sat beside you,
"No no...you didn't.." he started to say but he was cut of by you lifting you head up.
"No i did im a murder...i killed my baby."you cryed.
You got up and went into the bathroom.
Mike followed you but you closed the door in his face and lay in the corner in a ball crying.
"PLease open the door i want to help, please don't do anything." mike cryed hammering the door.
You cryed into you arms......then got up and wreched open the door. it had only taken a few minites for it to sink in but you had it all.
"Mike wheres the fone?" you ask
Mike points to the kitchen.
"Why? _____ what are you thinking." he asks worried.
You run into the kitchen and lift the fone.

~at the gc house hold~
Cash barked as the fone rang over and over. No one was home the where at the studio. Finally the beep came and your voice left a message.
"I know none of you care and never will again but i just wanna say that if you ever come to and find that your wrong about me sleeping with tre then you'll know how much pain youv put me through and im not pointing the finger but its tres falut the babys dead he drove me to drugs and cutting....he has been raping me for the last 10 months.....and none of you never even suspected......thanx you...thanx you all so fucking much.....and if its anything i still love you billy..and i always will." the beep rang in the silent house. you had left you mark.....now it was time to go.

You ran out of the house.Mike looked out form the living room where he was and yelled 'where the hell you going'
You didn't answer. So tryed to follow you but you where long gone.
You ran through out the streets until you came to the park.You walked down to the spot that only you and billy knew about. You sit down on the damp ground and look up into the sky.
"Sorry, sorry i was ever born."
You took anti-depresset pills and a bottle of vodka that you got form mikes home.
You drank the vodka wih the pills and lay on the ground waiting to die.

sorry a bit depressing.........but wait and see the next one.
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